Sickness be no fun.

I decided I should probably blog...
But I have absolutely nothing to say.
*thinks*

I had a pretty amazing weekend.
But now I'm sick,
And feel like I'm gonna die. Legit.
I'm excited for Anime North this weekend.
I may not be able to go, but whatever.
It's upsetting that Eric can only go for the saturday and sunday, but meh.. :/

*sigh* I wanna die at the moment :c
And I miss Eric..
And Redgie's being annoying..

Kay I'm done here...

*goes to die*

♥

And I'm still nothing without you...

Who knew, that one person, just one person could make you the happiest you've ever been?
Make you feel like you're the most special person in the world.
Make you feel like your stomach is gonig to explode, and your cheeks burst from being so happy, and smiling so much.
I find it completely crazy, that you could spend a whole day with someone, but when you leave eachother, you just miss them so much.
It's amazing, how you wish you had someone to be there for you, then out of no where, they come into your life so unexpectedly.
It's crazy, how one persons words can make your heart do some pretty intense flips and stuff...

I love every minute I spend with you.
I love holding your hand.
I love how no matter what you do makes me smile so much my cheeks feel liek they're about to explode.
I just love being with you.
I just...<3
Really lame paragraph thing..^ .. D;


I love how no matter what, you say you will be there for me..And I need that...I need someone there for me..
And I'm glad it's you...

And now for some lyrics that fit how I've been feeling lately:

Door closes
I'm blown away
Goodnight kiss
You drive me crazy.

Can't get you out of my head
I'm gettin' ready to fall, over you
You're sticking like glue
Yeah, I want you all to myself
Can't get you off of my mind
I'm feeling lucky this time
I don't know
It's not for sure
But you got something different
And I can't stop falling
I can't stop falling
No, I can't stop falling for you.

I'm a helpless love
I can't get enough
I'll bet you I'm not gonna let you go.

♥

Roar?

how come no one blogs anymore? O.o
I believe it's only me, Eric, and Clara whom still blog.
Natasha, Paul, or anyone else hasn't blogged in forever. They should be destroyed.

I'm eating candy. ♥

And I miss Eric.

I love Clara. ♥

I like fried chicken.

Hola~
I's in English class.
Bored out of my mind.
I finished my assingment. :3
I's excited for tonight.:D
Yayayayay
Anime Night.
Well, technically. Pretty sure just Eric, Scott, and Clara are coming, but it'll still be fun.^__^
What a boring blog post...
Hmmmm, what to write?
Nevermind, I'm actually not done this assingment..-.-
Five more minutes. ;o
Two minutes. :D
I just want to go home..
I don't want to go to history...
Bleeehh >.<
Boredboredboredboredbored.
Waffles.
Kaybye. ;D♥

LOLOLOL hi.

ROFL Howdy ya'll!

H'okay. So, let's just say that all you guys ever thought about me is wrong. Everything you ever thought you knew was wrong. Everything you've heard has been a LIE.

I suppose you would assume that I am the awesome-possum Carebear, seeing as this is her account and all, but you'd be wrong! Because I am not Carebear! I am the mighty Clarabear. aka risaisis waitnowhat? Yeah, that's right. I totally stole Care's nickname. ;D

Yes, well that's true. I am Clarisa. And I have stolen not only Care's nickname, but also her identity. Oooooh. That's right. beafraid.beVERYafraid. Only, not of me. beVERYafraid of that mouse over there in the corner. (A)

Uhm, well yeah. Caroline came over to my house today after school so we could go see my sister's talent show with Matthew, Jason and Shayla. And I guess she logged onto her blogger account, 'cos when I went to go post something on my own blog, she was logged in.

I figured I'd use this to my advantage, mais oui?

And, well. I have LOL :) stuck in my head - that's read as "elle oh elle smiley face" for those of you chat-speak-illiterates out there. You poor, poor souls. D:

*overdramatized*

well, i'm outie.

more later!

(though not on this account)

xxheyy <>

Cheese.

I'm in history right now.
Boring. But laptops are cool.
Today is a bad day.
You don't even know how many people have asked me what's wrong. I'm tired of telling the story. >.<
I cried twice today...once on jacobs shoulder, and the second time at lunch...
But whatever...it doesn't even matter anymore.
only thing is, I fix my dress for semi, get a new one, or I'm not going to semi at all... >.<

Ten more minutes of class....derjvecgnteckyntmrxzkemzjf I want this day to end. Like seriously.
If nothing happens after school, I'm just gonna take a nap.
Forserious.
I miss Eric....

Hopefully there is anime night tomorrow, or if not, I atleast hope people come over. i wants to see mai friends. :c
Like soo bad.

Gaahhh I want to go home.
I miss Sadie, and Redgie.
I was supposed to get picked up from school today by my father. I mean, he said he would. He said so this morning too. But I called at lunch and he changed his mind. But you know, that's cool. Breaking your promise isn't that big of a deal...

...LOOOL
I just got an assingment back from my history teacher, and i drew a smiley face on the side and he circled it.. xD
bahaha
I failed that assingment though :/
Stupid child. *smacks self*
:C
Whatevs. I's done hurrr.

Talk to y'all later. (;

Ps, I miss Eric. :c <3

Roaroaroaroar

Today was a good day.
School was boring as usual.
I had detention though. -.-
I got to see Eric after school. ♥
It has been six hours and thirteen minutes since I last seen him, and I miss him. :c
I don't even have anything to say,
Except I'm incredibly tired, and roarrr

It's not fair, Paul wouldn't let me die today. Conversation:
Me: Paul, will you kill me?
Paul: No.
Me: Please?
Paul: No, not allowed.
Me: Why not?
Paul. Eric.
*conversation ends* x3

This is what bugs me, all day I told people I was in a horrible mood and I was upset and what not. Everyone's response? "Why? You have a boyfriend, you should be happy"
That doesn't mean everything else in my life is perfect. Everything else just sucks at the moment. Having a boyfriend just makes it easy for me not to go jump off a cliff. It not just a relationship that makes people happy. Although this is the happiest I've ever been...but that's not the point.

I'm painting my room. (Y)
And getting a door.
I just wish I had my phone back.
then everything would be good again.

I go sleep naooo.

Until next time...♥

Best. Weekend. Evar.

Seriously. Best weekenbd eveerrr.
Friday: I can barely remember what happened during school. I wrote a religion quiz, and then a math test. Lunch was fun, can't actually remember what we did. But we just hung around. And invisible Eric was there x3
I had an "interview" in English class. I was soo nervous D: I failed so bad. But whatever. In history...I can't remember what we did in history actually..
Anyway, after school, Sammie and I waited at the bus stop with Spencer, Paul, and Charlie. and it was actually fun. Sammie and I took the bus all the way up the mountain for anime night. I think in total, I gave about 3948875989043 hugs that night. We watched some anime, but I barely payed any attention x3
I was playing games on Sammie's phone like, the whole night.
A whole bunch of random funny stuff happened that night, and i can barely remember any of it. At around 10:30, Eric and I went for a walk around the Brebeuf parking alot. I ran around like a retard and we just talked. Twas good times. ♥
When we got back, Sammie, Eric, and I went to meet my dad and he drove Eric home, then we went to Mcdonalds. Waited twenty minutes in line. And got delicious food.. x3
We got back to my house, and Sammie was sleeing over. We just chilled on the computer until 2 am. I turned on Rent for us to watch, then went upstairs for like five minutes. When i went back downstairs, Sammie was fast asleep x3
So I turned off Rent and went to bed.
We woke up at around 10, went to Sammies at about 12, chilled for three hours until Alisha and Jacob got there for the tea party. It was actually soo much fun. We took loads of pictures. :3
Jacob left after, unfortunately, then Keven and Mike came to Sammies, we took like, a super long walk down to thr beach. And just chilled.
at about 9, Alisha's mommy came to pick her and I up, she dropped me off at home for five miunutes so I can get stuff to sleep over at her house.
I walk in my house and my mom says "Eric came to visit you today on his bike"
I thoguht she was lying, but when I found out she wasn't, I freaked. O.o;
I mean, that's so far.. D;
We got to Alisha's house and just chilled pretty much. Just talked and such. She forced me into this gorgeous dress. When I say forced..I mean actually forced...I got practically naked for her.. D;
We woke up at exactly 9:14 to go someplace for a photoshoot. I was Daniela's assistant. :3
After, we went back to Alisha's and helped Natasha get ready for her photoshoot. We traveled so far T_T I almost died by the end of it. But anyway, we went back to Alisha's house so she could get ready for her date. She took forever. I finally got driven home, then waited for my dad to drive me to Eric's.
When I got to Erics, we just watched the rest of Rent, ate a cheeseburger. Then went for a super long walk to the Falls. it was seriously so beautiful. We sat right beside the waterfall, and gahh. I love nature so much. I gasm over how beautiful nature is somtimes.
I had such a good time, like seriously.. :3 ♥
Then I had to leave and we waited for the bus. I got home and ate a plate of chocolate covered strawberries. And now we're here and I'm writing this..x3

Something that I just remembered: "*presses caps lock*" "What are you doing?" "getting ready to start this sentence off with a capital." "re you really that lazy to just press the shift button" Bahaha Alisha ♥

I have came to the conclusion that I love my life.. :3

kaysobye... ^___^ ♥