What if you, could wish me away. What if you, spoke those words today. I wonder if you'd miss me, when I'm gone. I'ts come to this, release me; i'll leave before the dawn. But for tonight, I'll stay here with you. Yes, for tonight, I'll lay here with you. But when the sun hits your eyes through your window; they'll be nothing you can do. ♥

Saturday, March 27, 2010

Ohwow yesterday...

Probably the funniest day of my life. x3

School was just boring, had ze inschool suspension, and I swear, every single person in there would talk to some one else about drugs. No lie. Twas the main conversation of the day.
Bus rides with friends are always the best. An no Paul, next time, I'm still not going to pick up that damn rock.
So I went to ze laundromat cause my dad told me to wait there for him. I waited over half an hour. And not even in the office too, i had to sit where all the crazy people sit. Grrrr.
Anyway, so we left to go to Joey's house at like 4:30, And I'm glad we didn't get lost on the way. :)
So, when I got to Joe's house, only Eric and Dom were there, and Joe's sister. Joey wasn't even there yet x3
So me Eric and Dom just chilled out and ate candy. Then when Joe got there we all ate candy together. ;D
Me and Joe started watching random youtube videos while everyone else played Brawl
But it was all sad when he started getting all sad :C
Then the awkward moment when we were watching my commtech slideshow and the picture of Aria was in there and i got all sad. :C
We watched that one video from grade eight when Natasha "ate" a dandelion, Joe was like "Ohhhh I get to see little Coraline!" "I'm not in this video..but ALisha is" "Ohhhh she's like all chibi!"
It all started getting too funny when everyone was playing Brawl, Eric was on ze phone with Chelsey, and I was on the computer looking for songs.
I looked up the song Baby by Justin Bieber and seriously everyone got soo mad at me
Eric was all like "NOOOOOO I'M TURNING THE COMPUTER OFF!" And he did. :C
I couldn't stop laughing, I went to go sit in a corner, then Joe came to see if I really was then I started lkaughing more. And crying from laughter. Joe's like "I can't even tell if you're sad or happy. Guys, I thik Coraline snapped"
And I swear to all of you, that I did not stop laughing for atleast an hour and a half. I actually fell on the floor laughing, when Joe takes a pop can and draws a face on it. And I'm like "ZOMMGG!!" Then he takes it back and draws evil eyebrows on it and I'm like "NOOOOOOOOOOOO MY BEST FRIEND! HE'S MAD AT MEEE WHYYYYY?!?!?!" Everyone started laughing at me. I named him Ronald. I put Ronald down so I could go sit in my corner. When I went back in the room. I stop and just stand there for a second. And then screamed "WHERE THE HELL DID RONALD GO?!" I not only made everyonelaugh, but scared them x3
Everyone kept saying that the reason for my craziness is Justin Biebers fault, but it's not. I actually hate him. Alot. Then Joe made Ronald's brother. Ronaldo. He was spanish ^_^
And then...they died D:
Joe got wayyyy too into the music and destroyed them
".......WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT JOEEE?! D:"
But it's alright. We all then went for a walk to get to ze bus stop. Twas a good walking :3
I seriously love my friends sooo much xD
Especially for not thinking I'm a complete psychotic retard and walking away from me. <3

Thursday, March 25, 2010

And I'm getting bored waiting around for you...

So I think tomorrow is the first time in about over a month I've been to anime night. I'm so fuckin happy about that. Like, you don't even know.
I miss Le Joey, and Senora Eric.

So I have decided that I do for reals still wanna go to Ottawa,
Most of you must think (because i might've told you) that I no longer wanna go because of this fight between Aria and me. But I here by decided that I do really wanna go. And if he wants to see me, then okay. But if not, then fuck him. (gladly) sorry x3

CANDYYYY!
Those of you who want some tomorrow, tis all gummy candies, soooooo yea x3

I have absolutely nothing to say... O.o

Meow. Roar. Meow. Chicken. <3

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

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Do you really want..
Do you really want me..
Do you really want me, dead or alive to live a lie?♫


I don't really wanna blog about yesterday...since most of you know what happened anyway. D:
Twas one of the most depressing moments I've had in a while.
I think I'm just gonna forget about him now...
As hard as it is..
*sigh*

Tell me, would you kill to save a life?
Tell me, would you kill to prove you're right?
Crash, crash, burn. Let it all burn. This hurricane is chasing us all underground.♫


I need more depressing songs. Elizabeth, can I borrow your ipod someday? ;3
I actually have nothing at all to blog about....

I just wanna give up. :C
It's not like anyone would care...right?

30 seconds to mars is pree swick. ;)

Kay i have nothing else to say....♥

Sunday, March 21, 2010

Prom Night.

Remember…
I'm slowly realizing that I'm shaking inside,
How could this happen, I promised I never would,
These feelings have come back and I have tried,
To bury them, concealed in a box, as hard as I could,
But tonight she looked so beautiful I never really noticed,
My date she was, I was honoured to be with such a lovely lady,
I was extremely shy, I was nervous and my mind not focused,
But I held on as much as I could so with her I could be,
It’s hard to hide and never show your feelings of romance,
To preserve friendship and long-lasting relationships,
We danced that night among others who were in a trance;
With the music, with each other and the kiss of lovers’’ lips,
She taught me to move with her in rhythm as one motion convey,
The bright lights, beams, fog and that machine tic laser ray,
I learned to become one with her as we danced,
And although I sucked at least I had that chance,
To be with her that sparkling night,
In all her glory, beauty never shone so bright,
The hour had struck time was over,
I sadly walked her home aching inside to tell her,
Just how I felt I swear it’s never been this way,
But somehow I couldn’t and I hide inside the words I wanted to say:
I wanted to tell her how pretty she is,
In her little dress and cute stilettos,
Or how her eyes shone brighter than anything, yes all this,
But mostly I wanted to say three words but the courage I did lose,
And before I knew it she was gone,
The ticket in my hand I was again alone,
I died inside thinking why couldn’t I tell her:
I love you m’dear for always, for ever!
But at least she had fun that’s all that mattered,
I care not for the heart I have to me shattered,
Nights like prom are the only reason to live, for me,
For ill always remember that night with an angel, a beautiful memory.
-Aria.

Aria wrote this quite a long time ago.
But I just found it again on my computer and thought I'd share it with all of you, because I thought it was cute.
If he knew I posted it here, he may hurt me x3 but who knows.
Enjoy. :3♥

Friday, March 19, 2010

Senor happy tree; thou shall be missed.

Alright, now is the time I will tell EVERYTHING that happened over the past week.
Or err all that I can remember ^^;
I can't remember all that happened on the bus ride up north, but I must tell you all about Senor Happy Tree.
On the ride up, I saw this tree, and it had the most amazing smiley face on it. it was spray painted on it and twas just amazing. I there by called it Senor Happy Tree, and I was hoping on the ride back home I could get a picture of it. But I didn't see him again. :C
I must tell you all about the seven cute guys I seen ;D
Cute guy number one was on the bus with me on the way to North Bay.
Cute guy number two, I seen in North Bay.
Cute guy number three was on the bus from New Liskeard to North Bay.
Cute guy number four was just a guy in North Bay
Cute guy number five was asian <3
Cute guy number six....I can't rmember him.
And cute guy number seven. *drools* I sat by him in the bus place in Toronto waiting over an hour for my dad. He was asian aswell. ^_^

Pretty much all week insisted of going for walks, buying stuff, walking on water, eating AMAZINGLY DELICIOUS ice cream(no really, it was sooooo good), eating stuff, and watching ALOT of movies.
I watched Coraline, Up, The Carebears movie, 2012, Knowing, the Simpsons movie, Enchanted, The something of Benjamin Button, The Proposal, and Marley and me(I cried like a baby. But so did my sister)
There's probably more but my mind is drawing a blank at the moment.

I played and beat Super Mario Bros. on DS three times. O.o

Anyway, this is wear it all gets interesting.
So, on the ride back, I got really bored, so I called Clara to see how she was. She was great. ^_^
A few seconds after I called her we stopped at Tim Hortons! YAAYYYY!
I was soo happy to go outside, like you don't even know.
So everything Clara said I found radiculously hilarious, I think being on that bus for so long just got to me.
But anyway, when I got back on the bus we were just talking about stuff.
Then, when I started telling her about Senor Happy Tree, I couldn't stop laughing, like at all.
Clara: ohh did you meet a really hot guy up in New likewjrxrt
Me: *laughs* you mean New Liskeard?
Clara: Yea well I didn't know how to say it, so tell me about him.
Me: ZOMG A DINOSAUR!
Clara: He's a dinosaur? O.o
Me: No! We just drove by a dinosaur!!!!

Now I will explain. We drove by a place that sells like sheds and playground things. and there was this giant dinosaur there. Twasn't real obviously, but it was just there.
I wasn't kidding when I say, I saw a giant dinosaur yesterday. (:
Pretty sure the people sitting near me thoguht I was insane. I was laughing like a lunatic.

I drove by a building called Dock In A Box. I Lol'd.

So I got to the bus place in Toronto, and had to wait there for sooo long cause my dad got lost. When he finally found me. we got lost again. x3
we were on this street and there was this girl on a bike. THEN ALL OF A SUDDEN! a cab comes out of nowhere and fucking hits the girl! It was sooo crazy O.o
My dad wouldn't stop joking about it. Twas very funny.
I got home at like 12 o.o
Attacked Sadie and Redgie cause I missed them so much.
Holy shittt Redgie got fatttt

SUMMER! I'm deffinitely gonna go to Ottawa. My dad won't let me go myself though... :/
Kinda sucks. Who wants to come with? ^_^

Me and Hannah are going to see Alice In Wonderland today. FINALLY!
Kay i'm done now. <3

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

Spider pig, spider pig, does whatever a spider pig does!

I'm siting here in my sisters living room watching the simpsons movie. Actually it just ended :C
Wel Emily's at kennel duty right now...and i must find another movie to watch ir i'll die.
Oh just thought i'd mention i'm leaving tomorrow. I'll be back late tomorrow night.
I wonder if anyone missed me?
Hmm who knows.
I need to eat some food soon. Sadly there's no soup up here
A message to Natasha, Clara, Elizabeth, Paul, Alisha, Stephen, and to anyone else who will read this: I seriously miss you all SOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH! *dies* :C
So i realize that i'm a totaly effing retarded pathetic idiot.
If you really wan to know why, just ask. Cause i'm not writing it here.
Hint: I relly just miss Aria.
That is all.
The ending credits of this movie are driving me insane. but i'm too lazy to get up and switch movies.
I actually should do that.
I'll talk to you all later
<3

Friday, March 12, 2010

I'm fallin' inlove, but it's fallin' apart....♫

So i'm in math right now, since barely anyone showed up today, we went into a computer lab, YAY! ^_^
Ahhh so yesterday was coffee house!
Lemme tell you about my whole day, since i have time ^^;
ps, this keyboard sucks. o.o

Anyway, so i got to school at 9 x3
then just sat around in religion, wentto math, actuallydid work,
and during lunch, i ate, then ran around outside with Spencer,Shayla,Lydia, Erin, Nick, and Jacob. Twas some super fun/funny times.
Went back inside and talked Rob and Paul for a bit and complained that my arms were frozen, cause they were.
English was completely boring, as always. and history was boringtoo.
Well after school, me and Spencer planned to hangout after school then go to coffee house together, but he had to go home first,cause i decided to watch Coraline again(which i'll talk about later ^_^)
I got through half of it when Spencer calls and tells me he can't go because he has to babysit. D:
Then we just talked fora bit and he kept laughing at me. :C
Anyway! so my mommy made dinner, fettucine alfredo with shrimp *drools* <3
Then i left to go to coffee house and i got first bus fine, but the second one didn't comefor another THIRTYFREAKINGMINUTES! >:O
I hate waiting. But then my sister Emilycalledand we talked about my trip that i'mtalkingto go see her (which I shall talk aboutlater :3)
The bus cameand i finallygot to school.
There were alotofamazing acts there, twas really amazing.
Ikept complaining to everyone abouthow I wasgonna go ona murderous rampage and kill everyone whom was talking. It actually pissedme off. You're supposed to sit there and listen to the people sing, not talk constantlyto your friends, you fucking retards.>_<
Kay sorry. ^^;

So, Coraline! i'minlvoe with this movie, it's sooo amazing.And the fact it's stop motion/claymation is soo much more amazing. And don't even getme started on the soundtrack! It's sooo beautiful, the few songs that do have lyrics are great,cause they'rein like this crazy language, I'm thinking it's german, butwho knows
Twee de da da,de dada, twee de twee,da de du de da ♫ GAAHHH AMAZING!:DDDD

Anywaaayyy, so my trip tomorrow -.-
Letme explain...
So I have to get up at around 6 tomorrow morning, drive withmy dad to toronto, then get a bus there, take it by myself for nine hours, to visit my wonderful sister Emily in New Liskeard. She keeps remindingme there's nothing to do there,andI know that, but I still wantto see her. We're gonna play in the snow, since there's alot there, and watch movies, eat food,andgo visit Steve, I love steve ^_^
OHOHOH and we're gonna go to her school so I can see all the animals (Northern College, vet program)
I'm actually really excited, especailly for the bus ride, nine hours by myself to clearmy mind, eat junk food and play video games,and read, andlisten to music. Gonna be great.

O.o I just got this sudden feelingof happiness, weird, this hasn't happened for awhile.Ahh i'mjust happy.
I have the bestest friends and I'm just happy to see my sister again.:3
It bugsme, because my lifeis going so great rightnow, i'm doing well in school (surprisingly) and again, i just have the bestest friends ever. But when I start thinking about things, like Aria, life, the fact no one likes me. It builds up inmymind and BAM! sudden extreme depression. D:

I still have time to waste in thisclass. 15 minutes actually -.-
BLAAHHH EXTREME BOREDOMMM!

you're the only thing that I love; scares me more each day♫
Chocolate by Snow patrol^
I love Snow Patrol, the lead singer has a beautiful voice, and their lyrics are so beautiful, like zomg, it amazes me.I just want to marry themall.^_^

Yumm Mr. Cortina. O.O
He's gonna be my math supply for perhaps the rest of the semester. I so happy. ;D

Holyfuck I hate this keyboard. >:O *rage*

I'll probably end this soon and find somethingelse to do..maybe check my gaia? Spam Natasha with comments. I think that's a great idea. ;DDDD
i'ma genius ^_^

Igo do that naooo.
Kaybyeee.;DD <3

Sunday, March 7, 2010

To tell you all the truth...

...I'm completely and utterly inlove with...

The Care Bears. :$
I watched three CareBear movies tonight, all apart of my CareBear movie marathon.
Apparently there was a CareBear movie that was supposed to come out in 2009! WHERE THE HELL IS IT?! D:
I love Amigo Bear, he's so cute.♥
He speaks spanish. :O
He's like my twin.
Ohohohoh and Natasha really would be Polite Bear, the panada bear. She has a twin, Perfect Bear, and they always speak in ryhme.
And Alisha would actually be Me Bear, the narcissistic one. ;)
I'm just kidding. xD

If people need something to get me for my next birthday, just think CareBears. :D
*goes insane* CAROLINELOVESCAREBEARSYAYAYYYY!
:DDDDD


Natasha mentioned in every blog post I talk about soup. That may be true. And i'm not only saying this because of that reason, but because i'm extremely hungry...
I want soup! D:
Lemme check if we have some...
*checks*
ZOMG WE DO! *dances*
i go eat and sleep naoo~
byeeeee♥

Saturday, March 6, 2010

What a horrible day...

So yesterday I wrote the blog post, twas super long, and when I clicked publish it said there was an error so now I must write everything down again. Wish me luck.

So yesterday, I didn't go to school, just because...and don't ask me why.
But the only way my mom would let me stay home is if I cleaned the kitchen. I did that. I slept until 11 or so, because Redgie woke me up. I spent pretty much all day cleaning, listening to music, and reading old conversations from 2008 between me and my friend/ex, Aria. I cried about three times because he was such a huge part of my life. No really, he was like...my everything. :C
He always ended up getting mad at me for the stupid things I did or said. And because I never wanted to lose his friendship, I tried to get him to talk to me again. It only worked sometimes. But anyway, so now he's talking to me again and I'm super happy. :3
I just wished he understood how I felt or atleast cared.... :c
I realized yesterday that I might like him again, which is slightly pathetic because of one reason, and if you don't already know it, i'm not telling you.
I'ma stop talking about him now...
Since I didn't go to school yesterday my parents wouldn't let me go to the movies with my sister, whom was gonig with Cassandra (my friend, not hers >_<)to see Alice In Wonderland. On thursday I asked Natasha if she wanted to go with us if I went, but she said she was hanging out with Paul, so I then asked if she wanted to go see it with me some other day, but I don't really remember what she said after that :/
So, I was raging because I had absolutely nothing to do.
Alisha was supposed to come to Anime Night with me, but that was cancelled, I then asked her if she wanted to come over, but she went to the movies with her sisters.
Anime Night was then moved to Joeys house, but I couldn't go because I had no idea where he lives, and probably wouldn't know how to get there.
Clara and Shayla were probably busy or hanging out together or something.
Ten minutes after my dad was going to let me go, Hannah leaves because Cassandra came to pick her up. I was so mad and had nothing to do so I just took a nap.
When I woke up I checked my phone and had a text from Paul which said that him and Natasha went to see Alice In Wonderland, which to quite honest, pissed me off. o.o
And when Hannah got home at 12, which BTW confused me since she left at 5 O.o
She told me she not only went to see Alice In Wonderland, but also Dear John, which for the longest time I begged her to go see it with me, and we never went. I was so mad! >:O
I stayed up for another hour, sitting there in my sadness and listened to David Choi♥
Then i went to sleep....

Today:
I woke up by Redgie bugging me, by licking my nose and what not, and when I actually woke up, he was sprawled across my neck. O.o
My sister Emily called, and just told me all the stuff that's happening between her and her now ex Bryan. Whom I hate now, by the way.
He not only treated Emily horribly, but my whole family. I got him a Christmas present! I wants it back! >:O
Well, she invited me to go up there, she lives in New Liskeard, which is six hours away, on march break. I have to take the bus up there all by myself. D:
I'll deffinitely get lost...

I may or may not go to Jacquis tonight. Seeing as I don't know where she lives and have no idea how to get there.
Someone tell me? D:
I now have a kitten sleeping on my lap. <3

Kay i'ma go make some soup. :3
Byeeeee

Monday, March 1, 2010

BACON!~1!!!1~!~@1

I love bacon sandwhiches. O.o
I made them for my dad, my sister, and myself.
My dad: "THESE ARE SO FUCKING GOOD!"
I love my dad. ♥
He's one of the funniest people I know.
Today he told me this story about how he was driving and eating hot pepperettes at the same time, and one peice got caught in his throat, and to get it out, he just ate more. x3
Anyway, today I went to the hair show in Toronto with Sammie and Ivy, it was kind of amazing and I bought a bit of make up and hair spray. The hair competition they had there was incredible. The hair on some of the models was amazing. So many colours. ;D
I wish I had enough money to get a curling iron, but unfortonately, I had like no money. :C
On the way home, I sat beside my teacher, Mrs. Dinoi, for most of the time, she gave me an apple, twas tasty.
But for some reason everytime I eat an apple my lips get all itchy. But I didn't think anything of it, so I just ate the apple.
But once I finished it, my lips got all puffy D: and apparently it looked like I got botox. I didn';t though. My lip is still all fat and I don't know why. *sigh*
I look like a retard.
Now I's just sitting here, chillaxin, writing this, listening to The Fray, and talking to Narcy. Amazing? I know. ^_^
The fact he's talking to me, is making me really happy. o.o :3 <3
Caroline really hopes there is Anime Night this week. Hopefully Alisha shall come tag along? ;DD
I need to dye my hair soon...
It's getting to such an ugly colour. D:
I think I'm scaring Narcy now. Oh no. D:
I should go take a shower soooooooonn. D:
TEEEHHHEEEEEEE line of smiley ---------^
Kay, i'm weird.
Bye. :) <3