What if you, could wish me away. What if you, spoke those words today. I wonder if you'd miss me, when I'm gone. I'ts come to this, release me; i'll leave before the dawn. But for tonight, I'll stay here with you. Yes, for tonight, I'll lay here with you. But when the sun hits your eyes through your window; they'll be nothing you can do. ♥
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Tuesday, September 7, 2010

ohey ♥

You can win this fight
You don't have to listen
To anything I say
There's nothing I could do
You take my breath away
And all that I believe in
I'm slowly drowning here with you

I tell you that I'm here
And I tell you what I feel
But I feel you're so far
And I don't know where you are
You tell me what you think
You tell me that you're trying
I want to believe you are
I want to believe you are

And I won't say you're wrong

You can win this fight
You don't have to listen
To anything I say
There's nothing I could do
You take my breath away
And all that I believe in
I'm slowly drowning here with you

Everything I hide
Is held inside your chest
With every single heartbeat
My picture fades to gray
I belong to you
I made you that promise
It's all because of you
I only say the things I do

And I won't say you're wrong

You can win this fight
Take it so it's done
Again I'll put aside my pride
I can only do so much




Idk, these lyrics are just how I'm feeling right now. :/

Saturday, September 4, 2010

Ahhh I'm so happy. :3

My life is just falling back into place, and everything is good. :3


I just had such an amazing day and realized life is just so good now.


Now that drama is done, and Aria and I are good again, everything seems much better.
I spent the day with my family, and with my dad,
I missed spending so much time with my dad. ♥
And I have Pocky, and I ate Burger Kind. And I love Redgie.
I love Chelsey.
And Clara.
And Shayla.
And Ivy.
And Elizabeth.
And Alisha.
And Natasha.
And Aria.
And Ashley.
And Sammie.
And Quinn.
OMFG I JUST SERIOUSLY LOVE EVERYONE!
I'm sorry if I missed anyone, but if I did, just know, I love you. A. Freaking. Lot.


OH MY HOLY CHEESE BALLS
APPARENTLY CHELSEY AND QUINN ARE GONNA VISIT ME TOMORROW?!?!?!
I SHALL BE PREPARED
GAAHHH THAT MADE ME EVEN HAPPIER
I LOVE MY LIFE
LEGIT
YAAYYYY


I just wish Aria would answer me. ♥


looooooooooooooooooooooool what are they gonna do? Pelt me with green apples?!?!?!?!?!?! D:
I'm so scared now. xDDDD




OH AND I LOVE LIGHTS.




I know we're heading for disaster. But I keep running faster, and faster. And I don't wanna wake you up, Cause I don't wanna let you down. I'm scared I'll never be enough, to keep you around. And there's a part of me that knows I'm everything you need but I'm afraid to let you in, afraid of what you'll see. And now I'm falling even harder for a boy I'll never know.♫

I miss my sister D:

My sister is gone and I miss her :c

Well, I woke up late today and didn't get to get my uniform. :/
School starts in like two days, and I have no uniform, awesome.
Well I woke up at 11, talked to Aria for a bit, and then helped pack all of Hannah's stuff into the truck. We dropped Emily off in Burlington at Orchard animal hospital, where she works. And then we set off onto over adventure to Toronto. Hannah and I were listening and singing to music on her laptop, surprisingly the battery on her laptop lasted the whole ride. 8D
We got to residence and put all her stuffs in her room. Then we were going back to the truck, but Hannah forgot something in her room, so we had to go back upstairs, so we took the elevator (I hate elevators.) and there were these too guys in the elevator. Derick, and Rob. They were nice. :3 and cute. :3
Derick lives on Hannah's floor, which is sick. 8D
Then we all ventured off to Walmart! 8D
And the whole time, I was like "Let's hope we randomly run into Lights" we didn't though D:
Omg, this walmart was the most amazing thing ever. It was two floors, and instead of an escalator, it was this escalator type thing, but you just stand, it's sick cause you can bring like buggies on it. OMFG I WAS SO EXCITED TO GO ON IT LOOL
I was also so happy because there was pocky there :3~
So now I's eating lots and lots of pocky. :3
Then we went back to Hannah's room and we said our goodbyes, it was so sad :c
The ride home was fun though, I listened to Lights and daydreamed...♥

I'm about to head over to the laundromat to help my dad out with Quinn. We're fixing the floors and painting the rails on my dads truck. Gonna be fun. *sneezes*

Now I's just talking to Dom, and listening to music, and thinking, and wanting to talk to Aria.
Loool pretty sure Aria just accidentally put his message to me as his status, x3
He's cute. ♥

I realized today, that I really need a phone. Like, legit. :c
I miss being able to text people.

Well, I'm off. Ttfn. ♥

Friday, September 3, 2010

Looooooooooool ♥

Lololol 8D
this is hilarious.
The only way I got him to go on webcam is if I promised I stripped tomorrow morning x33
That may or may not actually happen though o.o; depending on when I go to Toronto with my sister. I just never mentioned that to him. ;3
and for some reason I can't stop smiling.
It's taking so much effort not to smile like an idiot right now. I couldn't stop laughing so I said "brb Sadie's calling me" just to get it out.
I missed talking to him. :3
Like, a lot.
He won't believe that his face is beautiful. I like his face. A whole bunch. ;3
I'm now on webcam as well, even though I look like gross stuff D;
Loool why did I agree to him getting off at 9? I'm not done looking at his beautiful face. ♥

I kind of needed talking to him, just to clear my mind, and get my mind off of a stupid poofy haired rabbit-elephant. LOL

And now he's gone D:

·$4,1~ † TrickSTAR † ~    ≧∀≦    And if I die in my sleep, are you still willing to be everything you promised you would be? says:
 Rofl
 And now its 9
kankowski. says:
 D:!
 Don't leave me. Ever. <3
·$4,1~ † TrickSTAR † ~    ≧∀≦    And if I die in my sleep, are you still willing to be everything you promised you would be? says:
 Lol
 Well ill be back tomorrow after you give me a show ;3

Oh goodness gracious. LOOOOOL
I kind of love him LOOL

I have tictacs. 8D


So, I just realized I have to get up really early tomorrow o.o;
I have to leave at 9 to finally get a new uniform. And then I'm leaving around 11 to go to Burlington to drop Emily off, and then to Toronto for the day. And somewhere between 8 and 11 I have to strip for Aria. o.o; fml D;
WOAAHHH
I JUST REALIZED!
WE COULD TAKE A DETOUR AND VISIT LIGHTS!
YAAAYYY
LOOOOOL ♥

I also just realized Aria is going to be reading this blog post, oh dang, I hope he doesn't hate me D:
Loool he's like waiting for me to finish this, oh gosh ! fml even more.

Just wanna say, so excited for when Aria comes down here loool like holy crap. I'll make him a cake. :3
Or something really epic like that.

Okay, I should stop now D;

And this is beginning to get to me...

I tried to tell you before I left, but I was screaming under my breath.  You are the only thing that makes sense, just ignore all this present tense. ♫


Lyrics that fit with last night^ 
^^;


I'm more angry now than anything. I'm extremely upset about this. But the anger cancels out the sadness.
This doesn't even make any sense. You're so confusing. From my perspective, I didn't do anything to you. It would be great if you could at least tell me what I did, so I wouldn't be so confused. And you still ignore me constantly, even though yesterday was the first time we saw each other in like five months. But still, nothing. Not even one word. This isn't even fair. Could you at least explain to me what is even going on between us? Because I have no clue. I have no idea what this "fight" is about. I just want to talk to you, and for us to be friends. I'm trying to fix things between us but you're not making that very easy. But if you want to be difficult, and mean to me, then go ahead. But just know all I did was try to be your friend. :/




That was Caroline's rant of the day. Now I must go help Hannah pack.
Have a nice day.
Goodbye.
><

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

rkjgvtrkgtjyter ♥

So, I just re-found a singer, whom I'm absolutely inlove with. :3
His name is Greg Laswell.
And his songs are the most amazing things I've ever heard.
(Other than Lights of course x3)
I really suggest you check out some of his songs.
They make me feels things.

"I should know better by now
Then to pick up that God damn phone
But I don'tAnd it's almost been a year"
Wow...D:

Not going to lie, in almost every one of his songs, his lyrics hit me in some sort of way, and make me feel like I'm about to cry. Like right now. They just make me think. And miss him...

"Wish I could pull you down today,
From that storm high up that's taking you away
What would you say to me?"

"If I could write out my own dream
For the next time that I sleep
You'd be the first one that I see
And I the last one that you keep
The dream would go on and on
While we sway"

*deepsigh*


And I'm sure that I am tangled up in things you said out loud to me. So recklessly, And it's easier to sing the things I wanna say to you, So I'll sing, you're losing me my love, You're losing me my love, Are you losing me my love?