My head hurts.
Yesterday was a good day.
And I'm pretty sure Aria told me to blog. I think.
So I'ma do that.
Hi.
Basically all that happened yesterday was:
Everyone got here at like 4-6
Yeah, only five people came.
We ended up going to Hayley's party for a bit.
I fell in the elevator.
Ate some skittles.
we had adventures to go find cups at one point.
This isn't in order at all.
Just a few things that happened, also not in order:
We took the bus home, and we saw Michael Smith.
Even though I told everyone to make sure I don't text Aria, yeah I did.
Bad idea. D:
well we went in the hot tub, and I think I cried.
Yeah I did cry.
I was very emotional for several reasons.
Then I got all happy cause apparently James text me saying happy new years, and I think I sent three texts back.
I almost died in the hot tub, we played truth or flare. It was basically just truth.
I don't remember that much of what was said. I think someone asked me if I loved Aria o.o;
We were supposed to burn the "Aria Bear" but never got a chance to do so D':
After I got out of the hot tub, I found the cell phone that Clara hid on me, then I just text Aria. Again, bad idea. I ended up calling him somehow, while Alisha was asleep on my floor. I think his friend Mac answered, pretending to be some guy named Jason...
I don't even remember what was said.
It was a bad idea to call him when both of us were drunk..
I was laying on the floor in the living room, and I'm pretty sure I kept saying "Why are you not here yet?" and yeah...I'll not get into all that was said and what not.
There was one part about being naked..I think o.o;
Then when he said he had to leave I said "nononononononononononono don't leave me ever" then I was like "text me, right after we get off the phone" And he said "okay I will" then I said "Promise right now!" So he did text back and I don't even remember what he said x3
I think I ended up going to bed at around 3 am, but I kept texting Aria, I tried so hard not to fall asleep. Our conversation was intense.
Hahaha cats.
I fell asleep, and then I woke up to check the phone, and he sent two messages saying "You fall asleep?" and "Alright well sweet dreams" and I was like noooooooooooo cause I wanted to talk to him more.
The part I didn't understand was when we were having our intense conversation, he said "Mac keeps screaming anal" I don't overly understand that part. o.o;
I should stop this post now.
And I just realized apparently Aria's going to be reading this.
That man told me he reads my blog.
The only one. C':
Just would like to say, before I end this, that Natasha is the most amazing human being in the world. She saved my life. I love her. C:
And my sister is going to kill me for spilling champagne on her carpet. D:
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Saturday, January 1, 2011
Thursday, November 18, 2010
Lights. :D
Yesterday was the best night of my life, seriously.
My life= made.
Sammie and I waited in line for over two hours.
But it was definitely worth it, because we were basically at the front of the stage.
While in line, we kept laughing about everything.
Then the boys from Michou came out and handed out balloons.
They are so cute x3
Michou is kinda like extremely amazing.
Their songs are awesome. :3
And they are ultra cute.
we met the drummer, and the trumpet guy x3
we got pictures with them, ;D
Right before Lights came on, I almost died, I was so excited.
Then when she came on, I couldn't stop smiling, she's so friggin pretty, I mean gorgeous. ;D
She played Second go first, then Lions, and I forget the rest of the order, but she also played River, Drive My Soul, The Last Thing On Your Mind, Pretend, Face Off, Saviour, Romance Is, Circle Games, and Cactus in the Valley. She also played The Bed Intruder song. ;P
I took a lot of videos, but my singing ruined most of them. :/
I kept screaming things out to Lights, like "I like your face" and random things like that.
She's the kinda person that just ignores things being yelled out ;P
After she was finished, we went out to the merch table, Sammie bought a shirt, and I got a poster and a wrist band.
Then we met Michou, then went outside, because Lights wasn't signing. :c
I wanted to meet her so badly. T_T
When we went outside, I saw Stephanie. :D
When my dad picked us up, we went to McDonald's, and got chicken nuggets.
Then when we dropped Sammie off, my dad started yelling at me. D:
But nonetheless, it was still the best night of my life. :)
I hope she's coming here again soonish.
I know she's in Toronto tonight, and next wednesday she's in Ottawa...
She said at her concert this is her last tour for awhile, and then she's gonna work on her next album. :D
Fucking love her.
And Michou rules, check them out. :3
My life= made.
Sammie and I waited in line for over two hours.
But it was definitely worth it, because we were basically at the front of the stage.
While in line, we kept laughing about everything.
Then the boys from Michou came out and handed out balloons.
They are so cute x3
Michou is kinda like extremely amazing.
Their songs are awesome. :3
And they are ultra cute.
we met the drummer, and the trumpet guy x3
we got pictures with them, ;D
Right before Lights came on, I almost died, I was so excited.
Then when she came on, I couldn't stop smiling, she's so friggin pretty, I mean gorgeous. ;D
She played Second go first, then Lions, and I forget the rest of the order, but she also played River, Drive My Soul, The Last Thing On Your Mind, Pretend, Face Off, Saviour, Romance Is, Circle Games, and Cactus in the Valley. She also played The Bed Intruder song. ;P
I took a lot of videos, but my singing ruined most of them. :/
I kept screaming things out to Lights, like "I like your face" and random things like that.
She's the kinda person that just ignores things being yelled out ;P
After she was finished, we went out to the merch table, Sammie bought a shirt, and I got a poster and a wrist band.
Then we met Michou, then went outside, because Lights wasn't signing. :c
I wanted to meet her so badly. T_T
When we went outside, I saw Stephanie. :D
When my dad picked us up, we went to McDonald's, and got chicken nuggets.
Then when we dropped Sammie off, my dad started yelling at me. D:
But nonetheless, it was still the best night of my life. :)
I hope she's coming here again soonish.
I know she's in Toronto tonight, and next wednesday she's in Ottawa...
She said at her concert this is her last tour for awhile, and then she's gonna work on her next album. :D
Fucking love her.
And Michou rules, check them out. :3
Sunday, November 14, 2010
Yesterday was really strange.
So I went to Sammie's around five ish.
Then waited at her house for like an hour, chillin with her siblings.
Then we went on a crazy long adventure, to get up the mountain, which took like two hours.
We were supposed to meet everyone at Tim Hortons, but we found Quinn and he wanted us to stay with him.
Well we ended up meeting Dom, Chelsey, Joe and Aaron at Tim's, then we got in Aaron's van, and it was really awkward, cause I could tell I wasn't wanted there.
Like, I wasn't even invited, I just kinda tagged along.
And then we picked up Narcy, and at that point I wanted to stab myself in the head.
It was crazy awkward cause it was me, Sammie, and Narcy in the back. ;P
Then I was texting Aria with Sammie's phone, and we got into this huge fight, and I wanted to cry. D:
We kinda just sat around in Joe's basement, and since we didn't get any food it was even more weird.
Everyone probably though we were ignoring them or whatever, but I just felt awkward, and I could tell I wasn't wanted there, so I really just wanted to leave.
So we did. And went to Quinn's. Plus, he offered us chicken. And I love chicken.
I still felt unwanted, cause I was still worried Quinn and Chelsey hate me o.o;
And all the Aria stuffs was really bringing me down. :/
Chelsey, Sammie and I got on the bus at like 12:40 am ish, then there was this drunk guy who was basically telling everyone on the bus his life story. It was rather entertaining.
Well, Sammie slept over, and stayed here until like 5 ish, we just chilled. :3
And watched figure skating championships. It was kinda super funny.
Now I'm just angry, and wanna kill the world.
And I don't know what's going on anymore. o.o;
Aria's no longer mad at me, which is good.
He was just in a really bad mood yesterday, cause apparently he got jumped and beat uplolol
I basically just made everything worse.
But everything is good now, so yay.
And there's this other person who has just been confusing me.
Like, I don't know what's going on.
I try talking to him, then he's just like "...........yea" then goes offline o.o;
Like, I don't know what I did.
But it just seems everyone basically hates me now. :/
And now I have my dad yelling at me about friggin everything.
I want to die.
UGHHH ERJHTGRW,KJTNTULYK
Then waited at her house for like an hour, chillin with her siblings.
Then we went on a crazy long adventure, to get up the mountain, which took like two hours.
We were supposed to meet everyone at Tim Hortons, but we found Quinn and he wanted us to stay with him.
Well we ended up meeting Dom, Chelsey, Joe and Aaron at Tim's, then we got in Aaron's van, and it was really awkward, cause I could tell I wasn't wanted there.
Like, I wasn't even invited, I just kinda tagged along.
And then we picked up Narcy, and at that point I wanted to stab myself in the head.
It was crazy awkward cause it was me, Sammie, and Narcy in the back. ;P
Then I was texting Aria with Sammie's phone, and we got into this huge fight, and I wanted to cry. D:
We kinda just sat around in Joe's basement, and since we didn't get any food it was even more weird.
Everyone probably though we were ignoring them or whatever, but I just felt awkward, and I could tell I wasn't wanted there, so I really just wanted to leave.
So we did. And went to Quinn's. Plus, he offered us chicken. And I love chicken.
I still felt unwanted, cause I was still worried Quinn and Chelsey hate me o.o;
And all the Aria stuffs was really bringing me down. :/
Chelsey, Sammie and I got on the bus at like 12:40 am ish, then there was this drunk guy who was basically telling everyone on the bus his life story. It was rather entertaining.
Well, Sammie slept over, and stayed here until like 5 ish, we just chilled. :3
And watched figure skating championships. It was kinda super funny.
Now I'm just angry, and wanna kill the world.
And I don't know what's going on anymore. o.o;
Aria's no longer mad at me, which is good.
He was just in a really bad mood yesterday, cause apparently he got jumped and beat up
I basically just made everything worse.
But everything is good now, so yay.
And there's this other person who has just been confusing me.
Like, I don't know what's going on.
I try talking to him, then he's just like "...........yea" then goes offline o.o;
Like, I don't know what I did.
But it just seems everyone basically hates me now. :/
And now I have my dad yelling at me about friggin everything.
I want to die.
UGHHH ERJHTGRW,KJTNTULYK
Saturday, November 13, 2010
Sammie is a wonderful friend.
A wonderful friend who leaves me alone in her house with her sister.
While she goes to a boys house, because I'm not fun enough for her.
Right when I get here, she ditches me, because this boy told her to leave me. So she did.
Now her sister won't leave me alone. *facedesk*
Oh look, now her brothers in here, YAY
lololol someone kill me now.
Or save me, either one works.
OH MY GOODNESS SHE'S BACK.
My old friend Tom just added me on facebook. 8D
YAY
So, everythings been kinda confusing lately x3
The two people I asked to prom won't go with me, and then there's this other person, and uhm, yeah, Idk, things are confusing, and I just don't know. skrjferjgrgkrthj
Lights concert in four days. 8DDDD
Kay, apparently we're going to Joe's now o.o;
While she goes to a boys house, because I'm not fun enough for her.
Right when I get here, she ditches me, because this boy told her to leave me. So she did.
Now her sister won't leave me alone. *facedesk*
Oh look, now her brothers in here, YAY
lololol someone kill me now.
Or save me, either one works.
OH MY GOODNESS SHE'S BACK.
My old friend Tom just added me on facebook. 8D
YAY
So, everythings been kinda confusing lately x3
The two people I asked to prom won't go with me, and then there's this other person, and uhm, yeah, Idk, things are confusing, and I just don't know. skrjferjgrgkrthj
Lights concert in four days. 8DDDD
Kay, apparently we're going to Joe's now o.o;
Friday, November 5, 2010
All I ever wanted was for you to look at me, and know I'm all yours.
A lot of strange occurrences have been happening lately.
Like, I don't even know what's going on in my life anymore.
Life is confusing.
This is the fourth time in two weeks I haven't gone to school D:
It's not gonna be the same as before.
There's just a lot going on right now, and I really don't feel like being around school people.
I won't really talk about what has happened, cause it's a lot and personal stuff,
but I will talk about what's happening soon. :3
November 17-
Lights concert!
With Sammie.
I am soo stoke! :3
November 26-
I was excited about this day because of prom, but I decided not to go now.
But Aria ish coming here for the weekend,
and I am so excited!
Kay that's actually it xD
Those are the only things I am looking forward to as of now. :)
I'm gonna go lay in bed and cry forever, alright, have a good day.
Like, I don't even know what's going on in my life anymore.
Life is confusing.
This is the fourth time in two weeks I haven't gone to school D:
It's not gonna be the same as before.
There's just a lot going on right now, and I really don't feel like being around school people.
I won't really talk about what has happened, cause it's a lot and personal stuff,
but I will talk about what's happening soon. :3
November 17-
Lights concert!
With Sammie.
I am soo stoke! :3
November 26-
I was excited about this day because of prom, but I decided not to go now.
But Aria ish coming here for the weekend,
and I am so excited!
Kay that's actually it xD
Those are the only things I am looking forward to as of now. :)
I'm gonna go lay in bed and cry forever, alright, have a good day.
Monday, October 25, 2010
Roar..
Some people don't seem to realize that this is my blog, I can write whatever I want on it,
usually a way for me to vent and get things out so I can soon enough feel better.
If you don't like it, and think I'm annoying, then get off my blog. o.o;
It's that simple, really.
Even people as dumb as you can understand it. 8D
*deepsigh*
I'm going to my cousins house soon.
I asked James if he wanted to hang out after, cause, as Clara and Sammie know, he lives two blocks away from my cousins x3
Apparently they're all sick, but I don't mind x3
i love my cousins :3
Come on, come on, don't leave me like this, I thought I had you figured out, somethings gone terribly wrong, you're all I wanted.♫
I was supposed to go to the halloween store, to buy green leggings, but I has no money, so I decided to just go visit my aunt and my cousins, cause I love them and all.
And holy crap, why am I so stupid? I keep looking to see if I got a message back from James. Fml. D:
Aw damn, he's working. Pooey. (N)
Hopefully we can hang out sometime soon. D:
So excited for the dance on wednesday! It's seriously going to be the best ever.
And Lights concert! ♥
I go get ready to leave, kay bye. :3
usually a way for me to vent and get things out so I can soon enough feel better.
If you don't like it, and think I'm annoying, then get off my blog. o.o;
It's that simple, really.
Even people as dumb as you can understand it. 8D
*deepsigh*
I'm going to my cousins house soon.
I asked James if he wanted to hang out after, cause, as Clara and Sammie know, he lives two blocks away from my cousins x3
Apparently they're all sick, but I don't mind x3
i love my cousins :3
Come on, come on, don't leave me like this, I thought I had you figured out, somethings gone terribly wrong, you're all I wanted.♫
I was supposed to go to the halloween store, to buy green leggings, but I has no money, so I decided to just go visit my aunt and my cousins, cause I love them and all.
And holy crap, why am I so stupid? I keep looking to see if I got a message back from James. Fml. D:
Aw damn, he's working. Pooey. (N)
Hopefully we can hang out sometime soon. D:
So excited for the dance on wednesday! It's seriously going to be the best ever.
And Lights concert! ♥
I go get ready to leave, kay bye. :3
Tuesday, October 12, 2010
i love Sammie.
nyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
we're chillin at the laundromat, listening to Lights' new song "My Boots" <3
We're eating onion rings.
I'm about to die from tiredness, but oh well D:
I think James hates me, nuff said :c
Loooooooool I can't even stay sad with this song, it's just so good x3
OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH my daddy bought Lights tickets for Sammie and I. C:
November 17, so freakin excited, omfg 8D
so many onion rings, holy crap. :c
sammie just dropped her phone.
Oh, it's a love hate romance
Cause I could watch her dance
If I've got my boo-ooo-oo-oooots
I love Lights so much.
TODAY! James and I became friends. C: LOL
I said I had no friends, and he said he'd be my friend. C:!
Even though we already are friends. x3
I like his face.
SAMMIE JUST KISSED MY FREAKING HEAD 8DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Sammie told James that I like his face, and he never replied D: he so hates me.
Sammie also told him I died, and he freaked out D:
as in "don't talk like that" he didn't really care if I died or not.
I stop now.
Btw, I love Sammie. :3
Edit:
Meow. :c
Why do I always get upset over the littlest things? I'm just so sad. I need to stop thinking so much T_T
Oh, and I'm kinda glad I didn't go to school friday, someone woulda died if I did (y)
I just wanted to mention something that I forgot to say in above post x3
This morning I was so paranoid and worried that everyone would think my hair looked bad. Then James came walking down the hall and said "So bright!" and he said it looked good, crazy, but good, and that he likes it x3
All day I kept saying "Omfg I'm a carrot" and "double rainbow all the way across my legs" because I'm wearing rainbow knee socks. x3
There is so much going on in my mind right now, and it all involves him. o.o;
I'm so worried that he hates me, but I want to him like me, yet I know that won't happen.
Why do I have to feel like this? It's not really leading me anywhere, and as much as I wish, I don't think anything would come of this. :/
Fuck, I wish something would though,
This is different than any other crush o.o;
And he makes me all happy,
and omg ihml :c
I just really want to cry right now.
*deep sigh*
I can't do this.
Keeping this feeling in is destroying me.
And this song is beautiful.
Yet it's making me cry more.
Wonderful.
I don't know what to do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *freaks out*
I need to find things out, before I go more insane. :c
we're chillin at the laundromat, listening to Lights' new song "My Boots" <3
We're eating onion rings.
I'm about to die from tiredness, but oh well D:
I think James hates me, nuff said :c
Loooooooool I can't even stay sad with this song, it's just so good x3
OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH my daddy bought Lights tickets for Sammie and I. C:
November 17, so freakin excited, omfg 8D
so many onion rings, holy crap. :c
sammie just dropped her phone.
Oh, it's a love hate romance
Cause I could watch her dance
If I've got my boo-ooo-oo-oooots
I love Lights so much.
TODAY! James and I became friends. C: LOL
I said I had no friends, and he said he'd be my friend. C:!
Even though we already are friends. x3
I like his face.
SAMMIE JUST KISSED MY FREAKING HEAD 8DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Sammie told James that I like his face, and he never replied D: he so hates me.
Sammie also told him I died, and he freaked out D:
as in "don't talk like that" he didn't really care if I died or not.
I stop now.
Btw, I love Sammie. :3
Edit:
Meow. :c
Why do I always get upset over the littlest things? I'm just so sad. I need to stop thinking so much T_T
Oh, and I'm kinda glad I didn't go to school friday, someone woulda died if I did (y)
I just wanted to mention something that I forgot to say in above post x3
This morning I was so paranoid and worried that everyone would think my hair looked bad. Then James came walking down the hall and said "So bright!" and he said it looked good, crazy, but good, and that he likes it x3
All day I kept saying "Omfg I'm a carrot" and "double rainbow all the way across my legs" because I'm wearing rainbow knee socks. x3
There is so much going on in my mind right now, and it all involves him. o.o;
I'm so worried that he hates me, but I want to him like me, yet I know that won't happen.
Why do I have to feel like this? It's not really leading me anywhere, and as much as I wish, I don't think anything would come of this. :/
Fuck, I wish something would though,
This is different than any other crush o.o;
And he makes me all happy,
and omg ihml :c
I just really want to cry right now.
*deep sigh*
I can't do this.
Keeping this feeling in is destroying me.
And this song is beautiful.
Yet it's making me cry more.
Wonderful.
I don't know what to do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *freaks out*
I need to find things out, before I go more insane. :c
Sunday, October 10, 2010
Lalala I'm a carrot.
So my hair is orange.
Fantastic.
It doesn't look bad, it'll just take a long time to get used to.
It took around six hours in total to do my hair.
Sammie did her hair too. :3
In the middle of all the fun, I got really angry.
Because Aria and his stupid friend decided to play a stupid joke on me,
I want to shoot him. D:
He kept saying stupid stuff like "do me" and idk, random other stuff, I played along, cause I was bored and it was funny, then of course his friend calls me a skank and all this other stuff, like what the hell. If Aria actually thought I was serious, then he clearly doesn't know me at all. :/
I got really angry after that, D:
Apparently I'm hanging out with James tomorrow. :3
Kind of worried though, he'll think I look ugly. Cause I do. My hair is just so bright and vivid. :c
I have a feeling he's getting annoyed by me. Everyone does at one point.
I just don't want him too...
Shiiitttt, I keep making all these videos for my channel, but they won't go on my computer S: the hell *angry face*
I should go sleep now. Kay bye. :3
Fantastic.
It doesn't look bad, it'll just take a long time to get used to.
It took around six hours in total to do my hair.
Sammie did her hair too. :3
In the middle of all the fun, I got really angry.
Because Aria and his stupid friend decided to play a stupid joke on me,
I want to shoot him. D:
He kept saying stupid stuff like "do me" and idk, random other stuff, I played along, cause I was bored and it was funny, then of course his friend calls me a skank and all this other stuff, like what the hell. If Aria actually thought I was serious, then he clearly doesn't know me at all. :/
I got really angry after that, D:
Apparently I'm hanging out with James tomorrow. :3
Kind of worried though, he'll think I look ugly. Cause I do. My hair is just so bright and vivid. :c
I have a feeling he's getting annoyed by me. Everyone does at one point.
I just don't want him too...
Shiiitttt, I keep making all these videos for my channel, but they won't go on my computer S: the hell *angry face*
I should go sleep now. Kay bye. :3
Ohey blonde hair.
Sammie's over.
She's bleaching my hair.
x3
we went to the mall to get all the stuffs.
we were gonna go visit James, but he was about to leave to go to his grandmas for thanksgiving dinner, he was stoked, his words, not mine.
He said I can go visit him tomorrow. :3
But yeah, my hair is half blonde right now.
Then a bit later we're dying it red, so I don't have to stay blonde,
I look like a weird blonde anyway bahahaha
Sammie's bleaching some of her hair too x3
This is fun, I should probably go wash it out soon.
Kay bye. x3
She's bleaching my hair.
x3
we went to the mall to get all the stuffs.
we were gonna go visit James, but he was about to leave to go to his grandmas for thanksgiving dinner, he was stoked, his words, not mine.
He said I can go visit him tomorrow. :3
But yeah, my hair is half blonde right now.
Then a bit later we're dying it red, so I don't have to stay blonde,
I look like a weird blonde anyway bahahaha
Sammie's bleaching some of her hair too x3
This is fun, I should probably go wash it out soon.
Kay bye. x3
Saturday, October 9, 2010
I like food.
I had a good day (:
I went to my grandma's house for thanksgiving dinner.
Mmmmm twas delicious.
My cousins Brieann, Sydney, and Ben were there; I love them. :3
We just sat around talking, we were looking through my yearbook, because I brought it with me.
Ben told me he knew James, I thought that was crazy x3
Well, they do live only like three blocks away from each other.
I just find it funny because James is my age, and Ben is only ten x3
Apparently they went skateboarding together, and Ben was telling me about how pro James is (not like I didn't already know that ;3 ) and was explaining different tricks to me, like the orange peel x3 and apparently James created this one sick trick called the laser something?
We took some hilarious pictures 8D
And at one point I stole Sydney's phone and was texting this guy named Nick, and she told him I was mental. D:
I'm not mental!
I had three slices of pie.
I ate soooo much, holy crap o.o;
None of my videos for my new YouTube channel will go on my computer :/
so I have to try, or just make a new one D:
Oh D: on friday, my mommy got hit my a car D:
she's alright though, she only hurt her arm, but I was so scared D:
And last night...I broke down crying, because my dad said something that scared me...
And apparently I'm dying my hair tomorrow with Sammie? LOL
I'm not doing anything anyway...x3
I guess next time you see me, I'll probably have extreme red hair. :3
Well, I have nothing else to say.
Have a good day. (:
I went to my grandma's house for thanksgiving dinner.
Mmmmm twas delicious.
My cousins Brieann, Sydney, and Ben were there; I love them. :3
We just sat around talking, we were looking through my yearbook, because I brought it with me.
Ben told me he knew James, I thought that was crazy x3
Well, they do live only like three blocks away from each other.
I just find it funny because James is my age, and Ben is only ten x3
Apparently they went skateboarding together, and Ben was telling me about how pro James is (not like I didn't already know that ;3 ) and was explaining different tricks to me, like the orange peel x3 and apparently James created this one sick trick called the laser something?
We took some hilarious pictures 8D
And at one point I stole Sydney's phone and was texting this guy named Nick, and she told him I was mental. D:
I'm not mental!
I had three slices of pie.
I ate soooo much, holy crap o.o;
None of my videos for my new YouTube channel will go on my computer :/
so I have to try, or just make a new one D:
Oh D: on friday, my mommy got hit my a car D:
she's alright though, she only hurt her arm, but I was so scared D:
And last night...I broke down crying, because my dad said something that scared me...
And apparently I'm dying my hair tomorrow with Sammie? LOL
I'm not doing anything anyway...x3
I guess next time you see me, I'll probably have extreme red hair. :3
Well, I have nothing else to say.
Have a good day. (:
Thursday, October 7, 2010
Why am I so awkward? o.o;
This is going to be VERRYYY long, so you better prepare.
Okay so, the school part of my day:
I had to get up really early, and got to school by 7:30, I found Spencer and was walking around with him for a bit. We saw Him and it made my morning basically, English was boring. Some Brittany girl curled my hair, it was pretty good, but looked messy, so I just ended up putting it in a pony tail, which looked worse, but whatever.
Lunch was, mehh. Religion was boring, we watched The Cinderella Man, which is actually a good movie.
Now, musical theater...I was waiting for James to ask him something, and I ended up dying from laughter, it was bad. And when he came over, I just couldn't stop laughing and he walked away. :C
musical theater was kinda mehh as well, we just blocked and stuff.
After class, I was waiting for James, cause I really needed to ask him a question. But then I realized he left earlier, and I kinda got really upset. :/ it was more of just, that kinda stuff always happens to me, like people ditching me. :/
Clara and I just got changed, then went to help with Coffee House set up. SO FUN DRJHDHUR
So all music council members were there, I don't really want to name everyone, cause I'll forget people.
I helped out as much as I can.
Then I made a vlog for my new YouTube channel. x3
A lot of people are in it, it's hilarious ;P
Everyone was signing each others yearbooks, mines almost completely full already o.o;
I had fun defacing pictures and writing some comments in my yearbook. 8D
I forget who it was, but they came skating in to the caf on a skateboard, and I heard someone say that James was there, so I went to go say hi, and he signed my yearbook, and it was nice...x3
James started skating in the caf, and doing tricks and stuff, and I was taking pictures. They're pretty epic. :3
Funniest thing: at one point, James and I were talking, and I'm just like "My camera's dying :c" and he's like "Oh, is it cancer?" and I'm like "I think so...?" "He's like "you just think so? Wouldn't you just know?" then I'm like " Wait, what are we even talking about?" and he's like "didn't you say you're grandma is dying?" and I'm like "Nooo, my camera is dying" LOOOL soo funny.
The whole night was actually beautiful.
I can't even describe it, it was just amazing.
James kept coming over to where Clara, Sammie and I were sitting, and we kept talking. :3
All the performances were incredible, a lot of people sung songs that I love. Like, this one guy, sang I Will Follow You Into The Dark. ♥
Sandro did Yo-Yo tricks o.o; he's an odd one.
James played a song he wrote on the keyboard thingy, I like cheered and stuff for him. 8D
Then after, I went over to say he did good and stuff, yeah. :3
Later on, when it was like almost over, Brandon Bizior played his song, LOL he walked past me, and I said "You did good job! 8D" I could not stop laughing xD
I was talking to James and asked if he would like to accompany me on the bus, and he agreed, so we waited for a bit, were talking to everyone.
Ivy, Elizabeth, Natasha, Sammie and Clara were all bugging me D:
*sigh* :c
Clara, James and I were all talking, and I guess Clara was talking about hugs and how she gives good hugs, and James opened his arms for a hug. Then o.o; Clara's just like "Caroline gives good hugs too!" -.- then he opened his arms for a hug x3
then we were going to Hannah's locker, cause she was tagging along to bus with us, and she was ahead of James and I, and he's like "I'm gonna skate down the hall" and I'm like "okay have fun" then he's like "never mind, but you can if you want" and i'm just like "no thanks, I think I'd die." and then he's like "I could help you if you want" and I almost died, then said "No, it's okay, I think I'd still die"
ANYWAY
So, we were waiting at the bus stop, and Luke Martin was there.
I don't know why, but I am so awkward, and shy and just nervous around people.
Well, we got on the bus, and Hannah and Luke sat together, and James saved a seat for me...^-^
I barely said anything, I felt like I was going to explode.
Then I started rambling. o.o;
Best. Day. Ever. 8D
I need to stop this. D:
Everything is just so funny. 8D
Okay, I need sleep x3 night. :DDDDD
Edit: OMFG! I forgot to mention the funniest part.
I noticed James run down the hall at one point. And I thought he liked died, cause he like never came back.
Well, Sammie wanted to talk, because she was pretty upset, so we were walking down the hall by the main office, and James just comes through the door, said hey and stuff, and when he noticed Sammie was like crying, he's just like "Oh, is everything alright?" I don't even remember, but it was just awkward, and hilarious x3 he was like "okay, I guess I'll let you guys just talk" then he walked away...we died laughing. It was the funniest thing ever. We walked over to the attendance office, and were literally rolling on the floor laughing. I'm glad Sammie was laughing :3
Then later, while James and I were about to leave, he came up to me and Sammie, stood there standing beside Sammie. And if you know James, he's crazy tall, he's a whole head+ taller than Sammie. Then he's like "Would you like a hug?" and she said yes, then while they hugged she was laughing x3
It was soo funny. LOL
Oh, and James kept carrying his skatebpard around like it was his child. He's funny. x3
Kay, now I'm done. Bye. :3
Okay so, the school part of my day:
I had to get up really early, and got to school by 7:30, I found Spencer and was walking around with him for a bit. We saw Him and it made my morning basically, English was boring. Some Brittany girl curled my hair, it was pretty good, but looked messy, so I just ended up putting it in a pony tail, which looked worse, but whatever.
Lunch was, mehh. Religion was boring, we watched The Cinderella Man, which is actually a good movie.
Now, musical theater...I was waiting for James to ask him something, and I ended up dying from laughter, it was bad. And when he came over, I just couldn't stop laughing and he walked away. :C
musical theater was kinda mehh as well, we just blocked and stuff.
After class, I was waiting for James, cause I really needed to ask him a question. But then I realized he left earlier, and I kinda got really upset. :/ it was more of just, that kinda stuff always happens to me, like people ditching me. :/
Clara and I just got changed, then went to help with Coffee House set up. SO FUN DRJHDHUR
So all music council members were there, I don't really want to name everyone, cause I'll forget people.
I helped out as much as I can.
Then I made a vlog for my new YouTube channel. x3
A lot of people are in it, it's hilarious ;P
Everyone was signing each others yearbooks, mines almost completely full already o.o;
I had fun defacing pictures and writing some comments in my yearbook. 8D
I forget who it was, but they came skating in to the caf on a skateboard, and I heard someone say that James was there, so I went to go say hi, and he signed my yearbook, and it was nice...x3
James started skating in the caf, and doing tricks and stuff, and I was taking pictures. They're pretty epic. :3
Funniest thing: at one point, James and I were talking, and I'm just like "My camera's dying :c" and he's like "Oh, is it cancer?" and I'm like "I think so...?" "He's like "you just think so? Wouldn't you just know?" then I'm like " Wait, what are we even talking about?" and he's like "didn't you say you're grandma is dying?" and I'm like "Nooo, my camera is dying" LOOOL soo funny.
The whole night was actually beautiful.
I can't even describe it, it was just amazing.
James kept coming over to where Clara, Sammie and I were sitting, and we kept talking. :3
All the performances were incredible, a lot of people sung songs that I love. Like, this one guy, sang I Will Follow You Into The Dark. ♥
Sandro did Yo-Yo tricks o.o; he's an odd one.
James played a song he wrote on the keyboard thingy, I like cheered and stuff for him. 8D
Then after, I went over to say he did good and stuff, yeah. :3
Later on, when it was like almost over, Brandon Bizior played his song, LOL he walked past me, and I said "You did good job! 8D" I could not stop laughing xD
I was talking to James and asked if he would like to accompany me on the bus, and he agreed, so we waited for a bit, were talking to everyone.
Ivy, Elizabeth, Natasha, Sammie and Clara were all bugging me D:
*sigh* :c
Clara, James and I were all talking, and I guess Clara was talking about hugs and how she gives good hugs, and James opened his arms for a hug. Then o.o; Clara's just like "Caroline gives good hugs too!" -.- then he opened his arms for a hug x3
then we were going to Hannah's locker, cause she was tagging along to bus with us, and she was ahead of James and I, and he's like "I'm gonna skate down the hall" and I'm like "okay have fun" then he's like "never mind, but you can if you want" and i'm just like "no thanks, I think I'd die." and then he's like "I could help you if you want" and I almost died, then said "No, it's okay, I think I'd still die"
ANYWAY
So, we were waiting at the bus stop, and Luke Martin was there.
I don't know why, but I am so awkward, and shy and just nervous around people.
Well, we got on the bus, and Hannah and Luke sat together, and James saved a seat for me...^-^
I barely said anything, I felt like I was going to explode.
Then I started rambling. o.o;
Best. Day. Ever. 8D
I need to stop this. D:
Everything is just so funny. 8D
Okay, I need sleep x3 night. :DDDDD
Edit: OMFG! I forgot to mention the funniest part.
I noticed James run down the hall at one point. And I thought he liked died, cause he like never came back.
Well, Sammie wanted to talk, because she was pretty upset, so we were walking down the hall by the main office, and James just comes through the door, said hey and stuff, and when he noticed Sammie was like crying, he's just like "Oh, is everything alright?" I don't even remember, but it was just awkward, and hilarious x3 he was like "okay, I guess I'll let you guys just talk" then he walked away...we died laughing. It was the funniest thing ever. We walked over to the attendance office, and were literally rolling on the floor laughing. I'm glad Sammie was laughing :3
Then later, while James and I were about to leave, he came up to me and Sammie, stood there standing beside Sammie. And if you know James, he's crazy tall, he's a whole head+ taller than Sammie. Then he's like "Would you like a hug?" and she said yes, then while they hugged she was laughing x3
It was soo funny. LOL
Oh, and James kept carrying his skatebpard around like it was his child. He's funny. x3
Kay, now I'm done. Bye. :3
Monday, October 4, 2010
It's a real life cast, yo.
So, since he is The Beast Yo.
And I'm Belle.
Natasha and I decided to give characters to the people who are helping me out, or know what's going on.
Belle and all her magical friends frolic all day in the castle. They are trying to get the Beast (y0) to fall in love with Belle before the last petal falls off of the enchanted rose.
Here is a list of my magical enchanted items of helpfulness:
Mrs. Pots, Chip, Lumière, Wardrobe, Cogsworth.
Now, to mention who is who 8D
Mrs. Pots- Shayla
Because she's just so nice x3
Chip -Clara
She's all happy and cute and stuff c:
Lumière - Elizabeth
He is really chill and French and stuff. so is Elizabeth, minus the French part.
Wardrobe/dresser- Sammie
Cause Wardrobe is pro, and Belle and her are sick friends
Cogsworth - Natasha
Cause they're both OCD and stuff xDD
Ilml.
Hopefully The Beast Yo eventually falls in love before the last petal falls off the enchanted rose. x3
Which clearly is the end of the year.
Cause if nothing happens by then then it never will D:
And I'm Belle.
Natasha and I decided to give characters to the people who are helping me out, or know what's going on.
Belle and all her magical friends frolic all day in the castle. They are trying to get the Beast (y0) to fall in love with Belle before the last petal falls off of the enchanted rose.
Here is a list of my magical enchanted items of helpfulness:
Mrs. Pots, Chip, Lumière, Wardrobe, Cogsworth.
Now, to mention who is who 8D
Mrs. Pots- Shayla
Because she's just so nice x3
Chip -Clara
She's all happy and cute and stuff c:
Lumière - Elizabeth
He is really chill and French and stuff. so is Elizabeth, minus the French part.
Wardrobe/dresser- Sammie
Cause Wardrobe is pro, and Belle and her are sick friends
Cogsworth - Natasha
Cause they're both OCD and stuff xDD
Ilml.
Hopefully The Beast Yo eventually falls in love before the last petal falls off the enchanted rose. x3
Which clearly is the end of the year.
Cause if nothing happens by then then it never will D:
Saturday, October 2, 2010
I am a horrible friend.
It's 1:40 am.
Sammie is sleeping on the couch behind me.
Yet, I still continue on not sleeping.
But, I'm talking to him...and he's nice.
I'm actually so happy right now. x3
We've basically been talking all day.
And he talks to me first. 8D
Our conversation right now is consisting of:
his work, the classes we have, how smart Jacqueline Jorgensen is, mustaches, how he should grow a mustache, how he can't grow a mustache, and how he can text really fast.
He is a really cool guy. o.o;
And he created this: :3D
It entertained me for quite awhile.
Now he's gone. :c
I was kind of really happy though, he said we should hang out sometime soon. :$
Omgosh, I'm like, dying on the inside.
ISOHAPPYOMFG.
Anyway, I should go carry Sammie upstairs now and let her sleep for reals.
I had like the best day ever. Seriously.
Sammie came over, and then He started talking to me, and, even ask Sammie, I freaked out. He said "Hey Caroline! :D" it was mostly because I was hyper that I said "Omg he put a smiley face! :DDDD" x3
Sammie and I then tried to convince him to come to the laundromat with us, he said he'd try his best to stop by later on. :3
Sammie and I got so hyper, we wrote a Facebook note, ate chicken wings, listened to music, we were lying on the tables, sat inside the dryers, and a whole bunch of other stuff.
It was overall just a REALLY good day.
I'm all going insane on the inside.
But yeah, I feel so horrible, time to go sleep.
Sammie doesn't deserve to sleep on the couch. D:
I love her. $:
Anyway, have a wonderful day. 8D
Sammie is sleeping on the couch behind me.
Yet, I still continue on not sleeping.
But, I'm talking to him...and he's nice.
I'm actually so happy right now. x3
We've basically been talking all day.
And he talks to me first. 8D
Our conversation right now is consisting of:
his work, the classes we have, how smart Jacqueline Jorgensen is, mustaches, how he should grow a mustache, how he can't grow a mustache, and how he can text really fast.
He is a really cool guy. o.o;
And he created this: :3D
It entertained me for quite awhile.
Now he's gone. :c
I was kind of really happy though, he said we should hang out sometime soon. :$
Omgosh, I'm like, dying on the inside.
ISOHAPPYOMFG.
Anyway, I should go carry Sammie upstairs now and let her sleep for reals.
I had like the best day ever. Seriously.
Sammie came over, and then He started talking to me, and, even ask Sammie, I freaked out. He said "Hey Caroline! :D" it was mostly because I was hyper that I said "Omg he put a smiley face! :DDDD" x3
Sammie and I then tried to convince him to come to the laundromat with us, he said he'd try his best to stop by later on. :3
Sammie and I got so hyper, we wrote a Facebook note, ate chicken wings, listened to music, we were lying on the tables, sat inside the dryers, and a whole bunch of other stuff.
It was overall just a REALLY good day.
I'm all going insane on the inside.
But yeah, I feel so horrible, time to go sleep.
Sammie doesn't deserve to sleep on the couch. D:
I love her. $:
Anyway, have a wonderful day. 8D
Sunday, September 26, 2010
Lip rings are fun. 8D
So today, I spent the day with Sammie, Nick and Natasha. It was crazy good times. :3
We chilled at the Laundromat for most of the time.
Then went over to the Halloween store; Spirit Halloween.
It's so amazing over there 8D
I bought mustaches, rainbow socks, and some fake piercings x3
We all wore two, and it was just fun x3
At one point Natasha took six and put them all over her face, oh gosh xD
I stole Sammie's phone, and was texting Aria, he kind of hates me, and was being kind of rude. :/
But whatever...he's just clueless. (:
i'm gonna message him, hopefully he doesn't get annoyed by my constant messaging him :/
Now I'm watching Gossip Girl. :3
"You're world would be better with out me"
"True, but it wouldn't be my world with out you in it"
D'awww ♥
This lip ring is awesome, but it's starting to hurt x3
It's weird eating suckers with it bahaha.
I miss Chelsey Cole. :C
Kay I leave Laundromat now. Kay bye :3
We chilled at the Laundromat for most of the time.
Then went over to the Halloween store; Spirit Halloween.
It's so amazing over there 8D
I bought mustaches, rainbow socks, and some fake piercings x3
We all wore two, and it was just fun x3
At one point Natasha took six and put them all over her face, oh gosh xD
I stole Sammie's phone, and was texting Aria, he kind of hates me, and was being kind of rude. :/
But whatever...he's just clueless. (:
i'm gonna message him, hopefully he doesn't get annoyed by my constant messaging him :/
Now I'm watching Gossip Girl. :3
"You're world would be better with out me"
"True, but it wouldn't be my world with out you in it"
D'awww ♥
This lip ring is awesome, but it's starting to hurt x3
It's weird eating suckers with it bahaha.
I miss Chelsey Cole. :C
Kay I leave Laundromat now. Kay bye :3
Friday, September 24, 2010
Don't try and tell that you never loved me, I know that you did, you said it and you wrote it down. ♫
Dancing at discos, Eating cheese on toast. Yeah you make me merry make me very very happy, But you obviously, you didn't want to stick around. ♫
Holy crap, I love Kate Nash so much x3 her songs are so cute.
Please check them out. 8D
Just a warning, I'm feeling in a bloggy mood right now, so this post is probably going to be really long. c:
Starting now! 8D
So, I haven't gone to school in like 43875648 days. I have my reasons. I'll start going next week, though. I promise.
I was going to go today, but...I don't know. Again, I have my reasons for not going. I'll fix this though, no need to worry.
I woke up to giant gusts of wind, it was crazy o.o;
Redgie was terrified. And when I walked downstairs. IT WAS A DISASTER! It's like a hurricane came through the kitchen. Everything was knocked over, and the window fell out. Everyone was probably at school while this crazy wind thing was going on, but still, it was insane.
OHH! and yesterday...x3
So I was talking to Eric while this happened. I heard like this squeeling from outside, so I thought Squirrels were fighting or something, so I looked out the window, and on the telephone wire, I saw this figure. Mind you, it was dark and I wasn't wearing my glasses. But I do know that this thing was way too big to be a squirrel x3 I just assumed it was a raccoon or possum or something. But then it started snarling o.o; and the squirrel started squeeling really loud. It's like a squirrel was getting devoured. D; it was so horrifying. I took out my camera and recorded the sounds though. x3 even my mommy heard it, and usually it takes A LOT to wake her up loool
What else was I going to talk about? Hrmmmm.
So, Redgie is like really fat now. I don't even know what happened. He's like overly obese.
Hannah's coming home this weekend 8D
I'm so happy! I miss her. C:
Last night I couldn't sleep, so I ended up watching the rest of The Little Mermaid 2 ;D
Then, watched half of The Little Mermaid: Ariel's Beginning. x3
I love The Little Mermaid. C:
I was really upset last night cause a certain stupid, poofy-haired, fellow I know is just mean to me. I wrote a really long note/letter thing to him, but I never sent it. I just needed to get out my feelings of this situation, then I felt better. c:
I wish he gave a damn about my feelings for once :/ whatever.
But all you do is treat me bad, break my heart and make me feel so sad,
Tell me what did I do wrong, to make you stay away so long,
Yes baby love, my baby love, I need your love♫
LOOL funny how I found this song right when I wrote that. 8D
I have nothing to do tonight. I need to find something. I know Hannah's coming home tonight, but I don't actually have anything to do.
I'm going with Hannah to get her hair cut tomorrow morning, then apparently hanging out with Chelsey and Quinn.
I was supposed to go to the movies with Sammie, but I don't know when we'd go, and I can't even remember what we're gonna see x3
I'm not going to the Hedley/Lights concert anymore. I wanted to go soo badly. I may just curl up into a ball and die. D:
I should probably clean the kitchen. Just so no one murders me for staying home today.
All I have been eating lately is Nutella Sandwiches. x3 they're good and all, but I need more food. ;c
All that is on my mind lately is this...fight? I guess you could call it that...between Aria and I. He's not really talking to me right now. I don't even know why. All I did was try and talk to him. Then he got mad. I guess I annoyed him mad core. Oh well...actually no...:C this is just stupid.
Well before I go clean the kitchen, I want to post awesome lyrics. 8D
Simply knowing you exist Ain't good enough for me But asking for your telephone number Seems highly inappropriate. Seeing as I can't Even say hi When you walk by. And that time you shook my hand It felt so nice I swear I never felt This way about any other guy And I don't usually notice people's eyes but... And when I saw you Kissing that girl My heart it shattered and my eyes, they watered And when I tried to speak I stuttered.
And my friends were like whatever You'll find someone better His eyes were way too close together And we never even liked him from the start And now he's with that tart And I heard she done some really nasty stuff Down in the park with Michael He said she's easy And if your guy's with someone that's sleazy Then he ain't worth your time 'Cause you deserve a real nice guy.
I don't ever dream About you and me I don't ever make up stuff about us. That would be classed as insanity I don't ever drive by your house to see if you're in. I don't even have an opinion On that tramp that you're still seeing. I don't know your timetable. I don't know your face off by heart
But I must admit. That there is still a part of me That thinks we might get on.♫
And something just went boom upstairs D: *scared*
And this song is just crazy cute 8D
I hate seagulls and I hate being sick. I hate burning my finger on the toaster and I hate nits. I hate fallin over, I hate grazing my knee. I hate pickin off the scab a little bit too early. I hate getting toothache, I hate when it’s a pisstake. I hate all the mistakes I make. I hate rude ignorant bastards and I hate snobbery. I hate anyone who if I was serving chips wouldn’t talk to me.
But…I…have…a friend… With whom…I like to spend Anytime…I…can find…with.
I like sleepin in your bed I like knowin what is goin on inside your head. I like takin time and I like your mind and I like when your hand is in mine. I like getting drunk on the tunes by the beach. I like pickin strawberries
I like cream teas and I like reading ghost…stories.
My…heart skips a beat every time that we meet. It’s been a while and now your smile is almost like a memory
But then you’re back and I am fine cos you’re with me And I’m in love…with you.
And I…can’t find the words to make it sound unique…but… Honestly…you make me strong! I can’t believe I’ve found someone this kind. I hope we carry on Cos you’re so nice and I’m in love…with you…♫
And she said "Thanks, I like you too" and he said "Cool." ♫
Okay! Kitchen cleany time.
Blasting music while cleaning always seems like good motivation. C:
I just would like to say, whoever is reading this...I love you so much :D
You are just a great human being, and I adore you being my friend. c:
I don't think that last part made much sense, but just pretend it did, kay? 8D
♥
Adios dearest friends of mine. C:
Eww, Narcy just signed online.
Holy crap, I love Kate Nash so much x3 her songs are so cute.
Please check them out. 8D
Just a warning, I'm feeling in a bloggy mood right now, so this post is probably going to be really long. c:
Starting now! 8D
So, I haven't gone to school in like 43875648 days. I have my reasons. I'll start going next week, though. I promise.
I was going to go today, but...I don't know. Again, I have my reasons for not going. I'll fix this though, no need to worry.
I woke up to giant gusts of wind, it was crazy o.o;
Redgie was terrified. And when I walked downstairs. IT WAS A DISASTER! It's like a hurricane came through the kitchen. Everything was knocked over, and the window fell out. Everyone was probably at school while this crazy wind thing was going on, but still, it was insane.
OHH! and yesterday...x3
So I was talking to Eric while this happened. I heard like this squeeling from outside, so I thought Squirrels were fighting or something, so I looked out the window, and on the telephone wire, I saw this figure. Mind you, it was dark and I wasn't wearing my glasses. But I do know that this thing was way too big to be a squirrel x3 I just assumed it was a raccoon or possum or something. But then it started snarling o.o; and the squirrel started squeeling really loud. It's like a squirrel was getting devoured. D; it was so horrifying. I took out my camera and recorded the sounds though. x3 even my mommy heard it, and usually it takes A LOT to wake her up loool
What else was I going to talk about? Hrmmmm.
So, Redgie is like really fat now. I don't even know what happened. He's like overly obese.
Hannah's coming home this weekend 8D
I'm so happy! I miss her. C:
Last night I couldn't sleep, so I ended up watching the rest of The Little Mermaid 2 ;D
Then, watched half of The Little Mermaid: Ariel's Beginning. x3
I love The Little Mermaid. C:
I was really upset last night cause a certain stupid, poofy-haired, fellow I know is just mean to me. I wrote a really long note/letter thing to him, but I never sent it. I just needed to get out my feelings of this situation, then I felt better. c:
I wish he gave a damn about my feelings for once :/ whatever.
But all you do is treat me bad, break my heart and make me feel so sad,
Tell me what did I do wrong, to make you stay away so long,
Yes baby love, my baby love, I need your love♫
LOOL funny how I found this song right when I wrote that. 8D
I have nothing to do tonight. I need to find something. I know Hannah's coming home tonight, but I don't actually have anything to do.
I'm going with Hannah to get her hair cut tomorrow morning, then apparently hanging out with Chelsey and Quinn.
I was supposed to go to the movies with Sammie, but I don't know when we'd go, and I can't even remember what we're gonna see x3
I'm not going to the Hedley/Lights concert anymore. I wanted to go soo badly. I may just curl up into a ball and die. D:
I should probably clean the kitchen. Just so no one murders me for staying home today.
All I have been eating lately is Nutella Sandwiches. x3 they're good and all, but I need more food. ;c
All that is on my mind lately is this...fight? I guess you could call it that...between Aria and I. He's not really talking to me right now. I don't even know why. All I did was try and talk to him. Then he got mad. I guess I annoyed him mad core. Oh well...actually no...:C this is just stupid.
Well before I go clean the kitchen, I want to post awesome lyrics. 8D
Simply knowing you exist Ain't good enough for me But asking for your telephone number Seems highly inappropriate. Seeing as I can't Even say hi When you walk by. And that time you shook my hand It felt so nice I swear I never felt This way about any other guy And I don't usually notice people's eyes but... And when I saw you Kissing that girl My heart it shattered and my eyes, they watered And when I tried to speak I stuttered.
And my friends were like whatever You'll find someone better His eyes were way too close together And we never even liked him from the start And now he's with that tart And I heard she done some really nasty stuff Down in the park with Michael He said she's easy And if your guy's with someone that's sleazy Then he ain't worth your time 'Cause you deserve a real nice guy.
I don't ever dream About you and me I don't ever make up stuff about us. That would be classed as insanity I don't ever drive by your house to see if you're in. I don't even have an opinion On that tramp that you're still seeing. I don't know your timetable. I don't know your face off by heart
But I must admit. That there is still a part of me That thinks we might get on.♫
And something just went boom upstairs D: *scared*
And this song is just crazy cute 8D
I hate seagulls and I hate being sick. I hate burning my finger on the toaster and I hate nits. I hate fallin over, I hate grazing my knee. I hate pickin off the scab a little bit too early. I hate getting toothache, I hate when it’s a pisstake. I hate all the mistakes I make. I hate rude ignorant bastards and I hate snobbery. I hate anyone who if I was serving chips wouldn’t talk to me.
But…I…have…a friend… With whom…I like to spend Anytime…I…can find…with.
I like sleepin in your bed I like knowin what is goin on inside your head. I like takin time and I like your mind and I like when your hand is in mine. I like getting drunk on the tunes by the beach. I like pickin strawberries
I like cream teas and I like reading ghost…stories.
My…heart skips a beat every time that we meet. It’s been a while and now your smile is almost like a memory
But then you’re back and I am fine cos you’re with me And I’m in love…with you.
And I…can’t find the words to make it sound unique…but… Honestly…you make me strong! I can’t believe I’ve found someone this kind. I hope we carry on Cos you’re so nice and I’m in love…with you…♫
And she said "Thanks, I like you too" and he said "Cool." ♫
Okay! Kitchen cleany time.
Blasting music while cleaning always seems like good motivation. C:
I just would like to say, whoever is reading this...I love you so much :D
You are just a great human being, and I adore you being my friend. c:
I don't think that last part made much sense, but just pretend it did, kay? 8D
♥
Adios dearest friends of mine. C:
Eww, Narcy just signed online.
Saturday, September 18, 2010
This is why I love my dad.
"Dad, why do you hate me?"
"Well, it all started when you were born. It's because you were born...how do I put it? Without a penis. And I've felt this overwhelming dislikeness towards you ever since that day"
LOOL yea. x3
Anyway. So Sammie and my date went really well. :$
I basically stole her phone the whole time to text Aria, and we were texting Stefan, just to confuse him. 8D
He kept asking who it was, and we replied "caroline's gf" too funny. :3
But yea, the movie was like SO GOOD.
Easy A is a good movie. Watch it. :3
It made me laugh mad core.
It also made me miss a someone even more, somehow.
But yaw. Me and Sammie may go out on another date next weekend. :3
♥
"Well, it all started when you were born. It's because you were born...how do I put it? Without a penis. And I've felt this overwhelming dislikeness towards you ever since that day"
LOOL yea. x3
Anyway. So Sammie and my date went really well. :$
I basically stole her phone the whole time to text Aria, and we were texting Stefan, just to confuse him. 8D
He kept asking who it was, and we replied "caroline's gf" too funny. :3
But yea, the movie was like SO GOOD.
Easy A is a good movie. Watch it. :3
It made me laugh mad core.
It also made me miss a someone even more, somehow.
But yaw. Me and Sammie may go out on another date next weekend. :3
♥
Thursday, September 16, 2010
Hahah wow.
Just trying to be a friend, and help you two out, no need to act like a bitch about it. 8D
Plus, this "issue" is your doing anyway.
So don't get mad at me or anyone else for trying to help.
*end rant*
I had a really good day. 8D
Today was picture day, and I helped giving out the card things with Clara today.
We spent all day together and it was super fun. 8D
I made a new friend: James Mcdonald.
LOL I told him to be my friend today, so we're friends. :D
There were so many funny moments today, but I can't remember half of them.
I remember when Daniel Trombetta came, and he's like all crazy,
I'm like "Name?"
He says "Trombetta"
"And how do you spell that?"
"T...R...O-M-B-E-T-TA"
"Uhm, okay, I just needed the first initial *hands card*"
"Okay, and where do I go?"
"Just anyone of those lines"
"And do I need to take my shirt of for this?"
"Oh of course."
It was just really funny.. xDD
My picture actually looks really good this year. I'm content with it. :3
I lined all four cards up, and it actually goes "Horrendous --> Ugly --> Decent --> Pretty" 8D
My day was amazing, but there were only three things that upset me.
1. The stuff Nick was talking about.
2. A someone basically hates me and is avoiding me.
3. And a different someone just doesn't want to talk to me.
Basically, we have a five second conversation, then he says he has to go then signs offline before I can say anything. It's getting kind of ridiculous. I just want to talk to him. :c
:O Hannah just invited me to go to Toronto for the weekend and stay with her and stuff.
Wait, shit, I can't.
Fml.
I almost forgot about my date on Saturday adn then I believe I'm hanging out with Elizabeth on Sunday. Or was it Quinn? I don't remember. D:
Maybe I can go see Hannah next weekend?
Hannah really wants to see you though, sweety-Dad
I know, but I promised Sammie I'd take her to the movies for her birthday-Me
Take her in Toronto-Dad.
xD
I'm now reading Emily's Post Secret book. I love these books! ♥
She has like three of them. :3
She's also writing her own secrets, but she's crazy, so..xD
I now have to find something to make for everyone for dinner. Because everyone else is too lazy.
My sister said "Why am I the one who has to always make dinner?!"
Then my mom said "I'm too tired. Why do *I* always have to make dinner?"
Then Emily says "Because you're the mother!"
Ohmygosh, I couldn't stop laughing. xD
Okay, bye. 8D
Plus, this "issue" is your doing anyway.
So don't get mad at me or anyone else for trying to help.
*end rant*
I had a really good day. 8D
Today was picture day, and I helped giving out the card things with Clara today.
We spent all day together and it was super fun. 8D
I made a new friend: James Mcdonald.
LOL I told him to be my friend today, so we're friends. :D
There were so many funny moments today, but I can't remember half of them.
I remember when Daniel Trombetta came, and he's like all crazy,
I'm like "Name?"
He says "Trombetta"
"And how do you spell that?"
"T...R...O-M-B-E-T-TA"
"Uhm, okay, I just needed the first initial *hands card*"
"Okay, and where do I go?"
"Just anyone of those lines"
"And do I need to take my shirt of for this?"
"Oh of course."
It was just really funny.. xDD
My picture actually looks really good this year. I'm content with it. :3
I lined all four cards up, and it actually goes "Horrendous --> Ugly --> Decent --> Pretty" 8D
My day was amazing, but there were only three things that upset me.
1. The stuff Nick was talking about.
2. A someone basically hates me and is avoiding me.
3. And a different someone just doesn't want to talk to me.
Basically, we have a five second conversation, then he says he has to go then signs offline before I can say anything. It's getting kind of ridiculous. I just want to talk to him. :c
:O Hannah just invited me to go to Toronto for the weekend and stay with her and stuff.
Wait, shit, I can't.
Fml.
I almost forgot about my date on Saturday adn then I believe I'm hanging out with Elizabeth on Sunday. Or was it Quinn? I don't remember. D:
Maybe I can go see Hannah next weekend?
Hannah really wants to see you though, sweety-Dad
I know, but I promised Sammie I'd take her to the movies for her birthday-Me
Take her in Toronto-Dad.
xD
I'm now reading Emily's Post Secret book. I love these books! ♥
She has like three of them. :3
She's also writing her own secrets, but she's crazy, so..xD
I now have to find something to make for everyone for dinner. Because everyone else is too lazy.
My sister said "Why am I the one who has to always make dinner?!"
Then my mom said "I'm too tired. Why do *I* always have to make dinner?"
Then Emily says "Because you're the mother!"
Ohmygosh, I couldn't stop laughing. xD
Okay, bye. 8D
Sunday, September 12, 2010
The past two days;
I don't have enough time to write about everything, but I'll try.
Yesterday was Sammie and Nick's double birthday. It was loads of fun. 8D
At first a something happened and I ended up going to the party crying...D:
I felt really bad, but I couldn't help it...
Then after I stopped crying and got off the floor, since I was laying on the grass. Chelsey came over and said she wanted to talk, so we did, but it consisted more of us spewing random words at each other, like "I'm Sorry" and stuff, then she tackled me, and carried me away. And then Quinn came out of nowhere and tackled me, it scared me immensely D;
A lot of funny stuff happened, that I can't remember all of it, but I took like 349865874 pictures.
So I'll post those on facebook. :3
There was this one point was Quinn was laying on the hammock and Jacob came over to hug him, but when I took a picture it looked like they kissed. 8D
I don't really feel like saying everything that happened. :c
Everyone had fun; that's what matters. C:
Scott was gonna give me a ride home, but there was no room, so I said I'd go take the bus. I didn't even know what bus to take, so thankfully Alisha's mom found me walking down the street and picked me up x3
When I got home, I just chilled, then Natasha called, I almost missed the phone, but thank goodness I didn't.
She really needed to talk, so we talked about basically everything for over an hour.
Then, she needed to go for a bit, so I started talking to Aria, but he wouldn't let me call him :c he was being unfair again. Then that conversation got a little, uhhh...^^; $:
ANYWAY, so. after a bit, Natasha called back, but I was in the washroom x3
But when I called back she's like "Oh I kind of expected you to be in the washroom. You would of answered otherwise" which is true x3
I asked her a question involving Aria, and she said "Look at it like this, you're a mechanical pencil. And you have no led in you to be used. So no one can use you, but he still keeps you in his pencil case" it doesn't make much sense, but it did at the time. Then we started giving everyone else a school supply. It was fun. She's a label maker. Then we discussed how dinosaurs could have been furry, so we named a furry dinosaur that was never yet found "Fluffitoriousrexicorious"
All together, we were on the phone for like, three hours. :3
But that's okay, I love her.
Today!
I went to Toronto to visit Hannah, with my dad and Emily. twas good times. We met some of Hannah's friends. And I met Abraham! 8D
We went out to dinner, and I had mashed potatoes x3
They were delicious.
The ride back was so long, and I fell asleep, listening to Lights. :3
But yea, now I'm bored. Aria's not answering me, that cheese ball. :c
Butstill; ♥
She has won. Now its no fun. We've lost it all. The love is gone. And we had magic. And this is tragic. You couldn't keep your hands to yourself. I feel like our world's been infected. And somehow you left me neglected. We've found our lives been changed. Babe, you lost me.
Now I know you're sorry, And we were sweet. Oh, but you chose lust when you deceived me. And you'll regret it, but it's too late. How can I ever trust you again?♫
Yesterday was Sammie and Nick's double birthday. It was loads of fun. 8D
At first a something happened and I ended up going to the party crying...D:
I felt really bad, but I couldn't help it...
Then after I stopped crying and got off the floor, since I was laying on the grass. Chelsey came over and said she wanted to talk, so we did, but it consisted more of us spewing random words at each other, like "I'm Sorry" and stuff, then she tackled me, and carried me away. And then Quinn came out of nowhere and tackled me, it scared me immensely D;
A lot of funny stuff happened, that I can't remember all of it, but I took like 349865874 pictures.
So I'll post those on facebook. :3
There was this one point was Quinn was laying on the hammock and Jacob came over to hug him, but when I took a picture it looked like they kissed. 8D
I don't really feel like saying everything that happened. :c
Everyone had fun; that's what matters. C:
Scott was gonna give me a ride home, but there was no room, so I said I'd go take the bus. I didn't even know what bus to take, so thankfully Alisha's mom found me walking down the street and picked me up x3
When I got home, I just chilled, then Natasha called, I almost missed the phone, but thank goodness I didn't.
She really needed to talk, so we talked about basically everything for over an hour.
Then, she needed to go for a bit, so I started talking to Aria, but he wouldn't let me call him :c he was being unfair again. Then that conversation got a little, uhhh...^^; $:
ANYWAY, so. after a bit, Natasha called back, but I was in the washroom x3
But when I called back she's like "Oh I kind of expected you to be in the washroom. You would of answered otherwise" which is true x3
I asked her a question involving Aria, and she said "Look at it like this, you're a mechanical pencil. And you have no led in you to be used. So no one can use you, but he still keeps you in his pencil case" it doesn't make much sense, but it did at the time. Then we started giving everyone else a school supply. It was fun. She's a label maker. Then we discussed how dinosaurs could have been furry, so we named a furry dinosaur that was never yet found "Fluffitoriousrexicorious"
All together, we were on the phone for like, three hours. :3
But that's okay, I love her.
Today!
I went to Toronto to visit Hannah, with my dad and Emily. twas good times. We met some of Hannah's friends. And I met Abraham! 8D
We went out to dinner, and I had mashed potatoes x3
They were delicious.
The ride back was so long, and I fell asleep, listening to Lights. :3
But yea, now I'm bored. Aria's not answering me, that cheese ball. :c
Butstill; ♥
She has won. Now its no fun. We've lost it all. The love is gone. And we had magic. And this is tragic. You couldn't keep your hands to yourself. I feel like our world's been infected. And somehow you left me neglected. We've found our lives been changed. Babe, you lost me.
Now I know you're sorry, And we were sweet. Oh, but you chose lust when you deceived me. And you'll regret it, but it's too late. How can I ever trust you again?♫
Sunday, September 5, 2010
Dedicated Lights songs to friends. ^^;
“Honestly, if you don’t fit in, then you’re probably doing the right thing.”
I'm in the craziest Lights mood ever o.o;
I've been basically stalking her for the past like hour and a half.
But I decided to fix my list of dedicated songs, but also write some of the lyrics and why I dedicated that song. I'm bored and this sounds fun. 8D
Drive my soul- Clara; Just because I love her tons;
You make the darkness disappear I feel found when you stay near I know where I am when you are here. My way becomes so clear. When you are gone. Will I lose control? You are the only road I know. You show me where to go. Who will drive my soul? ♫
Saviour- Quinn; cause he's my Saviour ♥;
I just want to run to you, And break off the chains and throw them away. I just want to be so much, And shake off the dust that turned me to rust. Sooner than later I'll need a Saviour. I'll need a Saviour. ♫
The last thing on your mind- Natasha; the lyrics explain everything;
Don't think too hard, if you think it hurts that bad. Don't talk about it, don't let it get you down. It's only one part, of the story. Just let it go, don't let this get you down now. Sing the last thing on your mind. The last word on your breath, I'll be the one to keep you, keep you at your best. The last thing on your mind, 'Cause I don't need your mess. I'll be the one to keep you one disaster less. I'll be okay, if you're okay. ♫
I Owe You One- Chelsey; the lyrics explain it all;
What you've given me is more than I can say. Cause I don't know the words to thank you properly. You pulled me from the grave and stood me on a hill, And when I was afraid you made me still. For the love you bring. Owe you everything. For the breath you give. You're my cause to live. For everyhting under the sun. I owe you one. ♫
Pretend- Ashley; this is our song;
Once in awhile I act like a child to feel like a kid again. It gets like a prison in the body Im living in. Cause everyones watching and quick to start talking, Im losing my innocence. Wish I were a little girl without the weight of the world. It would be nice to start over again. Before we were men. Id give, Id bend, lets play pretend. ♫
Second Go- Sammie; this is our song;
Give me a second go, Don't let me go alone. You saw me at the worst, You caught me falling first. All I wanted to know, Give me a second go. ♫
The Listening- Alisha; this just seemed like a good song for her;
I never really ever know what to say. When all of my emotions get in the way. I'm just trying to get us on the same page I always get it better right afterwards. When all the wrong impressions are said and heard. How come I can never get the right words? I need to convey, Wish I could explain. Can I let the trees do the talking? Can I let the ground do the walking? Can I let the sky fill what's missing in? And can I let my mouth do the listening? The listening. ♫
Lions!- Everyone; it's a song about being brave and such;
Give me a disaster, give me emergency, Stand me at the head of the crusade without a remedy. Show me to the shipwreck, show me how youre bones shake. And when Im at the edge of sorrows blade, show me how a heart breaks. Be steady on your feet. No matter the trouble you meet. Lions make you brave. Giants give you faith. Death is a charade.You dont have to feel safe to feel unafraid. ♫
Ice- Stefan&Narcy; they both just suck;
My mouth is frozen so I cant even speak. What a disappointment, I had it perfectly. What I was going to bring up suddenly. Stood like a stone as you stood quietly. Youre making it hard for me. All I can do is freeze. What I mean is, all I need is, Just a little emotion. Cause all I see is you not feeling. And youre giving me nothing nice. I tried to do you right, whyd you have to go and turn to ice. I dont think youre knowing how hard this is for me. Im not the type to say sorry constantly. So I swallowed my pride and I got on my knees. But still you just stood there as you stared at me. Your ego is getting old. How did you get so cold. Im looking at you looking at me, what can I do but say sorry. Its a little late but you know I just want you to be happy, What I got to say to make you let me get away with it this time, I know youre upset and that youre happy just to sit and hate me, But Ill make a bet that youll be better to forget about me, Even better yet Ill let a little light melt the ice, ice baby!♫
Up Up and Away- Eric; the lyrics explain it all;
We had a rocket, that fell out of orbit. We couldnt stop it, we couldnt control it. We were in a good course, it was a good flight. But I felt the heart force, holding me too tight. We are rockets, in the sky. We are planets, passing by. Up up and away. Forget me, go your own way. ♫
Quiet- Aria; the lyrics explain it all♥;
I'm not yours, and youre not mine. But we can sit and pass the time. No fighting wars, no ringing chimes. Were just feeling fine. This is where were supposed to be. Sitting by a broken tree. No tragedy, no poetry. Just staring at the sky I could wait a thousand hours. Stay the same in sun and showers. Pick apart a hundred flowers. Just to be quiet. Tell me when you feel ready. I'm the one, theres not too many. Hold my hand to keep me steady. Just to be quiet. With you. I like it here beside you dear. You're even more than you appear. And in the clouds my head is clear. Every time you say hello. So heres my heart, and heres my mouth. And I cant help if things come out. Cause there are words I want to shout. But maybe Ill stay low. ♫♥
Face Up- Me; this song is my inspiration;
Its late and I am tired, wish I could spark a smile. The place is flying high but right now I want to be low. Don't want to move an inch, let alone a million miles. And I dont want to go but I know I gotta go. I just want to feel alive. The times you dont want to wake up. Cause in your sleep its never over when you give up. The sun is always going to rise up. You need to get up, gotta keep your head up. Look at the people all around you. The way you feel is something everybody goes through. Dark out, but you still gotta light up. You need to wake up, gotta keep your face up. Seems like the more you grow, the more time you spend alone. Before you know it you end up perfectly on your own. The citys shining bright, but you dont see the light. How come you concentrate on things that dont make you feel right. I just want to feel alright. I'm looking for more than a little bit. I'm gonna have to find my way through it. Gonna leave a mark, Im gonna set a spark. I'm coming off the ground. I wont be looking down. ♫
I really hope you all actually read the lyrics. Even though they aren't from me, I still mean them dearly ^^;
And this took me like an hour to do, so you all better appreciate my love. D;
Seriously never laughed so hard in my life! LOL
Well Quinn told me to blog this, so I guess I'll start with this;
Chelsey told me Quinn and her were gonna come visit me, and it had to do with Green Apples. Quinn told me they were gonna come to my house and drink some green apple alcohol stuff, so whatever.
I called Quinn's phone at like 3, and Chelsey told me to go outside, so I did, and Quinn was like crying his hea doff, I was so scared, I didn't know what was going. He drank all this stuff and was worried his parents would find out. We walked to the park and seriously Quinn was sooo funny, I almost died laughing. He like fell on the grass, and got grass in his mouth every time he put his head down. He accidentally touched chelsey inappropriately once, cause apparently he wanted to touch her face. xD
I felt really bad though, cause he kept crying and crying, and :C
We somehow got him back to my house and he fell asleep on the couch right away.
After like an hour, while Chelsey and I wrote a fb note, and put all this stuff on Quinn; we put cups, macaroni, windex, a shoe and a duck on him x3
Sammie came over and then Quinn woke up. It was so funny. ohgod.
Well I'm gonig to go buy food so I'll finish this when I get back. :3
Okay I'm back. and holy shit this is alot of food D;
Well, back to my story.
Quinn was like, so out of it. He kept giving the finger to Sammie, and was saying naughty things to Chelsey as in telling her to touch his dick. LOOOOL
I couldn't stop laughing. He's one of the funniest drunks I've ever met. 8D
And then when my dad brought us fries. He ate them all. and Kept saying "omg these are amazing, these are so good eh?" and shoved them in his face. He kept saying the stupidest things, and apologizing for who knows what.
Idk, Quinn told me to blog this, and say every funny thing he said, but I actually can't remember. :/
All I know is, he's never allowed drinking again. (y)
Holy shit, so much food. *explodes*
ImissAria.Iwannatalktohimsobadholyshit.
I dyed my hair today. With help from Sammie.♥
It's red.
But really dark red D:
I'm so tired right now.
*sneezes*
fucking Quinn, he said he'd be on msn, but he's not, not I can't talk to him. x3
kaywhatever. lie to me and just not come to hamilton. that's fantastic. :C
Goodmood=gone.
Chelsey told me Quinn and her were gonna come visit me, and it had to do with Green Apples. Quinn told me they were gonna come to my house and drink some green apple alcohol stuff, so whatever.
I called Quinn's phone at like 3, and Chelsey told me to go outside, so I did, and Quinn was like crying his hea doff, I was so scared, I didn't know what was going. He drank all this stuff and was worried his parents would find out. We walked to the park and seriously Quinn was sooo funny, I almost died laughing. He like fell on the grass, and got grass in his mouth every time he put his head down. He accidentally touched chelsey inappropriately once, cause apparently he wanted to touch her face. xD
I felt really bad though, cause he kept crying and crying, and :C
We somehow got him back to my house and he fell asleep on the couch right away.
After like an hour, while Chelsey and I wrote a fb note, and put all this stuff on Quinn; we put cups, macaroni, windex, a shoe and a duck on him x3
Sammie came over and then Quinn woke up. It was so funny. ohgod.
Well I'm gonig to go buy food so I'll finish this when I get back. :3
Okay I'm back. and holy shit this is alot of food D;
Well, back to my story.
Quinn was like, so out of it. He kept giving the finger to Sammie, and was saying naughty things to Chelsey as in telling her to touch his dick. LOOOOL
I couldn't stop laughing. He's one of the funniest drunks I've ever met. 8D
And then when my dad brought us fries. He ate them all. and Kept saying "omg these are amazing, these are so good eh?" and shoved them in his face. He kept saying the stupidest things, and apologizing for who knows what.
Idk, Quinn told me to blog this, and say every funny thing he said, but I actually can't remember. :/
All I know is, he's never allowed drinking again. (y)
Holy shit, so much food. *explodes*
ImissAria.Iwannatalktohimsobadholyshit.
I dyed my hair today. With help from Sammie.♥
It's red.
But really dark red D:
I'm so tired right now.
*sneezes*
fucking Quinn, he said he'd be on msn, but he's not, not I can't talk to him. x3
kaywhatever. lie to me and just not come to hamilton. that's fantastic. :C
Goodmood=gone.
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