Why am I so awkward? o.o;

This is going to be VERRYYY long, so you better prepare.

Okay so, the school part of my day:
I had to get up really early, and got to school by 7:30, I found Spencer and was walking around with him for a bit. We saw Him and it made my morning basically, English was boring. Some Brittany girl curled my hair, it was pretty good, but looked messy, so I just ended up putting it in a pony tail, which looked worse, but whatever.
Lunch was, mehh. Religion was boring, we watched The Cinderella Man, which is actually a good movie.
Now, musical theater...I was waiting for James to ask him something, and I ended up dying from laughter, it was bad. And when he came over, I just couldn't stop laughing and he walked away. :C
musical theater was kinda mehh as well, we just blocked and stuff.
After class, I was waiting for James, cause I really needed to ask him a question. But then I realized he left earlier, and I kinda got really upset. :/ it was more of just, that kinda stuff always happens to me, like people ditching me. :/
Clara and I just got changed, then went to help with Coffee House set up. SO FUN DRJHDHUR
So all music council members were there, I don't really want to name everyone, cause I'll forget people.
I helped out as much as I can.
Then I made a vlog for my new YouTube channel. x3
A lot of people are in it, it's hilarious ;P
Everyone was signing each others yearbooks, mines almost completely full already o.o;
I had fun defacing pictures and writing some comments in my yearbook. 8D
I forget who it was, but they came skating in to the caf on a skateboard, and I heard someone say that James was there, so I went to go say hi, and he signed my yearbook, and it was nice...x3
James started skating in the caf, and doing tricks and stuff, and I was taking pictures. They're pretty epic. :3
Funniest thing: at one point, James and I were talking, and I'm just like "My camera's dying :c" and he's like "Oh, is it cancer?" and I'm like "I think so...?" "He's like "you just think so? Wouldn't you just know?" then I'm like " Wait, what are we even talking about?" and he's like "didn't you say you're grandma is dying?" and I'm like "Nooo, my camera is dying" LOOOL soo funny.
The whole night was actually beautiful.
I can't even describe it, it was just amazing.
James kept coming over to where Clara, Sammie and I were sitting, and we kept talking. :3
All the performances were incredible, a lot of people sung songs that I love. Like, this one guy, sang I Will Follow You Into The Dark. ♥
Sandro did Yo-Yo tricks o.o; he's an odd one.
James played a song he wrote on the keyboard thingy, I like cheered and stuff for him. 8D
Then after, I went over to say he did good and stuff, yeah. :3
Later on, when it was like almost over, Brandon Bizior played his song, LOL he walked past me, and I said "You did good job! 8D" I could not stop laughing xD
I was talking to James and asked if he would like to accompany me on the bus, and he agreed, so we waited for a bit, were talking to everyone.
Ivy, Elizabeth, Natasha, Sammie and Clara were all bugging me D:
*sigh* :c
Clara, James and I were all talking, and I guess Clara was talking about hugs and how she gives good hugs, and James opened his arms for a hug. Then o.o; Clara's just like "Caroline gives good hugs too!" -.- then he opened his arms for a hug x3
then we were going to Hannah's locker, cause she was tagging along to bus with us, and she was ahead of James and I, and he's like "I'm gonna skate down the hall" and I'm like "okay have fun" then he's like "never mind, but you can if you want" and i'm just like "no thanks, I think I'd die." and then he's like "I could help you if you want" and I almost died, then said "No, it's okay, I think I'd still die"
ANYWAY
So, we were waiting at the bus stop, and Luke Martin was there.
I don't know why, but I am so awkward, and shy and just nervous around people.
Well, we got on the bus, and Hannah and Luke sat together, and James saved a seat for me...^-^
I barely said anything, I felt like I was going to explode.
Then I started rambling. o.o;

Best. Day. Ever. 8D
I need to stop this. D:
Everything is just so funny. 8D

Okay, I need sleep x3 night. :DDDDD

Edit: OMFG! I forgot to mention the funniest part.
I noticed James run down the hall at one point. And I thought he liked died, cause he like never came back.
Well, Sammie wanted to talk, because she was pretty upset, so we were walking down the hall by the main office, and James just comes through the door, said hey and stuff, and when he noticed Sammie was like crying, he's just like "Oh, is everything alright?" I don't even remember, but it was just awkward, and hilarious x3 he was like "okay, I guess I'll let you guys just talk" then he walked away...we died laughing. It was the funniest thing ever. We walked over to the attendance office, and were literally rolling on the floor laughing. I'm glad Sammie was laughing :3
Then later, while James and I were about to leave, he came up to me and Sammie, stood there standing beside Sammie. And if you know James, he's crazy tall, he's a whole head+ taller than Sammie. Then he's like "Would you like a hug?" and she said yes, then while they hugged she was laughing x3
It was soo funny. LOL
Oh, and James kept carrying his skatebpard around like it was his child. He's funny. x3

Kay, now I'm done. Bye. :3

I love life. c:

LOOOL
My dad basically just ran down here, half asleep, as always, and says:
"I need on there, where's the bathroom?"
'What? o.o;"
Ughhh, I'm sleeping >:C" and walks away. O.o;
He scares me when he's half asleep, but he's too funny. x3

I basically had like the best weekend ever. C:
I love when the person you like talks to you all the time.
Not just talks to you, but talks to you first.
And actually wants to talk to you. c:
We talk about the most randomest things, and it makes me happy x3
he just makes me happy, pretty much. :$
Hopefully I see him tomorrow. C:

I've been so Tumblr crazy lately, most of you probably noticed o.o;
I've been posting them all over facebook, and people's walls.
I have a problem.
I'm on page 226 on some girls blog.
Yeah, that just proves I have a problem.
Oh, and I might just mention I'm on Tumblr instead of doing my project.
yeah, SERIOUS PROBLEM!

I seriously just love my life right now, no lie.
I want to go out and dance and stuff, c:
LALALALA 8DDDD
I should get back to my project.
Kaybye. C:

I am a horrible friend.

It's 1:40 am.
Sammie is sleeping on the couch behind me.
Yet, I still continue on not sleeping.
But, I'm talking to him...and he's nice.
I'm actually so happy right now. x3
We've basically been talking all day.
And he talks to me first. 8D

Our conversation right now is consisting of:
his work, the classes we have, how smart Jacqueline Jorgensen is, mustaches, how he should grow a mustache, how he can't grow a mustache, and how he can text really fast.
He is a really cool guy. o.o;
And he created this: :3D
It entertained me for quite awhile.
Now he's gone. :c
I was kind of really happy though, he said we should hang out sometime soon. :$
Omgosh, I'm like, dying on the inside.
ISOHAPPYOMFG.

Anyway, I should go carry Sammie upstairs now and let her sleep for reals.

I had like the best day ever. Seriously.
Sammie came over, and then He started talking to me, and, even ask Sammie, I freaked out. He said "Hey Caroline! :D" it was mostly because I was hyper that I said "Omg he put a smiley face! :DDDD" x3
Sammie and I then tried to convince him to come to the laundromat with us, he said he'd try his best to stop by later on. :3
Sammie and I got so hyper, we wrote  a Facebook note, ate chicken wings, listened to music, we were lying on the tables, sat inside the dryers, and a whole bunch of other stuff.
It was overall  just a REALLY good day.
I'm all going insane on the inside.

But yeah, I feel so horrible, time to go sleep.
Sammie doesn't deserve to sleep on the couch. D:
I love her. $:

Anyway, have a wonderful day. 8D

Lalalalalalalalala BATMAN :')

I'm hyper.
And surprisingly in a good mood.


I'm kind of glad my dad basically forced me to block all stupid people off of facebook and msn and stuff. He was right, it's better not to focus on pointless drama. And it is making me feel better.


But seriously, Pointless.


Just so you know, you're the only one who got all mad, and said crap. So don't even expect an apology from me, cause I could care less if we're friends or not at this point. You just proved you were never my friend to start with. Jsyk, you say all I do is complain? Whenever I talked to you, you did the same. That is, if you want to call talking about your feelings, complaining. I actually helped you and was there for you. If you don't want to see that, then cool. You're kind of acting like a huge bitch right now though. C:
Enjoy your life. (y)




The only good thing about yesterday was my dad saying these things:
"Want to know where I was while everyone was graduating? In my backyard drinking a beer"
"He's just a little prick and she's just a little slut" (this is why you don't anger my dad :/)
And
"You can do it, Caroline"
:3


I had such a good day, omfg.
The beginning sucked balls.
The worst part was going into Flemming's office attempting to cover my arm o.o;
But I succeeded 8D
Religion was iight, but I got called down to the social workers office, we talked for quite awhile ;o
I just had a lot to talk about.
Musical theater was amazing. So fun. 
We did vocal warm ups, which confused me, but nbd.
Then we played Telephone, and I had the honors of starting it off with "bob the builders best friend is a toaster" everyone looked at me like I was insane, but whatever x3
Then we played Taxi. But Clara blogged about that so I'm not going to bother.
After school I went to the Coffee House auditions with Clara just to watch, then chilled with everyone in Science Olympics. Then ran away quickly to go wait for my dad.
He had to work he we rushed to get some stuff.
We traveled all around West dale, to clean some houses for this one guy my dad works for.
My dad let me text Aria with his phone, made my day, basically. :3
At this one house, the ceiling was so fucking low holy crap, I couldn't even go down there x3
I just chilled with some girls guinea pig while my dad worked.
Then on the way back to the truck, I was running then I slipped, and almost died. x33


Then I went to the Laundromat, and chilled and stuffs.
Then traveled to Metro to buy Ice Cream; best adventure ever. 8D
Now I'm listening to music, and talking to Stefan through fb xD
I'm just bored. ;P


I really hope Aria comes to Hamilton soon. 8D


I can't believe it took me this long to admit you two are so annoying together.
But I don't really care. If you want to get mad at me, go ahead. But I don't care if I make you mad or hurt your feelings, we're no longer friends, so your opinions no longer matter to me. c:
And go ahead, blame this all on me, but this really is no longer my fault.


Kay, I have to sleep now, 
school and stuff.
Kay night. C:

Ahhh I'm so happy. :3

My life is just falling back into place, and everything is good. :3


I just had such an amazing day and realized life is just so good now.


Now that drama is done, and Aria and I are good again, everything seems much better.
I spent the day with my family, and with my dad,
I missed spending so much time with my dad. ♥
And I have Pocky, and I ate Burger Kind. And I love Redgie.
I love Chelsey.
And Clara.
And Shayla.
And Ivy.
And Elizabeth.
And Alisha.
And Natasha.
And Aria.
And Ashley.
And Sammie.
And Quinn.
OMFG I JUST SERIOUSLY LOVE EVERYONE!
I'm sorry if I missed anyone, but if I did, just know, I love you. A. Freaking. Lot.


OH MY HOLY CHEESE BALLS
APPARENTLY CHELSEY AND QUINN ARE GONNA VISIT ME TOMORROW?!?!?!
I SHALL BE PREPARED
GAAHHH THAT MADE ME EVEN HAPPIER
I LOVE MY LIFE
LEGIT
YAAYYYY


I just wish Aria would answer me. ♥


looooooooooooooooooooooool what are they gonna do? Pelt me with green apples?!?!?!?!?!?! D:
I'm so scared now. xDDDD




OH AND I LOVE LIGHTS.




I know we're heading for disaster. But I keep running faster, and faster. And I don't wanna wake you up, Cause I don't wanna let you down. I'm scared I'll never be enough, to keep you around. And there's a part of me that knows I'm everything you need but I'm afraid to let you in, afraid of what you'll see. And now I'm falling even harder for a boy I'll never know.♫

C:

My head is saying no,
But my heart keeps giving in
So hard to let it go
When it's there,
under my skin

So I'm off to go for a bike ride, to my sisters work, just to bring her her cell phone.
Such a far journey for nothing.
oh well, at least I get a sub in return. (Y)

I'm kind of in a good mood right now.
I'm going to be home alone pretty much all day.
Stefan and I are "starting fresh" ^-^
I'm actually really happy about that, because everything was weird between us, and I was really worried he hated me. But he said we should start fresh, so everything should be good now.

I just need to fix things with one other person, and I'll be set. (y)

Anyone know when Clara gonna be getting home? I wants to visit her right away. 8D

I really should get going, or my sister will be mad

^-^♥

My adventure to buy LIGHTS.ACOUSTIC.

I couldn't find The album cover, but this'll do.

So the adventure started by me heading to Eastgate Mall. I hurried to HMV, in need of this album. I look around the store for it, but couldn't find it (OHNO!) So I ask the nice fellow there if he could help me out, because I was about to die. While he was looking it up on the computer, we had a lovely conversation about Lights, and he said her Second Go video was amazing, I just had to agree. ^-^
he said there was one copy of the album left, I was so extatic, you don't even know.
We walk over to the back, and it wasn't there D:
So he asked the random girl in the back where it was, and she said "Oh, I put it on the 'new Release' wall"
So, we walk over to this mystical wall, and there it was; one last copy of LIGHTS.ACOUSTIC. I jizzed when I saw it. (L)
When he was 'ringin' it up' we had more lovely conversations about Lights
"So, do you know if she's on tour right now?"
"Yea, she is, she has a show in Toronto on the 24th"
"And I'm just going to guess that you're going."
"Well...no D:"
"Why not?!"
"I'm not allowed :c"
*hands me the bag*
"Thank you so much! *skips away*"

On my way out of HMV, I saw Ashley and jelena <333
And I also saw my good friend Sarah.
I was just so happy.
Goshness! 8D

I'm listening to the cd now, and it's like extreme love to the ears. Beautiful. ^-^