There's just too much on my mind right now. o.o;

1. I really want to talk to you, I know you're not in the best mood, but I still wish you would want to talk to me about it.

2. That gift I bought you two years ago; what am I supposed to do with it? I still have it, and it's just sitting in my closet. :/

3.I feel completely forgotten.

4. School starts in five days, and I still don't have a uniform. Mom, why the hell did you throw my uniform out? ><

5. I don't understand Tumblr.

6. I really hope I get to see you soon. You don't understand how excited I am for that day.

7. I really wish you didn't hate me.

8. I miss the way things used to be between us. :C

9. Redgie is really fat. :c

10. I tried lightening my hair today, what a waste of five dollars and an hour of my life.

Oh god LOOL

So I was really bored around 2 am, so I got Ashley way to call me, after soo much laughter, random moments, some sad moments, and long ass story that was completely irrelevant, we were on the phone until 5:10 am
157:52 to be exact.
I actually almost died, LOL
I was originally gonig to tell Ashley a secret, but it then turned into a really long story about how I met Narcy, then drama stuff, and then Stefan, just it was so horrible how it was all so offtopic and pointless, that I completely broke down, was on the floor crying from laughter, i couldn't breathe and i was about to pee my pants. legit.
All of that to tell her an irrelevent secret. It had to do with the beginning of the story, but then the middle was like KJSERNRCHFDWM;RFJTKRTRKLXEWNGTTRJHYTJ
I then serenated Ashley with multiple Lights songs. ^-^
Sadly Ashley had to leave after because she has an appointment later, I hope she survives and stuffs. ♥

It is now 5:20 and I am not even tired. But I am getting bored. My hyperness is wearing off. I should eat those noodles, they are getting cold.
LIONS MAKE YOU BRAVE
GIANTS GIVE YOU FAITH
DEATH IS A CHARADE
YOU DON'T HAVE TO FEEL SAVE TO FEEL UNAFRAID♥
I'm completely and utterly in love with Valerie Ann Poxleitner. :3 ♥
I must nom some noodles, then finish nomming my chocolate bar, drink some strawberry kiwi arizona, and the frolic off to my bedroom to do naughty things.
I'm just kiddin ;3
But I'm really not planning to sleep anytime soon. Probably stay up til 7 or something. I have nothing important to do tomorrow anyway.

BY THE WAY! I realized the shirt I'm wearing is definitely Lights-like. :3
And I should paint my bike pink so we can actually have the exact same bike.
AND! I want a chameleon! :3
Like..I'm being serious, they are so cute, I wants one.

We are rockets in the sky, we are planets passing by, up up and away, forget me and go your own way. ♫

*noms mr. noodles*
mmmmmmmmmm delicious
vin diesel
hands
cup
stick
candle
toaster
sweater
cupcake
pen...is
towels

well that was enjoyable.

I go eat more noodles *frolics*
okay i can't even eat anymore, they're starting to taste odd D;

So, I love a certain someone. His name is Quinn Fappiano. He is my best friend. And *not* a dick head like he said previously. I love him a whole lot. With all of my heart. And would like to remain the best of friends for a super long time. ♥

*chugs arizona*

For everything under the sun, I owe you one. ♫

chaos all around,explosions and fire, you took me off the ground, and lifted me higher, when trouble knew my name, that was before you, i'll never be the same now that I know you.♫
Those lyrics are probably way off. The volume is pree low.

So I messaged Narcy on msn, asking if he's up, cause I really feel like talking to someone. I believe he's slkeeping LOOOL;LAL;WMKR I LIEK MUSTARD WAIT NO I DON'T EW TUCKER HEY NARCY YAY *collapses* why is that on the floor? hey redige, whats up? i love you. a lot. like natasha, alisha, clara, shayla, chelsey, alisha, wait i said that, quinn, redgie, sadie, hannah, narcy, uhmuhmuhmuhm i also like cupcakes, YVONNE I LOVE YVONNE! AND ELIZABETH OH GOODNESS I MISS ELIZABETH! she's my wife. oh look windex.
what day is it? it's....AUGUST 12!
Hmmmmm, what am i doing the next few days? i don't even know. nothing. i'm doing nothing. alishas pageant is sunday, that's all i have planned. stefan. his birthday is saturday. he has a nice face. llalalalalalalalalalalalalala *flails* straighten up your tie, take the microphone forget about it, don't let it get you down, now is not the time and you are not alone, shut up about it, no one can bring you down now, sing the last thing on your mind, the last word on your breath i'll be the one to keep you, keep you at your best. i'll be okay. ow my neck really hurts.
wow stefan. i don't know why but neck hurting reminds me of stefan.
prolly cause once i killed my neck so i went to the hospital. and stefan works at that hospital. hospitals are cool. not really. i went there to visit my dad and iate macaroni and cheese. my arms hurt really bad from typing so fast.
once in a while i act like a child to feel like a kid again.

Pretend is my favourite song by Lights, the lyrics are so beautiful, and so relateable. i also love Lions! and River, and Cactus in the valley, and romance is...
I just love Lights alot.
And Jeremy the bug is beautiful.

i can;t think of anything else to say.
i love redgie.

and when it's the end, our lives will make sense.

It's not gonna be long, before we;re all gone, with nothing to show for them, stop taking lives come on let's all grow up again.

i should get a beard.

I changed my avatar on gaia. it's Lights inspired. I think it looks pretty good. likelike, it's me, but still lights inspired, i just love lights, and this song, it's lights, lights. lights. lights.

I wish i could discover something that doesn't expire.

well i'ma wrap this up. go have a party in my bedroom.
with redgie.
i love redgie.
right when i get upstairs i'm proibablky gonna crash or something.

and seriously, my arms hurt so bad cause i typed this whole thing out, really fast, and my neck kills and my head is gonna explode and i want to tLK TO NARCY CAUSE I LOVE HIM AND WEHY I AM TALKNIG TO CAPS I DON'T KNOW OMG UMBRIDGE AHAHAHAHAHA SO FUNNY.

ok, scratch all that, maybe i will sleep, i'm getting really sleepy, and it's almost 6 :O
SECOND GO ♥
reminds me of stefan. and his face. i like his face. i already said that.
how many times wil lthe clock go around? how many times can my hand hit the ground?
how can you love me when i am ugly? guess i can only hope.

give me a second go. ♥

okay. done. bye. i love you all. especially quinn. and chelsey. and clara. and natasha. and whoever will read this.
goodbye. i go sleep. or just watch tv untill i fall asleep, cause i can do that.
NIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ♥ or...morning? D;
i wonder if any one stopped reading? probably stopped way before this.
okay.
okay.
okay.
okay.
i go now.
bye.
*collapses and sleeps*



"Do you love him enough to get him back? Or do you love him enough to let him go?" -Ashley Way ♥

Ohgosh Sammie...

So Sammie is over at the moment, and she's drinking a Monster.
She's going crazy o.o;
She's now sitting on the floor on the fetal position.
I'm kind of scared. xD
This is what we've done today
- Went for a super long bike ride
- Hacked Kevin's msn. xD
- Talked to many guys on Kevin's msn saying "hey sexy"
We're now talking to Paul, and Eric.
She started talking to Narcy saying this(on my msn btw):
каикоωѕкı. says:
hey there goodlookin'
why is your name nancy? D:

She somehow got Eric to come over. xD
I'm actually dying, she's so hilarious.
teaching Sadie how to hug. xD
She gave Wedgie a Mohawk.
She just broke up with my dog. T_T
"Did you just belch?"

So this is the plan, when Eric comes here, she's gonna open the door and say "Hey sexy ;)"

We're off to the store soon to buy more Monsters. 8DD

"I know for a fact you can buy two Monsters for five dollars" -me
*flails* -Sammie.

Looool so we got bored, and somehow ended up on Stefan's YouTube channel o.o;
It was actually pretty hilarious, his videos are too funny. x3
We were watching his one video where he's just staring at the camera for like two minutes. We almost died. Then my dad called right in the middle of it. I couldn't stop laughing. x33
Here, watch his videos yourself. xDD
omg, he'll hate me for this.

http://www.youtube.com/user/usedthrones#p/u

"What else should we write about?"
"Potatoes"
YAY!

I feel like without him I would fall.

So today I found this paper filled with quotes on it in my binder, which is where the title came from. ;P

Not gonna lie, I'm in a pretty amazing mood right now.
I'll tell you why.
-I'm getting two Lights shirts sometime next week.
-I bought a new game called De Blob
-I'm on level three in said game. ;P
-Alisha keeps commenting my pictures.
-Stefan and I made plans to hang out next week.
-Redgie is cute
-I have starbursts. Yummmmm.
-And I am now going to steal my sisters laptop and watch Pretty Little liars. :3

I wanted to take a nap earlier, but I wasn't able to because my mom needed help cleaning, so I'm just gonna watch Pretty Little Liars, play De Blob some more, then sleep. Maybe fit "calling Quinn" in there somewhere. (y)

oh, but while I go watch Pretty Little Liars, pictures are going to be uploading onto this computer. Yippiiee. -.-

I walk away now. 8D
♥