Dedicated Lights songs to friends. ^^;

“Honestly, if you don’t fit in, then you’re probably doing the right thing.”

I'm in the craziest Lights mood ever o.o;
I've been basically stalking her for the past like hour and a half.


But I decided to fix my list of dedicated songs, but also write some of the lyrics and why I dedicated that song. I'm bored and this sounds fun. 8D


Drive my soul- Clara; Just because I love her tons; 
You make the darkness disappear I feel found when you stay near I know where I am when you are here. My way becomes so clear. When you are gone. Will I lose control? You are the only road I know. You show me where to go. Who will drive my soul? ♫




Saviour- Quinn; cause he's my Saviour ♥;
I just want to run to you, And break off the chains and throw them away. I just want to be so much, And shake off the dust that turned me to rust. Sooner than later I'll need a Saviour. I'll need a Saviour. ♫




The last thing on your mind- Natasha; the lyrics explain everything;
Don't think too hard, if you think it hurts that bad. Don't talk about it, don't let it get you down. It's only one part, of the story. Just let it go, don't let this get you down now. Sing the last thing on your mind. The last word on your breath, I'll be the one to keep you, keep you at your best. The last thing on your mind, 'Cause I don't need your mess. I'll be the one to keep you one disaster less. I'll be okay, if you're okay. ♫




I Owe You One- Chelsey; the lyrics explain it all;
What you've given me is more than I can say. Cause I don't know the words to thank you properly. You pulled me from the grave and stood me on a hill, And when I was afraid you made me still. For the love you bring. Owe you everything. For the breath you give. You're my cause to live. For everyhting under the sun. I owe you one. ♫




Pretend- Ashley; this is our song;
Once in awhile I act like a child to feel like a kid again. It gets like a prison in the body Im living in. Cause everyones watching and quick to start talking, Im losing my innocence. Wish I were a little girl without the weight of the world. It would be nice to start over again. Before we were men. Id give, Id bend, lets play pretend. ♫




Second Go- Sammie; this is our song;
Give me a second go, Don't let me go alone. You saw me at the worst, You caught me falling first. All I wanted to know, Give me a second go. ♫




The Listening- Alisha; this just seemed like a good song for her;
I never really ever know what to say. When all of my emotions get in the way. I'm just trying to get us on the same page I always get it better right afterwards. When all the wrong impressions are said and heard. How come I can never get the right words? I need to convey, Wish I could explain. Can I let the trees do the talking? Can I let the ground do the walking? Can I let the sky fill what's missing in? And can I let my mouth do the listening? The listening. ♫




Lions!- Everyone; it's a song about being brave and such;
Give me a disaster, give me emergency, Stand me at the head of the crusade without a remedy. Show me to the shipwreck, show me how youre bones shake. And when Im at the edge of sorrows blade, show me how a heart breaks. Be steady on your feet. No matter the trouble you meet. Lions make you brave. Giants give you faith. Death is a charade.You dont have to feel safe to feel unafraid. ♫




Ice- Stefan&Narcy; they both just suck;
My mouth is frozen so I cant even speak. What a disappointment, I had it perfectly. What I was going to bring up suddenly. Stood like a stone as you stood quietly. Youre making it hard for me. All I can do is freeze. What I mean is, all I need is, Just a little emotion. Cause all I see is you not feeling. And youre giving me nothing nice. I tried to do you right, whyd you have to go and turn to ice. I dont think youre knowing how hard this is for me. Im not the type to say sorry constantly. So I swallowed my pride and I got on my knees. But still you just stood there as you stared at me. Your ego is getting old. How did you get so cold. Im looking at you looking at me, what can I do but say sorry. Its a little late but you know I just want you to be happy, What I got to say to make you let me get away with it this time, I know youre upset and that youre happy just to sit and hate me, But Ill make a bet that youll be better to forget about me, Even better yet Ill let a little light melt the ice, ice baby!♫




Up Up and Away- Eric; the lyrics explain it all;
We had a rocket, that fell out of orbit. We couldnt stop it, we couldnt control it. We were in a good course, it was a good flight. But I felt the heart force, holding me too tight. We are rockets, in the sky. We are planets, passing by. Up up and away. Forget me, go your own way. ♫




Quiet- Aria; the lyrics explain it all♥;
I'm not yours, and youre not mine. But we can sit and pass the time. No fighting wars, no ringing chimes. Were just feeling fine. This is where were supposed to be. Sitting by a broken tree. No tragedy, no poetry. Just staring at the sky I could wait a thousand hours. Stay the same in sun and showers. Pick apart a hundred flowers. Just to be quiet. Tell me when you feel ready. I'm the one, theres not too many. Hold my hand to keep me steady. Just to be quiet. With you. I like it here beside you dear. You're even more than you appear. And in the clouds my head is clear. Every time you say hello. So heres my heart, and heres my mouth. And I cant help if things come out. Cause there are words I want to shout. But maybe Ill stay low. ♫♥




Face Up- Me; this song is my inspiration;
Its late and I am tired, wish I could spark a smile. The place is flying high but right now I want to be low. Don't want to move an inch, let alone a million miles. And I dont want to go but I know I gotta go. I just want to feel alive. The times you dont want to wake up. Cause in your sleep its never over when you give up. The sun is always going to rise up. You need to get up, gotta keep your head up. Look at the people all around you. The way you feel is something everybody goes through. Dark out, but you still gotta light up. You need to wake up, gotta keep your face up. Seems like the more you grow, the more time you spend alone. Before you know it you end up perfectly on your own. The citys shining bright, but you dont see the light. How come you concentrate on things that dont make you feel right. I just want to feel alright. I'm looking for more than a little bit. I'm gonna have to find my way through it. Gonna leave a mark, Im gonna set a spark. I'm coming off the ground. I wont be looking down. ♫




I really hope you all actually read the lyrics. Even though they aren't from me, I still mean them dearly ^^;


And this took me like an hour to do, so you all better appreciate my love. D;

omfg ♥

I just re-realized how much I love Hedley.
I love basically every one of their songs.
I love their album "the show must go"
Like, so much.
One of my favourite songs off that album is Sweater Song.
It reminds me of Aria, for various reasons. ;3 ♥


Here, have a listen:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uLmU5Srjo-k
Legit, I can't stop listening to this now. xD


I's at laundromat and it smells of soap, wax, and vinegar in here.
I spilled soapy vinegar water on my shoe, oh noes D;
Been here since seven, awesome. 8D
Another hour maybe?
Woulda been more fun if Quinn could of made it, but sadly he couldn't, but that's okay, I still love him.
*sneezes*


OH 8D
So on the ride back from Toronto, I was listening to Lights (of course) and I picked songs that I dedicated to each of my friends 8D


Drive My Soul- Clara
Saviour- Quinn (since he's my saviour and all.)
Ice- Stefan/Narcy bahah 8D
Pretend- Ashley
Second go- Alisha
Face up- Me, cause that song is my inspiration.
Lions- All of my friends. :3
Quiet- Aria ♥
Up up and away- Eric.
February Air- Joe (just cause he sang this at Erics bday party xD)
Romance is...- Everyone aswell
Cactus in the Vally- Maybe Aria too x3


So yea, that's basically it. :3


Oh, and I dedicate the song 9 Shades Of Red by Hedley to my bestfrand Quinny. :3
just cause it rocks. 8D


Where did I go so wrong, singing the same sad song. 
Sitting home all alone saying woe is me la la la la la la la

Good day. :3

So this my day;
Woke up at like 10, waited for three hours for Eric, Dom, Clara and Scott to come over, then we went over to Sammie's, and instead of gonig to the orientation thingy, Sammie just came with us. Me, Sammi, Clara and Eric, all crammed into the back seat of Scotts car and then we went to Erics house to find Scotts phone (which was at my house) then we went to Adrian's house. But no one was there. So we walked to Dom's house, then walked back to Adrians. Waited for a really long time. I think one of the funniest things was when Sammie and I were just sitting on the drive way, waiting for Narcy. We waited for so long. This person really far away was walking towards us, and I'm like "I think that's him!" and Sammie said "No, I think that's an old lady" so I was like kay whatever, then the person walked closer and I'm like "That is him!" and we both couldn't stop laughing, cause Sammie said he looked like a girl. 8D an old lady to be exact. We all just waited for a really long time for Adrian and the others to come.
We waited more for Aaron to take a shower, then we were off ;D
We ended up going to Splitsville just to play pool. It was fun. They played like 438875 times. I swear, it felt like Narcy won every game o.o; but he didn't, he lost multiple times, what a loser. :3
I was really hyper while they played pool. I don't know why. I told Aaron a story about rabbits. and a certain male rabbit. Who ahted a female rabbit. It's funny how Aaron knew who I was talking about. And he said he'd hit him with the pool stick thing for me. 8D
Well, okay. I said that. He just said he'll beat him in pool. x3
That was fun overal. And then we were leaving, and even thoguh there was this horrible awkwardness between me and Narcy. (I don't know why there just was.) I decided to say goodbye to him, just to be nice, and according to Sammie he said bye back. Made me happy. x3
And on the way back, Scott almost got into multiple accidents. xD

I'm tired now. *yawns*
bye.

Maybe I should sleep now...or not.

It is 5:16 am, and again, I can not sleep.
I'm a tiny bit tired, but I can't sleep.
Stupid summer, messing up my sleepy pattern.

just cause I'm super bored, I will write about what I did today.

-woke up at 2ish, by getting yelled at by my dad over the phone.
-biked over to the laundromat, just to have my dad meet me there, even though he told me to go there to fix the machines
-went to McDonald's with Hannah
-stayed at the laundromat for multiple hours.
-watched Degrassi♥
-went to the store and bought ice cream
-chilled
-complained about the hatred of my best friend. :C
-Texted Le Stefan
-ranted about how stupid Stefan is.
-talked to Quinn and Chelsey
-Love Quinn and Chelsey
-drank energy drink at 3 am
-kept texting Stefan
-complained more about Stefan
-Read lines for musical theater
-planned to take a shower but didn't (i will soon)
-still waiting for Stefan to text back o.o;
-wishing someone would come online and talk to me D:

damn..I hate Rhianna. Like, fuck. She's so annoying :/
I hate that thing she does with her lip. fuck.

I actually have no freaking clue, but I THINK I might be hanging out with Stefan tomorrow o.o; errrr today.
I told him I wanted to talk to him, and I'm pretty sure he agreed to such things so, yea. I just don't really know, cause he never gives a straight answer. But whatever.

ohey Katy Perry ♥

i listened to her new album on YouTube, dang it it's good :3
I like her song Firework.
Makes me happy.
And "The One That Got Away"
YAY!

*yawns*

Redgie is fat. Like extremely.

Earlier, when I was texting Stefan, I had to leave my dads cell in the other room, well, just cause LOLL
so I told Sadie to tell me whenever he texted back.
And she did good work.
Cause every time I walked in to see Sadie, there would be an unread text. 8D

I love Chelsey. A lot. She's my wife. And I love her. A lot. I already said that. But I love her. A lot. ♥

AND QUINN'S AWESOME SAUCE
(but he doesn't like talking to me any more)

I really should go take a shower soon.
Hopefully before 6 am.

I hope Stefan texts me back before 7 at least o.o;
cause my dad will flip if he gets a text from Stefan.
He'll be like "Why do I keep getting texts from all these people? It costs so much money, please stop yatta yatta yatta"

I got all mad earlier, all over again, cause it pisses me off that people still can't let things go. I mean, that happened like, two months ago. It's over. I don't care anymore. I got over it, so should everyone else. It isn't even that big a deal, a lot of people lose feelings for someone. So, grow up, and get over it. I don't even get why you're the one who won't let it go, since it has nothing to do with you.


narcyscutewhat


okay i'ma go take shower then collapse in my bed :3

btw i love Lights.
And I'm legit excited for the Hedley concert in October.
I will legit cry if I don't/can't go.
I need to see Lights. :c
And I love Hedley.
And I'm also excited to see These Kids Wear Crowns.
They are actually really good. ♥
BAAAHHH LIGHTS♥



Okaybye.

Narcy's a disease? what? D:
apparently there's a lot of disease or something that start with "narc"
narcoma
narcomancy
narcomania
narcomaniac
narcomaniacal
narcomata
narcomatous

this is entertaining. LOOOOL

why am i doing this?

i must sleep ><
stupid Caroline *hits self*

Loool wow. ;P

So I was really bored, so I went into my sisters room, and started throwing markers at her.
I then jumped on her, and then started drawing on her.
I drew smiley faces and hearts and random stuff like that.
She then grabbed a marker and wrote "Narcy <3" down my arm. D:
So I wrote "Lights" on the bottom of her foot.

Here, I took a picture:
(don't mind my ugliness)



I kind of hate her. xD
I must go wash this off now.

The movie of my life.

So, I realized, if I made a movie of my life, it would be pretty crazy.
And I started thinking of who would play who, so I asked my sister, and this is what we came up with. (but mostly her)
Me- Either myself or someone o.o;
Quinn- Michael Cera.
Hannah- I forget xD
Chelsey- still thinking about it
My dad- Arnold Schwarzenegger
Stefan- Landon Liboiron
Eric- Miranda Cosgrove (O.o; don't ask, Hannah makes no sense xD)
Narcy- Either Enrique Iglasias(♥) or the guy who plays Zane from Degrassi xD or he can be himself ;3

I realized, if Narcy were to be played by Enrique Iglasias, then I wanna be myself. Or even if he was himself, I'd still wanna be myself. LOL

That's all I could really think of.
If anyone can think of who they would want to play them, just comment it, cause this is actually fun to think about. 8D

One rule: Someone has to be played by Munro Chambers, just cause I seriously love him. 8DD


*Edit: SCREW IT, STEFAN'S GONNA BE PLAYED BY JIM POVOLO 8DDDDD

I am so stupid T_T

So, I just realized, I should NEVER stay up until 7 am ever again. Not only did I wake up at 4:30, but I do crazy stuff when I'm hyper/alone.
I really shouldn't of spammed Narcy on msn, cause I think he blocked me...D:
I hate when I'm hyper, but I do and say the craziest things and always regret it, and somehow always get people hating me. It's ridiculous. But I also realized that Narcy is acting so immature. Like, deleting and blocking someone, and completely ignoring them for absolutely no reason? Ugh.
It's not fair. But Hopefully things will work themselves out with time.
Same with Stefan. Like in my last two posts, I said alot of stuff I regret x3 but I was hyper...
And also, on msn, I told Narcy he had a nice face. Which probably ruined it.

Well I have to get ready to go to the laundromat. My father is forcing me to go. But I get to go to the mall aswell so everything is good. :3

Oh god LOOL

So I was really bored around 2 am, so I got Ashley way to call me, after soo much laughter, random moments, some sad moments, and long ass story that was completely irrelevant, we were on the phone until 5:10 am
157:52 to be exact.
I actually almost died, LOL
I was originally gonig to tell Ashley a secret, but it then turned into a really long story about how I met Narcy, then drama stuff, and then Stefan, just it was so horrible how it was all so offtopic and pointless, that I completely broke down, was on the floor crying from laughter, i couldn't breathe and i was about to pee my pants. legit.
All of that to tell her an irrelevent secret. It had to do with the beginning of the story, but then the middle was like KJSERNRCHFDWM;RFJTKRTRKLXEWNGTTRJHYTJ
I then serenated Ashley with multiple Lights songs. ^-^
Sadly Ashley had to leave after because she has an appointment later, I hope she survives and stuffs. ♥

It is now 5:20 and I am not even tired. But I am getting bored. My hyperness is wearing off. I should eat those noodles, they are getting cold.
LIONS MAKE YOU BRAVE
GIANTS GIVE YOU FAITH
DEATH IS A CHARADE
YOU DON'T HAVE TO FEEL SAVE TO FEEL UNAFRAID♥
I'm completely and utterly in love with Valerie Ann Poxleitner. :3 ♥
I must nom some noodles, then finish nomming my chocolate bar, drink some strawberry kiwi arizona, and the frolic off to my bedroom to do naughty things.
I'm just kiddin ;3
But I'm really not planning to sleep anytime soon. Probably stay up til 7 or something. I have nothing important to do tomorrow anyway.

BY THE WAY! I realized the shirt I'm wearing is definitely Lights-like. :3
And I should paint my bike pink so we can actually have the exact same bike.
AND! I want a chameleon! :3
Like..I'm being serious, they are so cute, I wants one.

We are rockets in the sky, we are planets passing by, up up and away, forget me and go your own way. ♫

*noms mr. noodles*
mmmmmmmmmm delicious
vin diesel
hands
cup
stick
candle
toaster
sweater
cupcake
pen...is
towels

well that was enjoyable.

I go eat more noodles *frolics*
okay i can't even eat anymore, they're starting to taste odd D;

So, I love a certain someone. His name is Quinn Fappiano. He is my best friend. And *not* a dick head like he said previously. I love him a whole lot. With all of my heart. And would like to remain the best of friends for a super long time. ♥

*chugs arizona*

For everything under the sun, I owe you one. ♫

chaos all around,explosions and fire, you took me off the ground, and lifted me higher, when trouble knew my name, that was before you, i'll never be the same now that I know you.♫
Those lyrics are probably way off. The volume is pree low.

So I messaged Narcy on msn, asking if he's up, cause I really feel like talking to someone. I believe he's slkeeping LOOOL;LAL;WMKR I LIEK MUSTARD WAIT NO I DON'T EW TUCKER HEY NARCY YAY *collapses* why is that on the floor? hey redige, whats up? i love you. a lot. like natasha, alisha, clara, shayla, chelsey, alisha, wait i said that, quinn, redgie, sadie, hannah, narcy, uhmuhmuhmuhm i also like cupcakes, YVONNE I LOVE YVONNE! AND ELIZABETH OH GOODNESS I MISS ELIZABETH! she's my wife. oh look windex.
what day is it? it's....AUGUST 12!
Hmmmmm, what am i doing the next few days? i don't even know. nothing. i'm doing nothing. alishas pageant is sunday, that's all i have planned. stefan. his birthday is saturday. he has a nice face. llalalalalalalalalalalalalala *flails* straighten up your tie, take the microphone forget about it, don't let it get you down, now is not the time and you are not alone, shut up about it, no one can bring you down now, sing the last thing on your mind, the last word on your breath i'll be the one to keep you, keep you at your best. i'll be okay. ow my neck really hurts.
wow stefan. i don't know why but neck hurting reminds me of stefan.
prolly cause once i killed my neck so i went to the hospital. and stefan works at that hospital. hospitals are cool. not really. i went there to visit my dad and iate macaroni and cheese. my arms hurt really bad from typing so fast.
once in a while i act like a child to feel like a kid again.

Pretend is my favourite song by Lights, the lyrics are so beautiful, and so relateable. i also love Lions! and River, and Cactus in the valley, and romance is...
I just love Lights alot.
And Jeremy the bug is beautiful.

i can;t think of anything else to say.
i love redgie.

and when it's the end, our lives will make sense.

It's not gonna be long, before we;re all gone, with nothing to show for them, stop taking lives come on let's all grow up again.

i should get a beard.

I changed my avatar on gaia. it's Lights inspired. I think it looks pretty good. likelike, it's me, but still lights inspired, i just love lights, and this song, it's lights, lights. lights. lights.

I wish i could discover something that doesn't expire.

well i'ma wrap this up. go have a party in my bedroom.
with redgie.
i love redgie.
right when i get upstairs i'm proibablky gonna crash or something.

and seriously, my arms hurt so bad cause i typed this whole thing out, really fast, and my neck kills and my head is gonna explode and i want to tLK TO NARCY CAUSE I LOVE HIM AND WEHY I AM TALKNIG TO CAPS I DON'T KNOW OMG UMBRIDGE AHAHAHAHAHA SO FUNNY.

ok, scratch all that, maybe i will sleep, i'm getting really sleepy, and it's almost 6 :O
SECOND GO ♥
reminds me of stefan. and his face. i like his face. i already said that.
how many times wil lthe clock go around? how many times can my hand hit the ground?
how can you love me when i am ugly? guess i can only hope.

give me a second go. ♥

okay. done. bye. i love you all. especially quinn. and chelsey. and clara. and natasha. and whoever will read this.
goodbye. i go sleep. or just watch tv untill i fall asleep, cause i can do that.
NIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ♥ or...morning? D;
i wonder if any one stopped reading? probably stopped way before this.
okay.
okay.
okay.
okay.
i go now.
bye.
*collapses and sleeps*



"Do you love him enough to get him back? Or do you love him enough to let him go?" -Ashley Way ♥

I don't understand...

I REALLY don't understand.
I never did anything,
but it seems they really do hate me...

I'm actually about to cry..

So yesterday at 6 pm, I left my hosue without telling anyone, to go sleep over at Sammie's it was fun. We made/ate brownies and watched jimmy neutron, and She's out of My League. So funny.
Today, we got ready, then Chelsey, Quinn, and Jacob came over, and we all walked over to the beach. We met up with Charlie, then Sammie and I ventured off to to Hutches to try to find Eric and Joe.
We had no luck at all, even though we waited forever, so we just bought ice cream.
The things we did at the beach included.
- Ate hot dogs
- Laughed
- Screamed
- Swam in Lake Ontario
- Sat on rocks while we got soaked by water.
Then we just walked around.
I was kind of hoping the whole time that we'd see Eric and Joe. But no luck.
It was fun in total until I got home. Like, I'm going to cry.
My dad and sister are now yelling at me for just about everything.
I just found out Narcy went with Eric and Joe to the beach, and now I wanna die, cause I kinda really wanted to see him.. o.o;
And my sister is making me pay her for using her phone, and she's yelling at me, cause apparently Stefan texted her today... :/
Now Eric is yelling at me for "standing them up"
And I was sand everywhere.

Moments like these make me wish I could go back in time to fix my mistakes..

I'm going to kill myself now.

This is the moment in time where I seriously wish I had a phone...I want to text him... T_T

You've gotta stand for something or you'll fall for anything.

I'm now getting ready to go to Sammie's house.
She so kindly invited me over for a sleep over when I told her I wouldn't be hanging out with Stefan.
I really wish I was.
But oh well...

This weekend is going to be loads of fun.
I'm not exactly sure what Sammie and I are going to do tonight, but it shall be fun. 8D
And then tomorrow is that beach thingy.
I'm not sure who's going, I don't think alot of people are going. But it'll still be fun.
I think as of now it's just me, Sammie, Quinn, Chelsey, Eric I think, and I'm attempting to get Narcy to go. x3

It's been a while since the two of us talked
About a week since the day you walked
Knowing things would never be the same
With your empty heart and mine full of pain
So explain to me, how it came to this. ♫

I'm still pathetic. T_T

fml.

I just went for a two hour walk to the park. At 12 am. It was fun.
I walked around the park at least 12 times, and then layed in the grass and stared up at the stars. I had my sisters phone with me, and was texting Narcy the whole time. I like talking to him. I miss him.
I just about walked into a tree while texting him, and I told him it was his fault, because he distracted me.
I went for this walk to clear my mind.
It didn't really work.
I just realized something.
But it's not that important.
So, maybe I'll keep this secret.

I was sitting on the jungle gym just listening to music. When my sister called, started yelling at me. So at 1:30 I went home.
She just yelled at me saying:
"You have a lot of problems, you know that Caroline. No wonder mom and dad don't support you, you just don't care about anything"

I go to bed now.
Try not to cry myself to sleep again. :/

*deep breaths*

I can't breathe.
Ever have that feeling when you have major butterflies in your stomach, and are just completely nervous and worried. Then you have that lump in your throat and you can't tell if you're going to cry, or be sick. Yea, I have that feeling right now.
I get nervous easily when I talk to people I like or people I think are super cool.
I've been texting Narcy on my sisters phone. And my stomach is just bidwivcrgkrtj-ing
I asked him if we could hang out right now, because he said he was going to Tim Horton's, and I really just don't want to be home, because my parents and I got into a slight argument. Narcy keeps saying how it's super far away, and how I should just stay here. But I really just want to get out of here.
I'm actually just so...ugh. I don't even know. I feel like he hates me. I tried calling him too, and he didn't answer.
It's mostly cause I checked what time the bus would be coming, and it was coming in ten minutes, so I tried calling him just to get an answer faster, but he didn't answer.

And the fact I've been blogging just about Narcy is kind of sad...D:
I'm so pathetic.
He probably thinks I'm so creepy.

50 posts in a month? Wow I'm good o.o;

Cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
and your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinkin maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'll see me waiting for you on the corner of the street
So I'm not moving, I'm not moving♫

I'm getting ready. Oh. So. Slowly.
Because I have two hours to kill.
To head to Quinn's house.
(Looool)

I had this crazy dream last night, and I can't even remember what it was about. It was about Musical Theatre, I know that for sure. Clara, Elizabeth, Quinn, and Stefan were in it. o.o;
I wish I could remember it.

All my life I’ve tried
To make everybody happy while I
Just hurt and hide waitin for someone to tell me
It’s my turn to decide♫


So Narcy hates anonymous me. :c
Well, he definitely doesn't love anonymous me, because he didn't answer me after I asked if he loved me. :C
I'm still waiting for "him" to message me back...I don't get it. What did I do wrong? T_T
...Everything, that's what. D:
Ugh, I was really looking forward to spending my Saturday with him...
Oh well...I'm now sleeping over at Sammie's house.
That should be fun...
I'm still dying on the inside though, knowing he didn't want to hang out in the first place.

I have to go finish getting ready.
:C

Lolololol this is funny.

Just because I have absolutely nothing better to do with my life, so I do stupid crap like this, I've been texting Narcy anonymously on my dads phone. Just cause I have no life.
He prolly knows it's me, but it's still hilarious.
This is the conversation;

me: I see you.
Narcy: K
Me: You suck
Narcy: Word
Me: Fo sho homie
Narcy: Right
Me: Yo, let's date
Narcy: I'm good
Me: ouch. okay, I see how it is Me: Will you have my children?
Narcy: No
Me: Why not?
Narcy: Cause

I'm still waiting for a reply..x3
I know this isn't even that funny, but I'm dying here.

This is just to fill time, and to refrain myself from getting even more upset because someone else won't text me back.

Me: You don't love me anymore do you?
Narcy: I don't know you o.o
Me: You do actually, we're secretly best friends.

If he ever sees this, I'm terribly sorry Narcy, I love you LOL 8D

Dear Quinn;

"I want to have your children, let us get married, be with me forever, ps you have a nice face"
"don't say it"
"too late i said it "
"what would you do if he asked you out?"
"say yes"
"i thought you didn't like him?"
"i don't"
*bursts into a giant fit of laughter while i attempt to tell him a hypathetical story of why i would say yes*


"what is the cutest thing in the world? Quinn Fappiano, Quinn Fappiano. what is the cutest thing in the world, not Stefan Petkov or Narcy Sada. Quinn Fappiano cause he's hotta." ♫


I love late night phone conversations with Quinn. <3

looooooooooooooooooool so i was playing de blob, and was trying to beat the robot thing. and something horrible happened which would be impossible to explain, but i kept screaming "NO NO NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO NONONONONO NOOOO NOOO NO NO NO"
then my sisster came and and was like "what the hell caroline?!?!?!" i couldn't stop laughing. xDDDD


I love Quinn.


Dear him, i wish you would text me back. kay thanks.

I am bored.

YAY!

So I am very bored right now,
and extremely hungry.

I will share some news with y'all;
I now have 35 followers on twitter.
I feel proud.

On Team Lights, I am number four on her "intergalactic superheroes"
And I feel even more proud.
My impact is at 1168.
Which is pretty high. ^-^
once more missions are added, it'll be higher. ;DD
I also recruited Sammie onto Team Lights! 8D

So I'm waiting patiently for the weekend; when I actually have plans.
Like, I'm so bored T_T I have nothing to do.
Since, you know, Narcy is being mean, and won't answer me back about hanging out D:

I think I may make some waffles.

100? I think so.

So what if I came clean
And told you all you mean to me
So what if I meant every word I said
Baby don't let it go to your head
So what if I write your name
Cause you're always on my brain
In a heart, I paint it crimson red
Baby don't let it go to your head.

I'm pretty sure this is my 100 post ^-^
I feel like I accomplished something amazing in my life.
Mostly cause I have like almost 40 posts this month.
Now that's an accomplishment.

I have like nothing to do today, I was gonna hang with Quinn, but I guess not :/
Now I have to clean the kitchen, and I'm just listening to music.
I just downloaded over 5o songs. Woot.

Anyone wanna do stuff the next few days? D:
I have no plans, whatsoever. *dies*
I asked Narcy if he wanted to hangout on Wednesday, but I don't even know if that's happening.

I have a problem. I worry way too much.
I keep thinking Narcy hates me, but he says otherwise.
I just worry too much, especially when people don't talk to me, I think they hate me.
And I over-analyze everything. It's kind of horrible, really.
But it's not my fault, if people don't explain things to me, I'm left thinking whatever I want. Like if someone doesn't talk to me and they don't tell me why they're acting the way they do, I'm left thinking they hate me. That's just the way my brain works.
That happens with half the people I know, so I somehow think everyone I know hates me. It's a great way to live. :/

I'm really excited for the weekend, but also worried about one thing. What if he forgets? T_T
Ugh, I need to stop thinking of all the bad things that could go wrong this weekend, because, really, it's making me sick to my stomach. Thinking about him not showing up just makes me want to cry/be sick.
I really hope nothing goes wrong though, because this is the only thing I'm really looking forward to.

Ohgod, I am so hungry, I haven't really eaten much lately, because, honestly, there is no food in my house, and I'm being serious. We never have food. Ever. T_T

Ohey sir, have some lyrics that be dedicated to joo;
What keeps the pressure building?
What takes your breath away?
What do I have to do to make you want to fall in love with me?
Fall in love with me
I want you to notice, what you've been missing
I want you to feel that, feel that deeper side of you. ♥

Wow, so I just realized I won't be able to go to Ottawa now...:/
fuccckkkk.
For various reasons^
That makes me wanna cry.


You definitely have my heart at the moment...♥

:/

all the things I swore I saw in you
I never saw them coming true
maybe I just need to see your face
here we go again, again
I always seem to let you in
and it's my fault 'cuz I'm the kind of girl who stays. (8)

I hate the laundromat.

Today was a weird day, spent it with Sammie, then Eric came over, we went for a bike ride.
My mom is now extremely angry with me.
We visited Natasha.
Then ended up staying at the laundromat.
I'm still here btw, I'm about to leave. :/
I'm kind of in a bleh ish kinda mood...
I'm attempting to make plans with Narcy to hang out..it's not working.

kay bye.
holy shit there's a scary bug thing in here. *dies*

Ohgosh Sammie...

So Sammie is over at the moment, and she's drinking a Monster.
She's going crazy o.o;
She's now sitting on the floor on the fetal position.
I'm kind of scared. xD
This is what we've done today
- Went for a super long bike ride
- Hacked Kevin's msn. xD
- Talked to many guys on Kevin's msn saying "hey sexy"
We're now talking to Paul, and Eric.
She started talking to Narcy saying this(on my msn btw):
каикоωѕкı. says:
hey there goodlookin'
why is your name nancy? D:

She somehow got Eric to come over. xD
I'm actually dying, she's so hilarious.
teaching Sadie how to hug. xD
She gave Wedgie a Mohawk.
She just broke up with my dog. T_T
"Did you just belch?"

So this is the plan, when Eric comes here, she's gonna open the door and say "Hey sexy ;)"

We're off to the store soon to buy more Monsters. 8DD

"I know for a fact you can buy two Monsters for five dollars" -me
*flails* -Sammie.

Looool so we got bored, and somehow ended up on Stefan's YouTube channel o.o;
It was actually pretty hilarious, his videos are too funny. x3
We were watching his one video where he's just staring at the camera for like two minutes. We almost died. Then my dad called right in the middle of it. I couldn't stop laughing. x33
Here, watch his videos yourself. xDD
omg, he'll hate me for this.

http://www.youtube.com/user/usedthrones#p/u

"What else should we write about?"
"Potatoes"
YAY!