Waffles. 8D

So I's in English at the moment.
And so far, this is becoming a really great day.
Clara gave me Rent :O
And I got to see every one this morning,
I'm happy I got to see Elizabeth <3
I just can't wait until the end of the day, there's only an hour of school left. (Y)
Then I's going to meet Eric downtown and we's gonna have a great fun times. 8D
I feel bad for making him wait at my house while I go get my hair done. But whatever. He'd be less bored at my house any way.. xD
I can't wait to see him.. :$ ^^;
And zen tomorrow's going to be uber fun aswell!
Bahahahaha I love my life. ;DDD
I's soo tired though. erjrejthckeriwfricfjir
So Eric was "at lunch today" Baha
I don't know how it happened, but invisible Eric was sitting with us at lunch,
Sammie, Nick and I must have seemed crazy talking to an invisible person. ;D
Then Nick sat on him! Douche. :O
Baahhh I dunn feel well. D;
And I don't want to go to history. But I must. *sigh*
Six minutes of class left.
hmmmm, what else to write?
Bahahahahahahaha my teacher just came by and laughed at my title. x3
we had a conversation about my bloggyness
And I thoguht she hated me. :O
Haha hopefully she deosn't walk by again and read that. O.o
Cheesecheesecheesecheese
She just walked by..xDD
Okay,
I end this now,.

Tootaloooo <3

Lalalalala.

I'm obviously not the first one to notice this, but it seems like love is definitely in the air and everyone is now getting together. I mean there are like..*counts* 1...2...3..4...5..new couples o.o
I's so happy for everyone though, it seems everyone is now happy, and it just makes me happy. 8D
Well, one of those five couples aren't exactly "facebook official" yet but whatever.. o.o; *runs away* It's still happening.
I'm actually getting tired of people saying "Caroline, make it facebook official! everybody knows!" Like really? Everybody knows? Even people I didn't expect to know, or even care, like Narcy for that matter. o.o; this is just ridiculous.

I'm home "sick" at the moment. Well actually, I really don't feel well, but I felt fine in the morning when my dad said I could stay home. My sisters making me food. French toast! Redgie and Tucker are being weird. But it's okay, they're both cutee ♥

Te echo de menos.♥
(I miss you.♥)

Meow.

All I have to say is...

You make me happier than I've ever been.
You make me smile more than anything.
And you make my heart all happy. :3

And I don't think I've ever said "I love my life" more in my life.. x3
^__^♥

But, I don't think I can wait four more days.. D;

FML

I tried to think of things that coiuld possibly make things worse, things that could make me upset all over again, but I couldn't think of anything. Until now. My sister is a bitch. Like fuck >.<
I have never met anyone so effing mean, who gets mad at someone for the littlest things, and it not even being their fault! And of course I just have to be that person who she yells at when someone else makes her mad. Since I'm younger than her it's like a law that I have to be her punching bag.
She not only was yelling at me, to the point where my dad got so annoyed he had to leave, now I have absolutely no way to school, and I'm not walking. >.<
She constantly does this, gets extremely mad at Me for anything at all, hits and throws things at me, constantly telling me about all the past mistakes I've made. And when I say that, I mean mistakes from like 6 six years ago.
She tells me I'm stupid, worthless, no one loves me, and that everyone would be happier if I just killed myself. So I've come to believe she's right.

^ Written at around 9 am, and i've only been able to post it right now, 2 am the next day x3
She seriously makes me soo angry. Ughh.

Bt anyway, the morning of that day was just terrible..but the evening part, well right after school until right now was amazing. :3
*flails*
I shall write a legit blog later.
*waves goodbye*

Redgie's a douche.

He really is. But we should all already know this.

So technically, it's friday. (:
I mean it is, but it doesn't feel like it.
I have been waiting all week for this day to come. 8D
And now I just have to wait for the evening part of the day to come.
Anime Night is going to be amazing!
But I mean, what other amazing stuff could happen to me to make my life even better?
I don't know. Maybe recieving a llama, or recieving the supposed piece of pie from Eric, that he owes me. 8DD
I owe him 43 hugs. That's a lot of freaking hugs. I don't think I can fit all 43 of those hugs into seven hours. But I will still try. :3

Eric is a creepy person. He's watching me at the moment. I don't think he can get any creepier than that. But I bet you he will find a way. ;3
Bahahaha.

So at around 7 o'clock, I decided to ask Clara to go to walmart with me to buy shoes for my kilt. It sucks how they must be black, or else I would've bought those zebra print flats we seen. o.o
We couldn't find shoes. So we went to Sears to look, but we just looked at dresses for semi. I seen that green dress I wanted so bad. It's gorgeous. And Clara orgasmed over every dress she saw. She has issues. But that's okay, I still love her. :3
We were looking through the rack of dresses, when we seen this one dress, pushed behind all the others. It was soo pretteh. I bought it. :3
It needs to be fixed though. it makes me look pregnant, no lie.

Okay, since Eric is a douche-face. I now owe him 44 hugs. >.<
I should stop listening to Justin Bieber then.
I'll just not even give him one hug. I'll just run away from him all night tomorrow.
How you feel about that, Eric?! Hmm? Hmmmm?
I's just kiddinngggg. 8D♥

I have nothing else to say....except for Eric is cool.
Kaythxbye.
:3

Ps, <3~

Life is perfect.

It really is.
I just can't get over the fact that my life, as of right now, is AMAZING!
For multiple reasons.
Which I'm not getting into. ;D
I just really hope nothing bad happens. Or I'll die. D;
I've been waiting for my life to be this good forever. If it becomes stupid again, I'll be extremely depressed. Because I like this feeling. ^____^

Ps, ♥
:3

Spoon.

I actually don't have much to write about, but I just decided to blog anyway. Maybe just to give Eric more to read. ;P He's being all creepy and reading all my blog posts. Gosh, copy cat.

Nothing interesting has happened lately, other than the fact I've been in such a great mood. :3

..This may be the shortest blog post I've ever written.. o.o
But, I don't even have anything to say...my life is boring. :c

My parents are freaking out that I'm going to Semi..It's not that big of a deal, right? I don't like getting all dressed up though so.. :x

Okay I'm done now.. xDD
Buhbye blogg♥

How the world is round...

So, I was going to talk about the theory of how the world was created, physics, llama's, the theory of evolution, and religions, because Eric told me too..

But, I thought this would be much more interesting. The reason the world is round.. o.o
This is how it went:

eric says:
It's also your fault that the world is round. o-o
каяоlıиэкаикоωѕкı. xox says:
Woah...o.o
eric says:
Yeah, I know. My mind was blown when I found out too.
каяоlıиэкаикоωѕкı. xox says:
When/how did you find this out?
eric says:
Well, I found out from the dalai LLAMA. Geddit cause you like llamas? But yeah.
SO LIKE
We were chilling out on this mountain one day
Just being all philosophical-like
And then he was like
"Ericatang, I have a truth of the world I must endow unto you"
And I was like, "Waaaaaattttt durrrr?"
And Dalai llama was all "Bro, the world is round."
And I was like "BRO, you SUCK. I already knew that". He then proceeded to smack me with a cane and tell me to shut up and let him finish
And I was like. "You are such an as-" And he was all "WHAT?" And I was all.."Astounding person? ;D"
And then he said, KAI SHUTUP. and told me that
Llamas have this god they worship !
And they are taught from the moment they are born that they must equally distribute themselves around the world so that the "whole planet is in worship" And they've been doing this shit for GENERATIOONNSS like millions of fucking yeaaarrrrsssssss! And slowly the world became round. Originally it was a cube, you see. NO LIE.
But this is all your fault BECAUSE
In your display picture, you are wearing star glasses and happy face rings. And llamas believed that there were these two stars that represented their god. And that she was happy, and had multiple faces.
AND THEREFORE, clearly, you are to blame for the world being round.


And that is apparently how. Because of course, everything is my fault now.
But to sum all that up, it doesn't make sense and Eric is on crack. like my father would say. ^___^
LOOOL ♥

Ugh..

It feels like everything is trying to keep me from feeling how I want to.

Like, there are so many things keeping this from happening.

And it just doesn't seem fair.

This really isn't fair..

I don't know what to do anymore.

*sigh*

Roar...

Friday was probably the most depressing day at school. Ever.
In the morning, we found out one of our fellow students passed away.. R.I.P Alex Keating. It amazed me how one person affected everyone so much, a whole school for that matter. I wish I knew Alex personally, because everyone who spoke at the prayer service said that he was an amazing person, a great friend. Alex would have done such great things in his life. You will always be remembered, Alex.♥

We got out of school early, so we headed up to Nicoles house, the bus ride was too long. We met up with Eric, Nicole, Scott, Quinn, and Aaron at the YMCA.
We actually watched anime this week, which is good. We played video games, I won half the mini games. ;D
We went to the park sometime in the day, I can't remember if it was before or after the video games..but whatever. The park was super fun, it involved: stalking people, chasing Eric, falling off of a toy car, injuring my hand, and much more. o.o
I got all upset while at the park. My thoughts are taking over, and I don't know what to do. There might be something there, but maybe it would just be too weird? I don't know, this is too confusing and I just have no idea what's gonig on anymore.. :C maybe I'm just being stupid. I can't like him, I shouldn't, right? Indeed, I'm just being stupid...

Anyway, when we got back to Nicole's house, we just chilled out. We left at around 10:30, I forced Eric to leave with us x3
The walk to the bus stop with Clara, Shayla, Eric, and Dom, was kind of really fun. Dom left us half way. Then it kind of split up to Clara and Shayla talking way ahead and Eric and I talking about how Eric forgot all his stuff at Nicoles.. x3
I couldn't stop laughing.. x3
Well, Eric had to walk back to Nicole's or somewhere to meet Quinn with his stuff, and Clara and Shayla and I just waited for the bus. When we got on the second bus downtown, I met someone, who's name was Johnny. It was probably the creepiest thing ever. Because I hate talking to people at midnight downtown. I just get all scared.
And met this other guy who had a fetish for white shoes? and had horrible dance moves. Like really. Learn to dance!

When we got to my house, we stayed up for a bit talking to Eric and stalking his fb profile..I'm not sure why, but we did.. xD
They were tired so they went to bed at around 1 am, I stayed up until 2 talking to Eric. He's a nice person. <3

This morning I realized that tomorrow is my birthday. it's sad that I'm going to be doing nothing all day. I should be doing something. But alas, I'm not, since my party was last week, It saddens me so. Makes it seem like my birthday is no longer important, and that no one will remember.. :/

I hate peoples assumptions about me, and my life, and the people I like. It seems like many assumptions are being made lately, well, two in particular. It's just..annoying.

And I would get into the theory of how the world was created, physics, llama's, the theory of evolution, and religions, because I just told Eric I would. But, I'm too lazy to do that right now...xD

I really need to find something to do tomorrow, it's my birthday, I should have fun, right? If I don't find something to do, I'll just get overly depressed. It's my birthday gosh dangit.

And again, I forgot the word I wanted to use for above sentence..I freaking hate that. D; that has happened four times while writing this. Gaahh.

Kay I'm done now.. Haha
That be all that's on my mind right now..
Until next time.. <3

I can't blow bubbles.

It's official. I can't. Even ask le Ericatang. D;

Anyway, I'm in Religion right now, in the library, working on my ISU.
Goodness gracious, i don't want to do this.
But I will.
Just not no, there's only ten minutes left anyway.
Ohohoh seven minutes actually. ;3
I'm excited for tomorrow. Which would be friday. Anime night shall be the bomb. Going with Clara and Shayla and meeing up with Eric and..Scott? I dunno, I'm getting told all these things and my mind is all confused.

I'm still sick. I hate being sick. The sickness should just leave already..

I stayed up until 3 am talking to Eric on le msn, and acting like a retard on webcam. Why until 3 am?! o.o
That's just absurd. But alas, webcam at three o'clock in the morning is fun.
And I can not, for the life of me, blow bubbles. It's completely official. I don't know why. I spent about an hour of my life trying, but failing. D;

Class is about to end in three minutes..

I made a new friend. His name is Betty. ^.^

Until next time wonderful blog of mine. ♥

Weekend reflection.

Thursday was Literacy test. Pretty sure I did well. I hope.
Friday, school day was good. After school, Clara and I went to her house for a bit so she could change. On our way to the bus stop, we saw Paul. He threw a kinder egg toy at me, or as he likes to call it, the fetus of the egg. x3
We were on the bus on the way to my house, when Scott calls and asks where I live, then Eric's mom took the phone and needed directions, I think she got mad because I had no idea what the streets were... o.o;
We saw them parked while Clara and I were walking towards my house, the conversation we had went as follows:
Me: I think they spotted us!
Clara: Just don't look at them!
Me: But they see us!
Clara: Don't wave. I SAID DON'T WAVE! Why did you just wave?
(:
And Aaron, Scott, Stephanie, and Eric all piled out of the car.
Quinn and Dom showed up later.
We never did end up watching any anime. Which is odd, since it was supposed to be anime night. We ended up just sitting around, talking, going to the park, and playing hide and go seek in the dark. But most of the time, I was just sitting with Eric or Clara talking about stuff, it was quite enjoyable. I love my friends. They are the best.
I got really sick friday so the whole time I was complaining how I was gonig to die of sickness.
The whole night was just filled with jokes and funny times and moments I just loved. ^.^
Saturday, I went to the mall to get stuff for my party. That was pretty much it.
On sunday, I woke up too late, took a quick shower then Clara came right after. Good thing I was clothed though. She made my bed for me. :3
Everyone slowly started coming over and I kept getting happier and happier.
But when Narcy got there I think I almost passed out from hyperventilating too much... O.o
Most people already know everything that happened since most of you were there. And there's too much to even write about, so I'll just say, that I'm extremely happy that you all came because it was really the best time I have ever had. Like, Evarr.
I have nothing else to say about that other than I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH! You made me so happy. I'm so glad everyone was there and rkjcrckrexkfrxntrhvylekr I's just all happy now.
Thanks to Eric I've been using this magic eight ball to answer all the questions I have.

Something happened today, that one, I don't want to talk about, and that I realized I just need to spend time with my friends. I need to get over all of this. I need to get over him. Or I'll go insane. For reals this time. So I'm hoping that anime night will be that day I can see all my friends again and just chill out.

I have nothing else to blog about right now.
So I'll see you later blog!~ <3

I knew it from the start, you'd be the one to break my heart...

The past few days have been plain horrible.
Everyone has been depressed. And when I say everyone, I mean everyone.
Friday was amazing, for the most part. Part of it was depressing, filled with the telling of depressing stories and such. Played Brawl and other games with Eric, Dom, Nicole, and Joey. Nicole and I ran away to the park later in the night. Then over an hour of wandering around finding a bus with Eric and Dom.
I love these people. Seriously. Much love!
But it was torture when they left me -.-
the busses stopped early, because it was Good Friday. So, I was downtown, and had no way to get home, I walked for like ten minutes, wasn't really getting anywhere, so my mom called me a cab.
I hate downtown it's a scary place. Especially at 12 in the morning.
Scary men screaming out "Hey baby, you look fiiine" out of car windows.
And strangers talking to me.

Have you noticed that there isn't such thing as being friendly anymore?
Even if you try to be friendly, you still come across as creepy.
Everytime. -.-

Everything has been gonig wrong lately. Everything. Everying that you could possibly think of.
And it seems everyone is breaking up. I know three couples as of now who have broken up in the past..month or so.

I hate seeing my friends hurt, or upset. But it's hard to try to help them when they want to do what they want. Especially if what they want is tearing their world apart.
I don't get it. I really don't. Why would someone give up everything they have, like friends, school, a relationship, family, and everything else for alcohol, drugs and other bad stuff. It does not make sense to me. At all. I wish people like that would get that drugs/alcohol ruin your life. They detatch you from your friends/family and it leaves you with nothing.
Okay, i'm going to get off that topic, and hope the person this is directed to, finally gets it. -.-

So today is easter, and for le chocolat, I gots a chocolate giraffe o.o <3

Birthday countdown: fourteen days ^_^
Party countdown: seven days. ^_^

I hopes everyone can make it. It'll make me super happeh if my blogger friends come. (;