NEVER AGAIN!
So I went to Hayley Zurbriggs party last night...
Yeah...fml.
It was fun at first,
I sat around with Ashley and Joey, laughing, falling over, drinking, falling over more, and found out I secretly go to Hogwarts and know Dumbledore.
I kept stealing Hayley's laptop to go on facebook, and I swear, I don't remember posting half the things I posted, like my one status: "i go to hogwarts now, and joeys my best friend. :)"
Then I kept messaging Aria saying bad things, like "do me now" which i actually don't remember. D:
Then once I lost Joey and Ashley, I kinda did bad things D:
Pretty sure Joey was appalled . Fuck, I'm such a bad person.
Everyone was appalled actually. I can't believe I did that x3
I was standing in the kitchen, basically falling over, then this guy, whom I've never met before, comes in, and we start talking, then we sat on the ground, then I basically almost fell asleep on him. Then he brought me to the couch, and...yeah. fml.
NEVER AGAIN! D:
After that I kinda just curled up into a ball on the floor with Joey, cause I felt so horrible, and I kept asking if he hated me, and if he thought I was a horrible person.
Then like, everyone started comforting me, like Joey, Jaime, Dylan, Tasha, and some other guy. Then I layed on the couch, and that guy came over, then Joey was like "Caroline, don't" so I just rolled over. Then I needed fresh air, so I went out on the balcony with Joel and realized he is me in boy version x3
I basically told him my life story, and he told me his. He's such a nice guy. I don't get why everyone thinks otherwise D:
That's kinda all I can remember o.o;
But I know there was so much more, cause I was there from 8 last night to noon today x3 and I think I fell asleep at 6
Anyway, that was my night at Hayley's party. Seriously, never again. Unless with a sober friend there to protect me. D:
Sunday, October 31, 2010
Saturday, October 30, 2010
Friday, October 29, 2010
Sad face :c
So I was messaging Aria, and I was in a good mood,
then my sister came downstairs,
and knowing some stuff I found out earlier, I just started sobbing,
and I couldn't stop.
It was horrible, I couldn't stop crying at all.
I really just needed to talk to someone, so I called Aria,
and I felt bad because I woke him up, but he said it was alright, because I needed to talk.
We talked for fifteen minutes, like every other conversation.
Yet it seems so much longer, because we talk about so much in such short amount of time.
At first, I just vented to him about what was going on, and he understood completely. Then I just didn't want to think about it anymore, so I asked how his day was.
And whenever I say that to him, he tells a freaking story about his day, with every little detail. ;P
It's fine though x3 then I apologized again for waking him up, and he was saying how he was watching Pirates of the Caribbean 3, for the third night in a row, and he just ended up falling asleep and never gets to see the ending, cause he always ends up falling asleep in the middle of it if he's alone, and I was like "Awh how cute" and he was like "No! Not cute!" He's cute x3
We then started arguing about one thing he asked me to do, and I just told him to be patient, and he said he can't be patient, I then said he must be, and he's like "well how patient are you?" and continued to say that I can't call him until I do whatever he wanted [but if I randomly called he wouldn't just ignore my calls, so maybe I should just call him x3] then I said I was glad he wouldn't just ignore my calls, cause then I would think he hates me, and he said "I don't hate, even though you insist on thinking so, even though I can be a jerk sometimes"
ANYWAY! he said if he has to be patient, then so do I, and have to wait until he comes to hamilton for I don't even remember what x3
And my arguement was pretty good if I do say so myself, I said "but I've been waiting this whole time to see you, that's just not fair" it still didn't work though x3
He said he's definitely coming here on the next long weekend. :3
So stoked. ♥
Also that if his mom won't let him he's gonna spazz x3
Anyway, we continued talking, and I told him if he's not patient I'll get Redgie to eat him, and he's like "Well I'll just eat him" I then said "But Redgie's mean and fat" then he said he was gonna get his friend Tom to eat Redgie, cause he's chinese and he eats cats. D:
He then said "Well, I think I'm going to sleep" and I just sighed and said "fine, leave me" x3 he then said "I've been working all day, I'm so tired" and I said that was understandable, he then said he'll message me tomorrow, and then in my head I said "wserjkhtjekjty,btr.lgt have my babies?" LOL I'm just kidding. x3
But yeah, I'm really glad he let me talk to him, even though I woke him up, he's the best, and I adore him. :3
I go die[sleep] now
Oh, and if Clara, Sammie, and Natasha read this, message me, cause I would very much like to talk to you about something. :3
Especially you Natasha x3333
I sleep now and fantasize and stuff.
Anyway bye. x3
then my sister came downstairs,
and knowing some stuff I found out earlier, I just started sobbing,
and I couldn't stop.
It was horrible, I couldn't stop crying at all.
I really just needed to talk to someone, so I called Aria,
and I felt bad because I woke him up, but he said it was alright, because I needed to talk.
We talked for fifteen minutes, like every other conversation.
Yet it seems so much longer, because we talk about so much in such short amount of time.
At first, I just vented to him about what was going on, and he understood completely. Then I just didn't want to think about it anymore, so I asked how his day was.
And whenever I say that to him, he tells a freaking story about his day, with every little detail. ;P
It's fine though x3 then I apologized again for waking him up, and he was saying how he was watching Pirates of the Caribbean 3, for the third night in a row, and he just ended up falling asleep and never gets to see the ending, cause he always ends up falling asleep in the middle of it if he's alone, and I was like "Awh how cute" and he was like "No! Not cute!" He's cute x3
We then started arguing about one thing he asked me to do, and I just told him to be patient, and he said he can't be patient, I then said he must be, and he's like "well how patient are you?" and continued to say that I can't call him until I do whatever he wanted [but if I randomly called he wouldn't just ignore my calls, so maybe I should just call him x3] then I said I was glad he wouldn't just ignore my calls, cause then I would think he hates me, and he said "I don't hate, even though you insist on thinking so, even though I can be a jerk sometimes"
ANYWAY! he said if he has to be patient, then so do I, and have to wait until he comes to hamilton for I don't even remember what x3
And my arguement was pretty good if I do say so myself, I said "but I've been waiting this whole time to see you, that's just not fair" it still didn't work though x3
He said he's definitely coming here on the next long weekend. :3
So stoked. ♥
Also that if his mom won't let him he's gonna spazz x3
Anyway, we continued talking, and I told him if he's not patient I'll get Redgie to eat him, and he's like "Well I'll just eat him" I then said "But Redgie's mean and fat" then he said he was gonna get his friend Tom to eat Redgie, cause he's chinese and he eats cats. D:
He then said "Well, I think I'm going to sleep" and I just sighed and said "fine, leave me" x3 he then said "I've been working all day, I'm so tired" and I said that was understandable, he then said he'll message me tomorrow, and then in my head I said "wserjkhtjekjty,btr.lgt have my babies?" LOL I'm just kidding. x3
But yeah, I'm really glad he let me talk to him, even though I woke him up, he's the best, and I adore him. :3
I go die[sleep] now
Oh, and if Clara, Sammie, and Natasha read this, message me, cause I would very much like to talk to you about something. :3
Especially you Natasha x3333
I sleep now and fantasize and stuff.
Anyway bye. x3
Roaroarmeow.
Oh hello there.
I didn't go to school today.
Because, well....because I just didn't want to.
I'm all depressed and stuff, and I wasn't in the mood to live, so I just didn't go.
...I need to make a doctors appointment, Caroline just realized.
Lololol Aria just signed online. ^-^
Kay anyway.
Basically, all day, I've been on shanalogic.com
it's this cute little website with cute plushies, shirts, necklaces, and so many other things.
I'm inlove with it.
And I found all these things that I want,
Like a camera necklace, it's only twelve dollars, so hopefully my dad will let me get it. 8D
A gold key necklace that is actually gorgeous x3
I also found this shirt that I want to get Aria x3
Because he's nice, and when I saw it I immediately thought of him.
Since he loves wolves and all. This be it. x3
I am now going to go cry.
Have a nice day.
I didn't go to school today.
Because, well....because I just didn't want to.
I'm all depressed and stuff, and I wasn't in the mood to live, so I just didn't go.
...I need to make a doctors appointment, Caroline just realized.
Lololol Aria just signed online. ^-^
Kay anyway.
Basically, all day, I've been on shanalogic.com
it's this cute little website with cute plushies, shirts, necklaces, and so many other things.
I'm inlove with it.
And I found all these things that I want,
Like a camera necklace, it's only twelve dollars, so hopefully my dad will let me get it. 8D
A gold key necklace that is actually gorgeous x3
I also found this shirt that I want to get Aria x3
Because he's nice, and when I saw it I immediately thought of him.
Since he loves wolves and all. This be it. x3
I am now going to go cry.
Have a nice day.
Thursday, October 28, 2010
lololol
So I'm writing up Bio's for musical theatre in the library.
So fun...x3
"Hey Stephen! Can you help me read this? I can't read Kyle's writing"
"*reads* he was previously in the lead in the musical uhhh.... Kyle has...potatoes? *looks closer* Kyle reads potatoes"
Oh goodness x3
kyle's writing scares me...now back to writing these...
So :/ earlier, when I walked out of the library at the bell, I was walking back to the auditorium, and of course I see James there, right when I walk through the door, he does this jumpy spinny thing and almost kicked me in the head. That fucker. Then I saw Jacob and Lydia chillin so we talked, then I ran to go find Clara, decided to walk to her locker. On the way, I saw James at his locker (why are their lockers so close to eachother?) And he was looking at me while I walked by, but I didn't even bother saying hi. I'm angry at him, remember that. Then I saw Andrew at his locker, and we had a lovely conversation:
"What's up?"
"Lights, have you ever noticed the Lights are at the side and not in the middle of the hallway?"
"I thought you meant Lights is up, like the singer"
"That's a singer?"
"*hits* she's my wife!"
"Ohh, that's a girl?"
LOL
I love him, he's so funny. x33
And I swear James kept looking over while I was laughing histarically.
I think I only have like three more to write. ;D
I just have to write Stephen gris' now. x3
I can't erad his writing either -.-
Okay, I'm done now, and must head back to the auditorium, alright, talk to y'all later. x3
So fun...x3
"Hey Stephen! Can you help me read this? I can't read Kyle's writing"
"*reads* he was previously in the lead in the musical uhhh.... Kyle has...potatoes? *looks closer* Kyle reads potatoes"
Oh goodness x3
kyle's writing scares me...now back to writing these...
So :/ earlier, when I walked out of the library at the bell, I was walking back to the auditorium, and of course I see James there, right when I walk through the door, he does this jumpy spinny thing and almost kicked me in the head. That fucker. Then I saw Jacob and Lydia chillin so we talked, then I ran to go find Clara, decided to walk to her locker. On the way, I saw James at his locker (why are their lockers so close to eachother?) And he was looking at me while I walked by, but I didn't even bother saying hi. I'm angry at him, remember that. Then I saw Andrew at his locker, and we had a lovely conversation:
"What's up?"
"Lights, have you ever noticed the Lights are at the side and not in the middle of the hallway?"
"I thought you meant Lights is up, like the singer"
"That's a singer?"
"*hits* she's my wife!"
"Ohh, that's a girl?"
LOL
I love him, he's so funny. x33
And I swear James kept looking over while I was laughing histarically.
I think I only have like three more to write. ;D
I just have to write Stephen gris' now. x3
I can't erad his writing either -.-
Okay, I'm done now, and must head back to the auditorium, alright, talk to y'all later. x3
Wednesday, October 27, 2010
rtkjcrtkthy
So Aria's really cute, mhm.
He made me feel much better. :3
When he called, he asked what I was up to, and I said "taking leaves out of my hair"
And he's like "why are their leaves in your hair" and I said "because I was Poison Ivy for halloween dance" and he's like "She's such a babe" and I agreed, then he said "Suits you very well" x3
LOL I was trying to take my dress off, but the belt thingy was stuck, so I'm like "Damn, I can't get this dress off"
and he's like "Come here and I'll help you" and I was like "Okay! x3" and he's like "And you can help me take off my clothes" dlrjkcgtjh x3
I'm now just going to write down everything we said in conversation form:
"Ughh, there are so many bobby pins in my hair" -Me
"Ohhh me too!"- Aria
"*laughter*" -Me
"Okay I got the dress off, now I'm shirtless. Dammit where'd my shirt go? D:" -Me
"Oh, if only you were here" -Aria
"You're so cute"- Aria
"Noooooooooo" -Me
"Well I think so"- Aria
"* uncontrollable giggling*" -Me
"My hair is soo poofy right now" -Me
"It's amazing"- Aria
"How do you know?!" -Me
"I just want to rape your hair" -Aria
"Loool what?" -Me
"I want to have sexual relations with your poofy hair" -Aria
"Is that even possible?" -Me
"Yes, in some countries, according to me, right now" -Aria
We then had a huge conversation about James, and that I should just ask him out, but I said "it's really not that simple. I can't do that, trust me" and he's like "And who has been in more relationships? You or me?" I'm just like "shut up x3" I then explained to him what happened between James and I, then Aria told me that he probably just finds it awkward to talk to me now, which is why he may ignore me, he then continued to tell me a story about some girl named Charlotte, and how she likes him, but he finds it too awkward to talk to her, yadda yadda yadda.
Why must Aria be so cute, yet so far away? D:
He then said, basically at the end of the conversation "you do still owe me a strip show, you know?" xD
I know he's kidding about all that stuff, he really is x3
He really stinks though. Ugh. x3
I'm just waiting for him to message me back...oh look he did....xD
...fml all over again. :/
He made me feel much better. :3
When he called, he asked what I was up to, and I said "taking leaves out of my hair"
And he's like "why are their leaves in your hair" and I said "because I was Poison Ivy for halloween dance" and he's like "She's such a babe" and I agreed, then he said "Suits you very well" x3
LOL I was trying to take my dress off, but the belt thingy was stuck, so I'm like "Damn, I can't get this dress off"
and he's like "Come here and I'll help you" and I was like "Okay! x3" and he's like "And you can help me take off my clothes" dlrjkcgtjh x3
I'm now just going to write down everything we said in conversation form:
"Ughh, there are so many bobby pins in my hair" -Me
"Ohhh me too!"- Aria
"*laughter*" -Me
"Okay I got the dress off, now I'm shirtless. Dammit where'd my shirt go? D:" -Me
"Oh, if only you were here" -Aria
"You're so cute"- Aria
"Noooooooooo" -Me
"Well I think so"- Aria
"* uncontrollable giggling*" -Me
"My hair is soo poofy right now" -Me
"It's amazing"- Aria
"How do you know?!" -Me
"I just want to rape your hair" -Aria
"Loool what?" -Me
"I want to have sexual relations with your poofy hair" -Aria
"Is that even possible?" -Me
"Yes, in some countries, according to me, right now" -Aria
We then had a huge conversation about James, and that I should just ask him out, but I said "it's really not that simple. I can't do that, trust me" and he's like "And who has been in more relationships? You or me?" I'm just like "shut up x3" I then explained to him what happened between James and I, then Aria told me that he probably just finds it awkward to talk to me now, which is why he may ignore me, he then continued to tell me a story about some girl named Charlotte, and how she likes him, but he finds it too awkward to talk to her, yadda yadda yadda.
Why must Aria be so cute, yet so far away? D:
He then said, basically at the end of the conversation "you do still owe me a strip show, you know?" xD
I know he's kidding about all that stuff, he really is x3
He really stinks though. Ugh. x3
I'm just waiting for him to message me back...oh look he did....xD
...fml all over again. :/
Fuck my life.
Seriously, why am I so stupid?
Why did I even expect him to talk to me?
It's not even him that I'm upset over, it's just the fact I'm so stupid.
I let him ruin my whole night.
I barely enjoyed the dance because of it.
And I started crying when "Just the way you are" started playing. And basically ran to the washroom.
I'm just so dumb...
"Come to Ottawa on Friday, and I'll save you a dance"
I really wish I could go. I really want to just get away from everything for a bit...
But sadly, I can't :/
And that makes me more upset.
I'm glad Aria is always there when I need to talk to him,
he told me to call him, because he hates seeing me like this,
he said to call in fifteen minutes, so I'm waiting...
I just wish he was here. D:
I hate my mind, it makes me think the worst of everything. Even though I would like to just be happy sometimes, my mind won't allow it.
It thinks too much about people hating me, and everyone ignoring me, when, in reality, no one hates me nor is ignoring me. And I know that. But my mind just wants me to think so.
And that's why I always say I hate my life, because I hate my mind, and the way it just hates me, and wants me to be depressed. I can't help the things I say, or anything.
I'm actually just so stupid...
This is honestly the slowest eight minutes of my life....
I really hope my calling card still works o.o;
I haven't used it for awhile...
*deepsigh*
I go upstairs, and take these leaves out of my hair, wash off my makeup, get changed, there's a possible chance of tears, and then I call Aria Adel.
11:11...*wishes*
Okay, now I leave...
Have a nice day, everyone...
Why did I even expect him to talk to me?
It's not even him that I'm upset over, it's just the fact I'm so stupid.
I let him ruin my whole night.
I barely enjoyed the dance because of it.
And I started crying when "Just the way you are" started playing. And basically ran to the washroom.
I'm just so dumb...
"Come to Ottawa on Friday, and I'll save you a dance"
I really wish I could go. I really want to just get away from everything for a bit...
But sadly, I can't :/
And that makes me more upset.
I'm glad Aria is always there when I need to talk to him,
he told me to call him, because he hates seeing me like this,
he said to call in fifteen minutes, so I'm waiting...
I just wish he was here. D:
I hate my mind, it makes me think the worst of everything. Even though I would like to just be happy sometimes, my mind won't allow it.
It thinks too much about people hating me, and everyone ignoring me, when, in reality, no one hates me nor is ignoring me. And I know that. But my mind just wants me to think so.
And that's why I always say I hate my life, because I hate my mind, and the way it just hates me, and wants me to be depressed. I can't help the things I say, or anything.
I'm actually just so stupid...
This is honestly the slowest eight minutes of my life....
I really hope my calling card still works o.o;
I haven't used it for awhile...
*deepsigh*
I go upstairs, and take these leaves out of my hair, wash off my makeup, get changed, there's a possible chance of tears, and then I call Aria Adel.
11:11...*wishes*
Okay, now I leave...
Have a nice day, everyone...
Tuesday, October 26, 2010
lolololol fml
"So please don't hate me"
I could never hate you, except for when I said I'd throw a pumpkin at your head, but that's a whole different story. LOL
"He has a point, many points actually. So many points that their stabbing me in the heart"
*sigh* :c
trying so hard not to burst out into tears while I type him this message.
Why does his words have to hurt so bad?
shit, I have to hurry, fuck, fml, dfv,jregrjltckrnh
I have to head over to the laundromat, but I'll add more to this post later, cause I have plenty more to say,
so bye.
*hopes to get hit by a car on the way there* D:
I'm at the laundromat now.
I'm not as angry as I was before.
James messaged me back, and all is fine now, everything was said and now we understand eachother better x3 he doesn't hate me, which is good, but he got mad for me asking if he did ^^;
we agreed to be good friends, and he said that next time him and his friends go to the movies, he said I should go and meet his friends, I was kinda like wtf? x3 but then I was like YAY! x33
then he was like "I'll see you at the dance tomorrow :)"
Then I was no longer angry. x3
I talked to Natasha, and ranted, and felt a lot better after x3
I still might throw a pumpkin at his face, wait no, I forgot Natasha and I agreed to throw it at his legs, that way he'd break his legs, and not be able to run away from me, and his face would stay beautiful LOL
So the things I actually wanted to talk about:
Many funny things happened today, so I shall write them here ;D
"Anyone ever had a fried mars bar before?" -Mrs. Dinoi
"No, but I've had a mars bar" -Brittany
"Hey, wanna do me a favour?" -Me
"Sure, what?" -Andrew
"Wanna kill me?" -Me
"Uhm, no, why?" -Andrew
"Because I'm sad D:" -Me
"No, be happy! *pats head*" -Andrew
"Ahh don't hurt me!" -Me
"Don't hurt me? You go from suicidal, to 'don't hurt me'?" -Andrew
There were more, but I don't have my notebook, that I wrote them in, and I don't remember D: so I guess I'll just post the rest later. x3
I'm watching The Rocky Horrow Glee Show. :3
LOLOL Artie looks so cute x33 omfg
D'aww there's a little boy in here who keeps coming in the office, smiling, then running away, damn adorable. xD
LOL he just growled at me D:
And he just meowed
HE JUST POKED MEEE
Oh my goodness, this child is so freakin cute.
"Look over there there's a cow! *runs away*
and now he's getting on my nerves o.o;
Mmmmmmmmmm John Stamos ;3
Omfg this is so good. 8D
I'm actually so excited for the dance tomorrow,
actually, about the whole day. :3
After choir, I'm gonig straight to Natasha's house to get ready for the dance, and we're going to go together, damn, it's gonna be soooo good.
I'm legitimately so excited.
Hopefully nothing bad happens tomorrow. Or I'll just want to die. :c
LOL "give me some chocolate or I will cut you" lawlotronomatic x33
And I want to go home now. :c
But I have to stay here for like, another hour. D:
OMFG kirt *gasms* o.o;
AHHHH ARTIE!
FUCK OMFG I"M DYING
SOOOOOO GOOOOODDDD
I just cut my lip, shit, i'm bleeding now. :C
fucking fantastic
I'll end this now, and tend to my wounded lip.
Goodbye all. x3
I could never hate you, except for when I said I'd throw a pumpkin at your head, but that's a whole different story. LOL
"He has a point, many points actually. So many points that their stabbing me in the heart"
*sigh* :c
trying so hard not to burst out into tears while I type him this message.
Why does his words have to hurt so bad?
shit, I have to hurry, fuck, fml, dfv,jregrjltckrnh
I have to head over to the laundromat, but I'll add more to this post later, cause I have plenty more to say,
so bye.
*hopes to get hit by a car on the way there* D:
I'm at the laundromat now.
I'm not as angry as I was before.
James messaged me back, and all is fine now, everything was said and now we understand eachother better x3 he doesn't hate me, which is good, but he got mad for me asking if he did ^^;
we agreed to be good friends, and he said that next time him and his friends go to the movies, he said I should go and meet his friends, I was kinda like wtf? x3 but then I was like YAY! x33
then he was like "I'll see you at the dance tomorrow :)"
Then I was no longer angry. x3
I talked to Natasha, and ranted, and felt a lot better after x3
I still might throw a pumpkin at his face, wait no, I forgot Natasha and I agreed to throw it at his legs, that way he'd break his legs, and not be able to run away from me, and his face would stay beautiful LOL
So the things I actually wanted to talk about:
Many funny things happened today, so I shall write them here ;D
"Anyone ever had a fried mars bar before?" -Mrs. Dinoi
"No, but I've had a mars bar" -Brittany
"Hey, wanna do me a favour?" -Me
"Sure, what?" -Andrew
"Wanna kill me?" -Me
"Uhm, no, why?" -Andrew
"Because I'm sad D:" -Me
"No, be happy! *pats head*" -Andrew
"Ahh don't hurt me!" -Me
"Don't hurt me? You go from suicidal, to 'don't hurt me'?" -Andrew
There were more, but I don't have my notebook, that I wrote them in, and I don't remember D: so I guess I'll just post the rest later. x3
I'm watching The Rocky Horrow Glee Show. :3
LOLOL Artie looks so cute x33 omfg
D'aww there's a little boy in here who keeps coming in the office, smiling, then running away, damn adorable. xD
LOL he just growled at me D:
And he just meowed
HE JUST POKED MEEE
Oh my goodness, this child is so freakin cute.
"Look over there there's a cow! *runs away*
and now he's getting on my nerves o.o;
Mmmmmmmmmm John Stamos ;3
Omfg this is so good. 8D
I'm actually so excited for the dance tomorrow,
actually, about the whole day. :3
After choir, I'm gonig straight to Natasha's house to get ready for the dance, and we're going to go together, damn, it's gonna be soooo good.
I'm legitimately so excited.
Hopefully nothing bad happens tomorrow. Or I'll just want to die. :c
LOL "give me some chocolate or I will cut you" lawlotronomatic x33
And I want to go home now. :c
But I have to stay here for like, another hour. D:
OMFG kirt *gasms* o.o;
AHHHH ARTIE!
FUCK OMFG I"M DYING
SOOOOOO GOOOOODDDD
I just cut my lip, shit, i'm bleeding now. :C
fucking fantastic
I'll end this now, and tend to my wounded lip.
Goodbye all. x3
Monday, October 25, 2010
Roar..
Some people don't seem to realize that this is my blog, I can write whatever I want on it,
usually a way for me to vent and get things out so I can soon enough feel better.
If you don't like it, and think I'm annoying, then get off my blog. o.o;
It's that simple, really.
Even people as dumb as you can understand it. 8D
*deepsigh*
I'm going to my cousins house soon.
I asked James if he wanted to hang out after, cause, as Clara and Sammie know, he lives two blocks away from my cousins x3
Apparently they're all sick, but I don't mind x3
i love my cousins :3
Come on, come on, don't leave me like this, I thought I had you figured out, somethings gone terribly wrong, you're all I wanted.♫
I was supposed to go to the halloween store, to buy green leggings, but I has no money, so I decided to just go visit my aunt and my cousins, cause I love them and all.
And holy crap, why am I so stupid? I keep looking to see if I got a message back from James. Fml. D:
Aw damn, he's working. Pooey. (N)
Hopefully we can hang out sometime soon. D:
So excited for the dance on wednesday! It's seriously going to be the best ever.
And Lights concert! ♥
I go get ready to leave, kay bye. :3
usually a way for me to vent and get things out so I can soon enough feel better.
If you don't like it, and think I'm annoying, then get off my blog. o.o;
It's that simple, really.
Even people as dumb as you can understand it. 8D
*deepsigh*
I'm going to my cousins house soon.
I asked James if he wanted to hang out after, cause, as Clara and Sammie know, he lives two blocks away from my cousins x3
Apparently they're all sick, but I don't mind x3
i love my cousins :3
Come on, come on, don't leave me like this, I thought I had you figured out, somethings gone terribly wrong, you're all I wanted.♫
I was supposed to go to the halloween store, to buy green leggings, but I has no money, so I decided to just go visit my aunt and my cousins, cause I love them and all.
And holy crap, why am I so stupid? I keep looking to see if I got a message back from James. Fml. D:
Aw damn, he's working. Pooey. (N)
Hopefully we can hang out sometime soon. D:
So excited for the dance on wednesday! It's seriously going to be the best ever.
And Lights concert! ♥
I go get ready to leave, kay bye. :3
Sunday, October 24, 2010
krjfrctt waahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh D':
Why must everyone hate me? D:
This was such a crumby weekend.
Except for yesterday.
But still.
No one will talk to me.
Aria basically just admitted he hates me o.o;
I don't get him, he makes no sense.
And James like, died or something...he won't reply to my text messages anymore, and he hasn't been on msn, he either died, or just completely hates me now.
Wtf, I just don't get it.
*cries forever*
And Redgie won't come back inside.
fmlfmlfmlfml
Why must my life suck so bad right now?
"Why don't you want to talk to me?..."
"Because I'm busy lol"
You're watching freaking Aladdin! >:C
This was such a crumby weekend.
Except for yesterday.
But still.
No one will talk to me.
Aria basically just admitted he hates me o.o;
I don't get him, he makes no sense.
And James like, died or something...he won't reply to my text messages anymore, and he hasn't been on msn, he either died, or just completely hates me now.
Wtf, I just don't get it.
*cries forever*
And Redgie won't come back inside.
fmlfmlfmlfml
Why must my life suck so bad right now?
"Why don't you want to talk to me?..."
"Because I'm busy lol"
You're watching freaking Aladdin! >:C
Saturday, October 23, 2010
Sometimes, you find things on Tumblr that explain you better than you can;
The girl who doesn't get nicely dressed up everyday. The girl who doesn't have to have her makeup perfect everyday. The girl who has that little boyish side to her. The girl who doesn't have a ton of pictures of her showing off a ton of skin and puckering up her lips online. The girl who's willing to run around in the rain without caring about her hair. The girl who will stay up with you all night on the phone. The girl who's willing to play video games with you, and not stop until she beats you. The girl who doesn't make every guy's head turn. The girl who not every single person will call pretty. The girl who lives in her own little world along with a few other people. The girl who doesn't care what people think. The girl who is also like a best friend to you. The girl who sat there and listened to you, about anything, always. That girl, that's the girl who's worth it. That's the girl who you can fall in love with and never regret it. She's the one, you could spend the rest of your life with.
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Do you remember when we first met? I sure do. It was some time inn early September. You were lazy about it, you made me wait around. I was so crazy about you, I didn't mind. Guess that I was afraid that if you rode away, you might not roll back my direction real soon. Well I was crazy about you then and now...♫
A lot has happened lately, but I forget half of it, or just don't want to type it out.
1. "Imagine if I did other peoples laundry"
Oh yeah, being kind is such a bad thing these days, mom. o.o;
I don't mind doing my own laundry, but when my mom does everyone elses but mine, just because she doesn't want to. Yeah, that pisses me off.
2. Musical Theatre has been sucking so much lately. It's not even close to fun. I know it's supposed to be more work, then fun, but people have been taking it way too seriously lately. And not even the teacher has been. Just two students who took over the class. It's ridiculous.
3. I really want a phone. I've been waiting like, a year? My dad took my phone away and is using it as his own. And he keeps telling me to be patient for a phone. Seriously? I've been waiting this whole time. I've changed my ways, I'm doing better in school, and you still don't think I deserve it?
4. My stupid sister lost my ipod. Now I have to wait to get another one. I always have to wait. Yet, my sisters get whatever they want, whenever they want. It's not fair. And I still haven't gotten my birthday present from my parents. I'm not too sure if I'll be even getting it now. Yet, my sisters always get theirs early. Why do people always forget about me? Why does what I want always come last to everything?
5. According to many people, I now look and smell like a pumpkin. o.o;
6. I really just want you to notice me and my feelings, and not push us aside, like you've been doing. I have fallen so hard for you, and I know you don't feel the same, but it would be nice if you acknowledged my feelings for a change. Even though I have to be, I don't want to be just your friend. I want to be so much more than that. But I guess there's nothing I can do to change that now.
7. "If you want something you've never had, then you must do something you've never done."
8. You definitely are worth my time, maybe even more, I hope you realize that soon.
9. I miss having a cell phone. I really do. I've been using my dad's to talk to you, and it makes me rather happy. I genuinely miss it. Falling asleep while texting you; I didn't think I would miss that so much. It's nice. ♥
10. There are twenty five more days until the Lights concert! I have never been more excited in my life. :3
11. I feel like a complete failure. Having to stand there, while everyone talks about college and the university's they want to go to, while I have to deal with the fact I ruined everything for myself. I feel so stupid, and like such a complete failure. Why did I have to fail everything, now I'm so behind in credits and won't be graduating this year. So great...and it'll take forever until I even have the chance to get into college.
12. My life is starting to seem pointless again. But there's something in me that won't let me give up anymore.
13. It really bugs me that some people don't bother to read the lyrics I post. Those are the words I could never say myself. They mean so much...
14. I have to go get ready to go to Alisha's now.
15. I want to hang out with James tomorrow. He told me he's planning on doing homework tomorrow. Do you think that if I asked him, he would go on a walk with me, and just talk? :3
16. I love you. ♥
A lot has happened lately, but I forget half of it, or just don't want to type it out.
1. "Imagine if I did other peoples laundry"
Oh yeah, being kind is such a bad thing these days, mom. o.o;
I don't mind doing my own laundry, but when my mom does everyone elses but mine, just because she doesn't want to. Yeah, that pisses me off.
2. Musical Theatre has been sucking so much lately. It's not even close to fun. I know it's supposed to be more work, then fun, but people have been taking it way too seriously lately. And not even the teacher has been. Just two students who took over the class. It's ridiculous.
3. I really want a phone. I've been waiting like, a year? My dad took my phone away and is using it as his own. And he keeps telling me to be patient for a phone. Seriously? I've been waiting this whole time. I've changed my ways, I'm doing better in school, and you still don't think I deserve it?
4. My stupid sister lost my ipod. Now I have to wait to get another one. I always have to wait. Yet, my sisters get whatever they want, whenever they want. It's not fair. And I still haven't gotten my birthday present from my parents. I'm not too sure if I'll be even getting it now. Yet, my sisters always get theirs early. Why do people always forget about me? Why does what I want always come last to everything?
5. According to many people, I now look and smell like a pumpkin. o.o;
6. I really just want you to notice me and my feelings, and not push us aside, like you've been doing. I have fallen so hard for you, and I know you don't feel the same, but it would be nice if you acknowledged my feelings for a change. Even though I have to be, I don't want to be just your friend. I want to be so much more than that. But I guess there's nothing I can do to change that now.
7. "If you want something you've never had, then you must do something you've never done."
8. You definitely are worth my time, maybe even more, I hope you realize that soon.
9. I miss having a cell phone. I really do. I've been using my dad's to talk to you, and it makes me rather happy. I genuinely miss it. Falling asleep while texting you; I didn't think I would miss that so much. It's nice. ♥
10. There are twenty five more days until the Lights concert! I have never been more excited in my life. :3
11. I feel like a complete failure. Having to stand there, while everyone talks about college and the university's they want to go to, while I have to deal with the fact I ruined everything for myself. I feel so stupid, and like such a complete failure. Why did I have to fail everything, now I'm so behind in credits and won't be graduating this year. So great...and it'll take forever until I even have the chance to get into college.
12. My life is starting to seem pointless again. But there's something in me that won't let me give up anymore.
13. It really bugs me that some people don't bother to read the lyrics I post. Those are the words I could never say myself. They mean so much...
14. I have to go get ready to go to Alisha's now.
15. I want to hang out with James tomorrow. He told me he's planning on doing homework tomorrow. Do you think that if I asked him, he would go on a walk with me, and just talk? :3
16. I love you. ♥
Wednesday, October 20, 2010
Mine and Spencer's adventures!
So after school and choir and stuff, I had to go to Fabricland, and Spencer agreed to go with me. ;D
We met at Tim Horton's, I bought French Vanilla, which made me extremely hyper.
We were walking down Ottawa street and we were singing and screaming, and what ever else.
We got to Fabricland, and roamed around, Alisha picked and cut a few fabrics for my Poison Ivy costume. :3
Then we looked around while Alisha was helping other people.
We decided we're gonna make a dress and suit out of zebra print fabric and wear it to prom xDD
Alisha was way too busy so we decided to just leave.
We walked down Ottawa, then ended up going to 711 cause Spencer was thirsty.
We bought a two litre bottle of orange pop, and were drinking it while walking down the street, then we basically had a burping contest. Except I couldn't burp. I drank like half the bottle. Then twenty minutes later, I finally burped, and the crazy kids we are, we like screamed and cheered x33
And then I couldn't stop. :C
He wanted McDonald's so we walked all the way to McDonald's, but decided to go to Pizza Pizza instead.
Spencer was sitting beside my new boyfriend the whole time, which was this guy who was smiling like this: 8D to a slice of pizza, on the side of a vending machine.
It was way too funny.
We took multiple pictures, that turned out fantastically. :3
On the way back, we found a box, and kicked it for about three blocks? It was sort of like a contest, to see who could destroy it first. I WON 8D
That's basically it. We said a lot of funny things. x3
and yeah...
Oh yeah, not only did I get a new boyfriend, but I had a baby, it wasn't a bottle of orange pop or anything. x3
Omfg so funny.
I love having these kinds of adventures with people, WHOEVER READS THIS, LET'S HAVE SOME KAY?!@?!?!?! 8DDDDDDDDD ♥
Is it just me, or does James and Davedays look/sound/act extremely similar? I'm starting to think they're twins. o.o;
They have like, the exact same eyes. They're eye twins! :O
Kay that sounded stupid, but seriously, they are twins.
Looool I can't stop watching his videos now. ;3 he's so cute x3 watch this. ;DDD
We met at Tim Horton's, I bought French Vanilla, which made me extremely hyper.
We were walking down Ottawa street and we were singing and screaming, and what ever else.
We got to Fabricland, and roamed around, Alisha picked and cut a few fabrics for my Poison Ivy costume. :3
Then we looked around while Alisha was helping other people.
We decided we're gonna make a dress and suit out of zebra print fabric and wear it to prom xDD
Alisha was way too busy so we decided to just leave.
We walked down Ottawa, then ended up going to 711 cause Spencer was thirsty.
We bought a two litre bottle of orange pop, and were drinking it while walking down the street, then we basically had a burping contest. Except I couldn't burp. I drank like half the bottle. Then twenty minutes later, I finally burped, and the crazy kids we are, we like screamed and cheered x33
And then I couldn't stop. :C
He wanted McDonald's so we walked all the way to McDonald's, but decided to go to Pizza Pizza instead.
Spencer was sitting beside my new boyfriend the whole time, which was this guy who was smiling like this: 8D to a slice of pizza, on the side of a vending machine.
It was way too funny.
We took multiple pictures, that turned out fantastically. :3
On the way back, we found a box, and kicked it for about three blocks? It was sort of like a contest, to see who could destroy it first. I WON 8D
That's basically it. We said a lot of funny things. x3
and yeah...
Oh yeah, not only did I get a new boyfriend, but I had a baby, it wasn't a bottle of orange pop or anything. x3
Omfg so funny.
I love having these kinds of adventures with people, WHOEVER READS THIS, LET'S HAVE SOME KAY?!@?!?!?! 8DDDDDDDDD ♥
Is it just me, or does James and Davedays look/sound/act extremely similar? I'm starting to think they're twins. o.o;
They have like, the exact same eyes. They're eye twins! :O
Kay that sounded stupid, but seriously, they are twins.
Looool I can't stop watching his videos now. ;3 he's so cute x3 watch this. ;DDD
I'm so confused. o.o;
Spencer told me something, and I freaked out, and was very angry.
Natasha told me it was a lie.
Then Spencer says it's actually true.
What the hell do I believe?
Natasha yelled at me for believing him.
But I can't help it, both stories sound so believable. D:
I really hope it's not freaking true. ><
I didn't even know what to do when he told me that,
I think I would die if it was true. :c
I'm actually so confused now...x3
Natasha told me it was a lie.
Then Spencer says it's actually true.
What the hell do I believe?
Natasha yelled at me for believing him.
But I can't help it, both stories sound so believable. D:
I really hope it's not freaking true. ><
I didn't even know what to do when he told me that,
I think I would die if it was true. :c
I'm actually so confused now...x3
Lalala x3
Today was good.
And at the moment, I am wearing as much purple as I possibly can. :3
I'm glad I saw people today wearing purple, it actually made me happy.
Now for my view points on all this:
I personally think this whole thing is horrible. People are horrible. For basically bullying others for being themselves. Just because they are gay, does not give you a right to bully them. People can do what they want. And you can't change that. And for bullying others because you don't agree with their sexuality, is just not right.
It saddens me so that all these people have been committing suicide because people are stupid enough to bully others, and make fun of them for who they are. It's stupid. I hate people.
Anyway, :/
I tried my best to have a good day,
I saw and talked to James like 54678 times today, which was good. He's a nice person.
While we were talking at his locker, we were talking about the Gumby in his locker, and how I didn't know what Gumby was, and it scared me. After I walked away and he ventured off to physics(pretty sure it was physics x3) I saw Shayla and she smiled really creepily at me, it was rather terrifying. x3
What else?...
I bought a cheeseburger at lunch today. It was soo delicious.
During musical theatre we just sat around, while I was figuring out hairstyles for people. (y)
After class, I ran away to Clara's locker to "find a pen" while I was walking up the stairs, I saw James, and he was like "Hey Caroline! how are you?" And I was like "I'm alright" and he's like "Are you taking the bus?" And I was like "No. I's going to choir. D:" "then he was like "Oh okay, well I'll talk to you later, peace!" Then I walked up the rest of the stairs, turned around and went back to the auditorium, then told Clara I couldn't find a pen.
During lunch I started crying because all this school stuff is depressing me. As in, I won't be graduating on time, I'm behind in soo many credits, I just feel like such a failure. D:
Okay so that basically made no sense, I guess only Clara would fully understand it o.o;
I have to go to the laundromat now for a bit, then I'm going to FabricLand :3
I'm drinking a Monster erhkrhjgtrfjkgt
Kaybye.
And at the moment, I am wearing as much purple as I possibly can. :3
I'm glad I saw people today wearing purple, it actually made me happy.
Now for my view points on all this:
I personally think this whole thing is horrible. People are horrible. For basically bullying others for being themselves. Just because they are gay, does not give you a right to bully them. People can do what they want. And you can't change that. And for bullying others because you don't agree with their sexuality, is just not right.
It saddens me so that all these people have been committing suicide because people are stupid enough to bully others, and make fun of them for who they are. It's stupid. I hate people.
Anyway, :/
I tried my best to have a good day,
I saw and talked to James like 54678 times today, which was good. He's a nice person.
While we were talking at his locker, we were talking about the Gumby in his locker, and how I didn't know what Gumby was, and it scared me. After I walked away and he ventured off to physics(pretty sure it was physics x3) I saw Shayla and she smiled really creepily at me, it was rather terrifying. x3
What else?...
I bought a cheeseburger at lunch today. It was soo delicious.
During musical theatre we just sat around, while I was figuring out hairstyles for people. (y)
After class, I ran away to Clara's locker to "find a pen" while I was walking up the stairs, I saw James, and he was like "Hey Caroline! how are you?" And I was like "I'm alright" and he's like "Are you taking the bus?" And I was like "No. I's going to choir. D:" "then he was like "Oh okay, well I'll talk to you later, peace!" Then I walked up the rest of the stairs, turned around and went back to the auditorium, then told Clara I couldn't find a pen.
During lunch I started crying because all this school stuff is depressing me. As in, I won't be graduating on time, I'm behind in soo many credits, I just feel like such a failure. D:
Okay so that basically made no sense, I guess only Clara would fully understand it o.o;
I have to go to the laundromat now for a bit, then I'm going to FabricLand :3
I'm drinking a Monster erhkrhjgtrfjkgt
Kaybye.
Tuesday, October 19, 2010
D':!
Can't you just see that I'm breaking on the inside?
And just smiling, just to make it seem that I'm alright with this?
The fact you just won't bother to spend time with me because of this is killing me on the inside.
I mean, I know you're always busy,
But I've been trying so hard to make plans with you, but you just keep turning them down..
It kills me to see you everyday, to say hi and smile, like nothing is wrong,
knowing you won't even try, and that I am, and always be just a friend to you.
I just want you to know, that I wish you'd try.
I just want you to notice, that I am not kidding when I say, I truly, genuinely like you more than I can even describe...
Please, just, give this a chance?....
You'll never know unless you don't try.
And just smiling, just to make it seem that I'm alright with this?
The fact you just won't bother to spend time with me because of this is killing me on the inside.
I mean, I know you're always busy,
But I've been trying so hard to make plans with you, but you just keep turning them down..
It kills me to see you everyday, to say hi and smile, like nothing is wrong,
knowing you won't even try, and that I am, and always be just a friend to you.
I just want you to know, that I wish you'd try.
I just want you to notice, that I am not kidding when I say, I truly, genuinely like you more than I can even describe...
Please, just, give this a chance?....
You'll never know unless you don't try.
Monday, October 18, 2010
Just stuff that's on my mind. o.o;
"5508.) I wish you hadn't backstabbed me countless times. You were my best friend, I trusted you dearly. But hey, now you stretch the truth and distort facts. You think you can fool everyone, and you hate me because I'm not a backstabbing hypocritical bitch like you."
Rant #1. I actually hate cheaters. I don't understand why people feel the need to cheat. I've always been there for you, yet you pushed me away. And you only want to see her, yet, she cheated on you, and you could care less about me, even though all I've ever done was be there for you. I don't get it. You barely ever talk to me now, and you waste your time on people that don't matter. And I've always been here, but you haven't noticed.
Rant #2. I pour my heart out to you, explain everything to you, and tell you exactly how I feel about you. And all you can say is thank you? Not even reply with anything else? Just thank you? I understand you don't feel the same, but that doesn't mean you can just leave it at that...
Rant #3. I'm sick of everybody pretending to be my friends. You say you're my friend, and then I find out you actually don't like me, and think all I do is seek attention and complain. Why bother if you just don't like me? We're both clearly wasting each others time. o.o;
Rant #4. My cat is so fat. And he is seriously retarded. D: he drives me crazy. But i love him.
Rant #5. I hate when you tell a guy how you feel about them, and they say they don't feel the same, and then say "any guy would be lucky to have you" really? if any guy would be lucky to have me, why wouldn't you be?
Rant #6. I don't get why people just don't take chances anymore. You just toss that chance away like it's nothing. Well, you know what? you will never get that chance again. So you better take it while it's there. It's not going to hurt anything by taking risks and chances and seeing what could be, instead of letting that moment pass you by and then wonder what could've been. At least try, and see if something will come of it, instead of just not trying at all. Because you'll never know...things could happen when you least expect them to, and if you don't acknowledge them...well, that's just not good, now is it?
And that's basically all that I can think of, for now...
these certain things have been bothering me for a while..
Why don't you want me? Why don't you need me? Why don't you want me, when you know that I want you? Oh, you know I do. You know you never really gave it a chance.♫
Explains *Exactly* how I feel.^
Actually, it more or less explains my current situation.
Since, he won't give me a chance, which kills me.
And he knows how I feel about him, but it still doesn't seem to change anything.
People always say I'm so nice, and cute and any guy would be lucky to have me. Oh, okay. Then how come no guy ever likes me back when I like them? Please explain that to me. :/
Why can't someone give me a chance for once? It's not going to hurt anything if you just give me a chance and see if anything will come of this...
Am I really that easy to just throw away without any hesitation? D;
I always wanted you for myself, so tell that wasn't how your heart felt,
I always wanted you for myself, so tell me, tell me, and make my heart melt. ♫
Rant #1. I actually hate cheaters. I don't understand why people feel the need to cheat. I've always been there for you, yet you pushed me away. And you only want to see her, yet, she cheated on you, and you could care less about me, even though all I've ever done was be there for you. I don't get it. You barely ever talk to me now, and you waste your time on people that don't matter. And I've always been here, but you haven't noticed.
Rant #2. I pour my heart out to you, explain everything to you, and tell you exactly how I feel about you. And all you can say is thank you? Not even reply with anything else? Just thank you? I understand you don't feel the same, but that doesn't mean you can just leave it at that...
Rant #3. I'm sick of everybody pretending to be my friends. You say you're my friend, and then I find out you actually don't like me, and think all I do is seek attention and complain. Why bother if you just don't like me? We're both clearly wasting each others time. o.o;
Rant #4. My cat is so fat. And he is seriously retarded. D: he drives me crazy. But i love him.
Rant #5. I hate when you tell a guy how you feel about them, and they say they don't feel the same, and then say "any guy would be lucky to have you" really? if any guy would be lucky to have me, why wouldn't you be?
Rant #6. I don't get why people just don't take chances anymore. You just toss that chance away like it's nothing. Well, you know what? you will never get that chance again. So you better take it while it's there. It's not going to hurt anything by taking risks and chances and seeing what could be, instead of letting that moment pass you by and then wonder what could've been. At least try, and see if something will come of it, instead of just not trying at all. Because you'll never know...things could happen when you least expect them to, and if you don't acknowledge them...well, that's just not good, now is it?
And that's basically all that I can think of, for now...
these certain things have been bothering me for a while..
Why don't you want me? Why don't you need me? Why don't you want me, when you know that I want you? Oh, you know I do. You know you never really gave it a chance.♫
Explains *Exactly* how I feel.^
Actually, it more or less explains my current situation.
Since, he won't give me a chance, which kills me.
And he knows how I feel about him, but it still doesn't seem to change anything.
People always say I'm so nice, and cute and any guy would be lucky to have me. Oh, okay. Then how come no guy ever likes me back when I like them? Please explain that to me. :/
Why can't someone give me a chance for once? It's not going to hurt anything if you just give me a chance and see if anything will come of this...
Am I really that easy to just throw away without any hesitation? D;
I always wanted you for myself, so tell that wasn't how your heart felt,
I always wanted you for myself, so tell me, tell me, and make my heart melt. ♫
So farewell my love, cause I was wrong I guess.
Everything has been really shitty lately.
Just everything.
I had a horrible day today.
Cried several times at school, and ended up feeling sick by the end of the day.
I know I shouldn't of gotten that upset, but I really couldn't help it.
I feel like he took my heart and threw it into a wood chipper.
And the ignorance from him towards me didn't help much either.
I just wish someone would give me a chance for once...
I was actually so glad that he talked to me after school,
Clara was there, but it was still communication nonetheless.
We fist bumped, as per usual.
Then had a normal conversation, but he may of noticed that I looked really sad,
that I was about to cry...
Then he went to his locker, and Clara and I walked outside to the bus stop.
We were standing there forever because I couldn't decide if I wanted to take the King and James or just wait, but then I saw Spencer and James running for the bus, so I was like kay whatever, and I got on the bus.
As Spencer, James and I were walking to the bus together, Spencer's like "So are you taking this bus?" and I'm like "Well, obviously!" and James laughed.
The bus was packed, so Spencer and I had to move to the back of the bus D:
But James ended up coming to the back as well.
But, I couldn't talk to him, because we were separated by stupid freakin grade nines who think they are so much better than everyone else, stand right in front of the door and don't move, so you can't get off the freakin bus! They are soo stupid! I almost punched someone.
I really hope James comes online, I need to ask him a question. D:
I need someone to talk to...
I think I'm going to make some rice.
I really want a cellular device, like, now.
I stole some teddy cracker things from my sister, I forget what they're called...
So, I told Aria I was going on a murderous rampage, he said "Sickkk x3"
Really? Is that really sick? Will it be sick when I freakin kill you >:C
*calms down*
OHHH LIGHTS TICKETS ARRIVED!
Only thing I'm looking forward to right now. then after that, I shall be looking forward to my death.
Just everything.
I had a horrible day today.
Cried several times at school, and ended up feeling sick by the end of the day.
I know I shouldn't of gotten that upset, but I really couldn't help it.
I feel like he took my heart and threw it into a wood chipper.
And the ignorance from him towards me didn't help much either.
I just wish someone would give me a chance for once...
I was actually so glad that he talked to me after school,
Clara was there, but it was still communication nonetheless.
We fist bumped, as per usual.
Then had a normal conversation, but he may of noticed that I looked really sad,
that I was about to cry...
Then he went to his locker, and Clara and I walked outside to the bus stop.
We were standing there forever because I couldn't decide if I wanted to take the King and James or just wait, but then I saw Spencer and James running for the bus, so I was like kay whatever, and I got on the bus.
As Spencer, James and I were walking to the bus together, Spencer's like "So are you taking this bus?" and I'm like "Well, obviously!" and James laughed.
The bus was packed, so Spencer and I had to move to the back of the bus D:
But James ended up coming to the back as well.
But, I couldn't talk to him, because we were separated by stupid freakin grade nines who think they are so much better than everyone else, stand right in front of the door and don't move, so you can't get off the freakin bus! They are soo stupid! I almost punched someone.
I really hope James comes online, I need to ask him a question. D:
I need someone to talk to...
I think I'm going to make some rice.
I really want a cellular device, like, now.
I stole some teddy cracker things from my sister, I forget what they're called...
So, I told Aria I was going on a murderous rampage, he said "Sickkk x3"
Really? Is that really sick? Will it be sick when I freakin kill you >:C
*calms down*
OHHH LIGHTS TICKETS ARRIVED!
Only thing I'm looking forward to right now. then after that, I shall be looking forward to my death.
Sunday, October 17, 2010
Omfg D:
I seriously feel like crying right now.
You would all think I'm so depressed about this...
But I just feel more stupid than anything.
Like, obviously he would never like me,
I was stupid to think he would.
I can't even like..comprehend it all in my head right now.
My head is going to explode.
Holy shit.
What do I do? D:
He gave his reasons...and they are understandable...but still...I feel so stupid...
And I really didn't think it was that obvious...
fml.
You would all think I'm so depressed about this...
But I just feel more stupid than anything.
Like, obviously he would never like me,
I was stupid to think he would.
I can't even like..comprehend it all in my head right now.
My head is going to explode.
Holy shit.
What do I do? D:
He gave his reasons...and they are understandable...but still...I feel so stupid...
And I really didn't think it was that obvious...
fml.
Friday, October 15, 2010
I miss you so much it hurts...:/
I feel so empty inside right now.
So forgotten, and all those sad feelings.
There's a giant ball of sadness in my stomach, as it feels like, and I just really feel like crying.
Now, some amazing lyrics that explain exactly how I feel about him;
Oh no, this couldn't be more unexpected
And I can tell I've been moving in so slow
Don't let it throw you off too far
Cause I'll be running right behind you
Could this be out of line?
To say you're the only one breaking me down like this
You're the only one I would take a shot on
Keep me hanging on so contagiously
Oohhh, when I'm around you I'm predictable
Cause I believe in loving you at first sight
I know it's crazy but I'm hoping to..
To take a hold of you
Could this be out of line?
To say you're the only one breaking me down like this
You're the only one I would take a shot on
Keep me hanging on so contagiously
Oh you're everything I'm wanting
Come to think of it, I'm aching
On account of my transgression..
Will you welcome this confession?
Could this be out of line?
To say you're the only one breaking me down like this
You're the only one I would take a shot on
Keep me hanging on so contagiously
Could this be out of line?
To say you're the only one breaking me down like this
You're the only one I would take a shot on
Keep me hanging on so contagiously
So forgotten, and all those sad feelings.
There's a giant ball of sadness in my stomach, as it feels like, and I just really feel like crying.
Now, some amazing lyrics that explain exactly how I feel about him;
Oh no, this couldn't be more unexpected
And I can tell I've been moving in so slow
Don't let it throw you off too far
Cause I'll be running right behind you
Could this be out of line?
To say you're the only one breaking me down like this
You're the only one I would take a shot on
Keep me hanging on so contagiously
Oohhh, when I'm around you I'm predictable
Cause I believe in loving you at first sight
I know it's crazy but I'm hoping to..
To take a hold of you
Could this be out of line?
To say you're the only one breaking me down like this
You're the only one I would take a shot on
Keep me hanging on so contagiously
Oh you're everything I'm wanting
Come to think of it, I'm aching
On account of my transgression..
Will you welcome this confession?
Could this be out of line?
To say you're the only one breaking me down like this
You're the only one I would take a shot on
Keep me hanging on so contagiously
Could this be out of line?
To say you're the only one breaking me down like this
You're the only one I would take a shot on
Keep me hanging on so contagiously
Why am I so insane? x3
I can't stop laughing lololol omfg x3
I laughed all through musical theater, then after school, and at the bus stop, on the way home, and now I still can't stop.
LOLOLOL
I accidently drooled on my sisters laptop, then i sat on the stairs, and i fell, then i couldn't stop lkaughing.
I have a problem.
I blame James and Aria.
Just cause. x333
Aria's so mean T_T he said I scare him.
So, today was a good day. x3
The goodness all started after religion, when I saw Jacqueline, she just made me laugh so hard, oh my goodness x3
She's like "I heard things today, about certain fast food people" LOL I died.
Then she started talking about when they were younger, he loved dinosaurs, and he was really weird or something, then in grade two he stole her eraser and she's still mad about that.
I was so hyper during musical theater. Nuff said.
Clara and I walked upstairs after class, then I saw James at his locker and we started talking, thanfully I wasn't as hyper at this point. He was talking about how he had this green dude thing in his locker, which the name of escapes me, then I'm like "How did you know I was the one who wrote that on your locker" and he's like "cause you always put this: :3" which is true, I do.
Then Clara James and I all walked together, then Clara basically pushes me into James, erklrcghtjy x3
Then he started talking about his shoe laces xDD
he's so friggin cute omfg.
Then I like, ran to the bus stop, bought an energy drink, and it's basically all just a blurrr.
Except when spencer sealed up my monster, turned it upside down, then shook it like crazy, then when i opened it, it freaking exploded. HOLY CRAP!
why won't this hyperness ever end?
I'm starting to talk all insane like.
I just told James I like his face o.o;
oh shit..
i don't think he got it, cause he's offline now, *phew* x3
Holy crap, I apparently have like six people helping me out with this whole "get James to like me" thing, yet, NO ONE ACTUALLY WILL TALK TO HIM.
Seriously guys. x3
I just love his face.
Hannah and I are going to the mall now. I'm not in a stable state of mind right now though, so I think it's a bad idea.
My chocolate peanuts are almost gone. Damnit.
"and im like, so you and care are good friends? ;3
and hes like, yeah so so... we talk a lot, but we dont talk about anything important"
frigoigtjhyrtcl mhseefrtg gahh D:
Is that a good or bad thing?
Does he like talking a lot?
does that mean he wants to talk more?
SHIT MAN WHAT DOES IT MEAN??!?!?!
I wish we did. I want to, and I try to, but it's not that easy. Since I never have anything to say.
I need important things to say to him. WHY IS THIS SO DIFFICULT!?
omgfml. i wish finding out if he liked me was much easier than this. ldkfjutwqkfrkjgtj fml.
Stupid brain, stop over anazlyzing all this so much.
Like, I want to talk to him so badly, but I'm so afraid that if I talk to him anymore, he'll get so annoyed.
I mean, everytime I see him we talk, but even that is making me feel like I'm annoying him.
Even though he usually says hi first. I don't even understand.
Someone help me, I need important serious stuff to talk to him about.
How the heck do you bring important serious stuff into conversation?
This is so difficult.
I try my best to talk to him about stuff. Like, random stuff. And we do talk a lot. I try to talk to him more, talking to him is getting more difficult, because I'm worried about bothering him. So I can't talk about important things, or flirt. I'm such a fail. oh my gosh.
On monday, I'll be like "so, any interesting stuff going on in your life at the moment that you would like to talk about?" and "when are you free next?" 8D cause we still need to hang out. D:
Why am I ranting about this.
Shit.
Well, I mean, this is all I've been thinking about the past three weeks, so it's alright I guess...
Shit, I like him so much...D:
Okay...mall time!
erfjrkgthyrtkgtrtrjgty *head explodes*
I laughed all through musical theater, then after school, and at the bus stop, on the way home, and now I still can't stop.
LOLOLOL
I accidently drooled on my sisters laptop, then i sat on the stairs, and i fell, then i couldn't stop lkaughing.
I have a problem.
I blame James and Aria.
Just cause. x333
Aria's so mean T_T he said I scare him.
So, today was a good day. x3
The goodness all started after religion, when I saw Jacqueline, she just made me laugh so hard, oh my goodness x3
She's like "I heard things today, about certain fast food people" LOL I died.
Then she started talking about when they were younger, he loved dinosaurs, and he was really weird or something, then in grade two he stole her eraser and she's still mad about that.
I was so hyper during musical theater. Nuff said.
Clara and I walked upstairs after class, then I saw James at his locker and we started talking, thanfully I wasn't as hyper at this point. He was talking about how he had this green dude thing in his locker, which the name of escapes me, then I'm like "How did you know I was the one who wrote that on your locker" and he's like "cause you always put this: :3" which is true, I do.
Then Clara James and I all walked together, then Clara basically pushes me into James, erklrcghtjy x3
Then he started talking about his shoe laces xDD
he's so friggin cute omfg.
Then I like, ran to the bus stop, bought an energy drink, and it's basically all just a blurrr.
Except when spencer sealed up my monster, turned it upside down, then shook it like crazy, then when i opened it, it freaking exploded. HOLY CRAP!
why won't this hyperness ever end?
I'm starting to talk all insane like.
I just told James I like his face o.o;
oh shit..
i don't think he got it, cause he's offline now, *phew* x3
Holy crap, I apparently have like six people helping me out with this whole "get James to like me" thing, yet, NO ONE ACTUALLY WILL TALK TO HIM.
Seriously guys. x3
I just love his face.
Hannah and I are going to the mall now. I'm not in a stable state of mind right now though, so I think it's a bad idea.
My chocolate peanuts are almost gone. Damnit.
"and im like, so you and care are good friends? ;3
and hes like, yeah so so... we talk a lot, but we dont talk about anything important"
frigoigtjhyrtcl mhseefrtg gahh D:
Is that a good or bad thing?
Does he like talking a lot?
does that mean he wants to talk more?
SHIT MAN WHAT DOES IT MEAN??!?!?!
I wish we did. I want to, and I try to, but it's not that easy. Since I never have anything to say.
I need important things to say to him. WHY IS THIS SO DIFFICULT!?
omgfml. i wish finding out if he liked me was much easier than this. ldkfjutwqkfrkjgtj fml.
Stupid brain, stop over anazlyzing all this so much.
Like, I want to talk to him so badly, but I'm so afraid that if I talk to him anymore, he'll get so annoyed.
I mean, everytime I see him we talk, but even that is making me feel like I'm annoying him.
Even though he usually says hi first. I don't even understand.
Someone help me, I need important serious stuff to talk to him about.
How the heck do you bring important serious stuff into conversation?
This is so difficult.
I try my best to talk to him about stuff. Like, random stuff. And we do talk a lot. I try to talk to him more, talking to him is getting more difficult, because I'm worried about bothering him. So I can't talk about important things, or flirt. I'm such a fail. oh my gosh.
On monday, I'll be like "so, any interesting stuff going on in your life at the moment that you would like to talk about?" and "when are you free next?" 8D cause we still need to hang out. D:
Why am I ranting about this.
Shit.
Well, I mean, this is all I've been thinking about the past three weeks, so it's alright I guess...
Shit, I like him so much...D:
Okay...mall time!
erfjrkgthyrtkgtrtrjgty *head explodes*
Thursday, October 14, 2010
Aria never ceases to make me laugh. x3
kankowski. says:
hey
·$4,1~ † TrickSTAR † ~ ≧∀≦ Easy to betray when you live for the day and you don't even mean the things that you said. says:
Yooo
kankowski. says:
whats up
·$4,1~ † TrickSTAR † ~ ≧∀≦ Easy to betray when you live for the day and you don't even mean the things that you said. says:
doing some french homework, you?
kankowski. says:
just chillin, thinkin
·$4,1~ † TrickSTAR † ~ ≧∀≦ Easy to betray when you live for the day and you don't even mean the things that you said. says:
About?
kankowski. says:
a certain someone
·$4,1~ † TrickSTAR † ~ ≧∀≦ Easy to betray when you live for the day and you don't even mean the things that you said. says:
Whom?
kankowski. says:
just this fellow named james x3
·$4,1~ † TrickSTAR † ~ ≧∀≦ Easy to betray when you live for the day and you don't even mean the things that you said. says:
Crushing are we?
kankowski. says:
very much so
·$4,1~ † TrickSTAR † ~ ≧∀≦ Easy to betray when you live for the day and you don't even mean the things that you said. says:
Rofl, nice x3
kankowski. says:
he has a really nice face x33
·$4,1~ † TrickSTAR † ~ ≧∀≦ Easy to betray when you live for the day and you don't even mean the things that you said. says:
I bet.
kankowski. says:
lawls
he said he'd come visit me here at the laundromat, i hope he does x3 since i'm bored and lonely
·$4,1~ † TrickSTAR † ~ ≧∀≦ Easy to betray when you live for the day and you don't even mean the things that you said. says:
Do him on a washer ;3 That should be epic rofl
kankowski. says:
*laughs forever* oh goodness x3
·$4,1~ † TrickSTAR † ~ ≧∀≦ Easy to betray when you live for the day and you don't even mean the things that you said. says:
x3
kankowski. says:
that would be pretty epic, actually
·$4,1~ † TrickSTAR † ~ ≧∀≦ Easy to betray when you live for the day and you don't even mean the things that you said. says:
I know lol x3
*daydreams* Im gonna do that someday x3
kankowski. says:
Loool okay x3
Meow, he's a funny guy, x3
HOLY CRAP ONE TREE HILL.
I got so far behind in this show, but I'm catching up now- JAMES IS ONLINE!
Anyway, where was I?
Oh yeah ^^;
This episode is so freaking good, I cried like a baby, seriously D:
*James logs in*
"So, you going to talk to him?"
Omfg, I love Clara so much. x3333
Okay, back to Aria, Clara, James and One Tree Hill.
hey
·$4,1~ † TrickSTAR † ~ ≧∀≦ Easy to betray when you live for the day and you don't even mean the things that you said. says:
Yooo
kankowski. says:
whats up
·$4,1~ † TrickSTAR † ~ ≧∀≦ Easy to betray when you live for the day and you don't even mean the things that you said. says:
doing some french homework, you?
kankowski. says:
just chillin, thinkin
·$4,1~ † TrickSTAR † ~ ≧∀≦ Easy to betray when you live for the day and you don't even mean the things that you said. says:
About?
kankowski. says:
a certain someone
·$4,1~ † TrickSTAR † ~ ≧∀≦ Easy to betray when you live for the day and you don't even mean the things that you said. says:
Whom?
kankowski. says:
just this fellow named james x3
·$4,1~ † TrickSTAR † ~ ≧∀≦ Easy to betray when you live for the day and you don't even mean the things that you said. says:
Crushing are we?
kankowski. says:
very much so
·$4,1~ † TrickSTAR † ~ ≧∀≦ Easy to betray when you live for the day and you don't even mean the things that you said. says:
Rofl, nice x3
kankowski. says:
he has a really nice face x33
·$4,1~ † TrickSTAR † ~ ≧∀≦ Easy to betray when you live for the day and you don't even mean the things that you said. says:
I bet.
kankowski. says:
lawls
he said he'd come visit me here at the laundromat, i hope he does x3 since i'm bored and lonely
·$4,1~ † TrickSTAR † ~ ≧∀≦ Easy to betray when you live for the day and you don't even mean the things that you said. says:
Do him on a washer ;3 That should be epic rofl
kankowski. says:
*laughs forever* oh goodness x3
·$4,1~ † TrickSTAR † ~ ≧∀≦ Easy to betray when you live for the day and you don't even mean the things that you said. says:
x3
kankowski. says:
that would be pretty epic, actually
·$4,1~ † TrickSTAR † ~ ≧∀≦ Easy to betray when you live for the day and you don't even mean the things that you said. says:
I know lol x3
*daydreams* Im gonna do that someday x3
kankowski. says:
Loool okay x3
Meow, he's a funny guy, x3
HOLY CRAP ONE TREE HILL.
I got so far behind in this show, but I'm catching up now- JAMES IS ONLINE!
Anyway, where was I?
Oh yeah ^^;
This episode is so freaking good, I cried like a baby, seriously D:
*James logs in*
"So, you going to talk to him?"
Omfg, I love Clara so much. x3333
Okay, back to Aria, Clara, James and One Tree Hill.
My day was poop.
I was just so depressed today.
I felt so alone, because everyone was at Science Olympics.
I was still upset over my hair. I mean, I love it. But it's like, you try to be different, but you're too scared to stand out because everyone will make fun of you. I try not to care what people say or think, but it's hard. :/
There was way too much confusion going on in my mind. I wish I would stop thinking of all these different possibilities, what could happen, and just everything about him. It's driving me insane. I like him, and I...*sigh* I won't even get into it...
During Cosmo today, I couldn't take it, I asked to go to the washroom, and once I got into the hall, I started bawling. It was so bad.
Then when I went back to class, all calm and collected, I guess I still looked sad, because Ms. Dinoi asked if I was okay, and I just started crying again. Then she said many words that made me feel much better. I love her. She hugged me, and then I went back to braiding.
During lunch I ate two burgers.
Shit, eh?
Nick and I sat at Clara's locker at lunch, which coincidentally just happens to be right outside James class. x3
I almost started crying several times then. But I didn't. (y)
Religion was stupid. We had a test, and I most likely failed.
Before fifth period actually started, I put my books in the auditorium, and went to Clara's locker to write her a note. James walked out of his class, cause I guess he stayed in class during his lunch, and I went over to his locker. We had lovely conversations. :3
And this basically describes it all:
"
Yeah...♥
We walked to class together, and we were talking about how none of my friends were at school except for Sammie and Nick, and he's like "you should talk to my friend Alex D'alves, he's a nice guy" then yeah...
I told him I was going to the laundromat after school, which is where I am now. And I said "You should stop by if you're not busy *thumbs up*" and he said "I will try, but I'm going to my friend Spencer's later, but I'll see, and I'll text you later!" :3
Musical theater was fun, we played this game, called...Mafia and something? I didn't understand it, but I died. Apparently I fell off the stage and died because someone peed all over the stage? Loool Victoria comes up with the funniest stuff.
Mrs. Re wanted me to bring a note to Mrs. Koscicsdfbgt? I don't even know her name, I didn't even know who she was. o.o;
But yeah, so I walked out of the auditorium, and there was James! ^-^
I was so happy. x3
he was like "Oh hey Caroline! whats up?" and I'm like "nothing really ;P" and he's like "where are you going?" and I said "going to deliver this note to someone, yet I don't know who or where I'm going. But it'll be a fun adventure" and he's just like "that sounds fun, well I'll talk to you later!" and he did that, cute wave peace thing he always does ^-^;
Seriously, whenever I walk away from him, I just have that "he makes my heart so happy" kind of feeling. Well, it's a feeling now. It's a combination of butterflies, and feeling nervous and anxious and just excited, like you want to throw up rainbows and dance, and throw yourself into his arms and hug him and never let go. x3 he just makes me so happy. Even after having such a bad day, I can honestly say just seeing him made me happy. I know it sounds so stupid, but it's true. His face is so cute, and his smile is adorable, and nyaaa just his face is wonderful. x33 ♥
For the rest of Musical Theater, Kyle just talked to us senior students about stuff that was going on, and how the wolfette costumes make them look like sluts, so that obviously needs to change. x3
After class, I kind of just ran out of class, and went straight to my locker. I was able to get the King and James bus right away, and I was talking to Nicole for a bit. Then James got on the bus. ^-^
We were all talking for a bit. I didn't really know what to say to him though...he stood there as if he wanted to say something, or he wanted me to say something, but no one said anything, so he walked away and started talking to his friends.
Now I'm at the laundromat, and I wish he was here...or at least on msn so I could talk to him. x3
I really hope we can hang out soon. I decided that when we hang out, I may or may not tell him certain things. But I mean, that probably won't be for awhile. So I have time to talk to him more, and just let time and the mysterious powers of life do their thing. x3
Hopefully they do good things, they seemed to do good things today and other days before.
Dear mysterious powers of life,
I would really appreciate if you would let James and I be more than friends,
if you do such acts, I will love you forever more. :3
I'm done now...x3
ALSO, I's excited for Lights' concert November 17. 8D
♥
I felt so alone, because everyone was at Science Olympics.
I was still upset over my hair. I mean, I love it. But it's like, you try to be different, but you're too scared to stand out because everyone will make fun of you. I try not to care what people say or think, but it's hard. :/
There was way too much confusion going on in my mind. I wish I would stop thinking of all these different possibilities, what could happen, and just everything about him. It's driving me insane. I like him, and I...*sigh* I won't even get into it...
During Cosmo today, I couldn't take it, I asked to go to the washroom, and once I got into the hall, I started bawling. It was so bad.
Then when I went back to class, all calm and collected, I guess I still looked sad, because Ms. Dinoi asked if I was okay, and I just started crying again. Then she said many words that made me feel much better. I love her. She hugged me, and then I went back to braiding.
During lunch I ate two burgers.
Shit, eh?
Nick and I sat at Clara's locker at lunch, which coincidentally just happens to be right outside James class. x3
I almost started crying several times then. But I didn't. (y)
Religion was stupid. We had a test, and I most likely failed.
Before fifth period actually started, I put my books in the auditorium, and went to Clara's locker to write her a note. James walked out of his class, cause I guess he stayed in class during his lunch, and I went over to his locker. We had lovely conversations. :3
And this basically describes it all:
"
it’s the way you make me smile, when i don’t even want to laugh."
Yeah...♥
We walked to class together, and we were talking about how none of my friends were at school except for Sammie and Nick, and he's like "you should talk to my friend Alex D'alves, he's a nice guy" then yeah...
I told him I was going to the laundromat after school, which is where I am now. And I said "You should stop by if you're not busy *thumbs up*" and he said "I will try, but I'm going to my friend Spencer's later, but I'll see, and I'll text you later!" :3
Musical theater was fun, we played this game, called...Mafia and something? I didn't understand it, but I died. Apparently I fell off the stage and died because someone peed all over the stage? Loool Victoria comes up with the funniest stuff.
Mrs. Re wanted me to bring a note to Mrs. Koscicsdfbgt? I don't even know her name, I didn't even know who she was. o.o;
But yeah, so I walked out of the auditorium, and there was James! ^-^
I was so happy. x3
he was like "Oh hey Caroline! whats up?" and I'm like "nothing really ;P" and he's like "where are you going?" and I said "going to deliver this note to someone, yet I don't know who or where I'm going. But it'll be a fun adventure" and he's just like "that sounds fun, well I'll talk to you later!" and he did that, cute wave peace thing he always does ^-^;
Seriously, whenever I walk away from him, I just have that "he makes my heart so happy" kind of feeling. Well, it's a feeling now. It's a combination of butterflies, and feeling nervous and anxious and just excited, like you want to throw up rainbows and dance, and throw yourself into his arms and hug him and never let go. x3 he just makes me so happy. Even after having such a bad day, I can honestly say just seeing him made me happy. I know it sounds so stupid, but it's true. His face is so cute, and his smile is adorable, and nyaaa just his face is wonderful. x33 ♥
For the rest of Musical Theater, Kyle just talked to us senior students about stuff that was going on, and how the wolfette costumes make them look like sluts, so that obviously needs to change. x3
After class, I kind of just ran out of class, and went straight to my locker. I was able to get the King and James bus right away, and I was talking to Nicole for a bit. Then James got on the bus. ^-^
We were all talking for a bit. I didn't really know what to say to him though...he stood there as if he wanted to say something, or he wanted me to say something, but no one said anything, so he walked away and started talking to his friends.
Now I'm at the laundromat, and I wish he was here...or at least on msn so I could talk to him. x3
I really hope we can hang out soon. I decided that when we hang out, I may or may not tell him certain things. But I mean, that probably won't be for awhile. So I have time to talk to him more, and just let time and the mysterious powers of life do their thing. x3
Hopefully they do good things, they seemed to do good things today and other days before.
Dear mysterious powers of life,
I would really appreciate if you would let James and I be more than friends,
if you do such acts, I will love you forever more. :3
I'm done now...x3
ALSO, I's excited for Lights' concert November 17. 8D
♥
"and don’t mind me if i get weak in the knees, coz you have that affect on me, you do." Mhm! ^-^
Tuesday, October 12, 2010
i love Sammie.
nyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
we're chillin at the laundromat, listening to Lights' new song "My Boots" <3
We're eating onion rings.
I'm about to die from tiredness, but oh well D:
I think James hates me, nuff said :c
Loooooooool I can't even stay sad with this song, it's just so good x3
OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH my daddy bought Lights tickets for Sammie and I. C:
November 17, so freakin excited, omfg 8D
so many onion rings, holy crap. :c
sammie just dropped her phone.
Oh, it's a love hate romance
Cause I could watch her dance
If I've got my boo-ooo-oo-oooots
I love Lights so much.
TODAY! James and I became friends. C: LOL
I said I had no friends, and he said he'd be my friend. C:!
Even though we already are friends. x3
I like his face.
SAMMIE JUST KISSED MY FREAKING HEAD 8DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Sammie told James that I like his face, and he never replied D: he so hates me.
Sammie also told him I died, and he freaked out D:
as in "don't talk like that" he didn't really care if I died or not.
I stop now.
Btw, I love Sammie. :3
Edit:
Meow. :c
Why do I always get upset over the littlest things? I'm just so sad. I need to stop thinking so much T_T
Oh, and I'm kinda glad I didn't go to school friday, someone woulda died if I did (y)
I just wanted to mention something that I forgot to say in above post x3
This morning I was so paranoid and worried that everyone would think my hair looked bad. Then James came walking down the hall and said "So bright!" and he said it looked good, crazy, but good, and that he likes it x3
All day I kept saying "Omfg I'm a carrot" and "double rainbow all the way across my legs" because I'm wearing rainbow knee socks. x3
There is so much going on in my mind right now, and it all involves him. o.o;
I'm so worried that he hates me, but I want to him like me, yet I know that won't happen.
Why do I have to feel like this? It's not really leading me anywhere, and as much as I wish, I don't think anything would come of this. :/
Fuck, I wish something would though,
This is different than any other crush o.o;
And he makes me all happy,
and omg ihml :c
I just really want to cry right now.
*deep sigh*
I can't do this.
Keeping this feeling in is destroying me.
And this song is beautiful.
Yet it's making me cry more.
Wonderful.
I don't know what to do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *freaks out*
I need to find things out, before I go more insane. :c
we're chillin at the laundromat, listening to Lights' new song "My Boots" <3
We're eating onion rings.
I'm about to die from tiredness, but oh well D:
I think James hates me, nuff said :c
Loooooooool I can't even stay sad with this song, it's just so good x3
OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH my daddy bought Lights tickets for Sammie and I. C:
November 17, so freakin excited, omfg 8D
so many onion rings, holy crap. :c
sammie just dropped her phone.
Oh, it's a love hate romance
Cause I could watch her dance
If I've got my boo-ooo-oo-oooots
I love Lights so much.
TODAY! James and I became friends. C: LOL
I said I had no friends, and he said he'd be my friend. C:!
Even though we already are friends. x3
I like his face.
SAMMIE JUST KISSED MY FREAKING HEAD 8DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Sammie told James that I like his face, and he never replied D: he so hates me.
Sammie also told him I died, and he freaked out D:
as in "don't talk like that" he didn't really care if I died or not.
I stop now.
Btw, I love Sammie. :3
Edit:
Meow. :c
Why do I always get upset over the littlest things? I'm just so sad. I need to stop thinking so much T_T
Oh, and I'm kinda glad I didn't go to school friday, someone woulda died if I did (y)
I just wanted to mention something that I forgot to say in above post x3
This morning I was so paranoid and worried that everyone would think my hair looked bad. Then James came walking down the hall and said "So bright!" and he said it looked good, crazy, but good, and that he likes it x3
All day I kept saying "Omfg I'm a carrot" and "double rainbow all the way across my legs" because I'm wearing rainbow knee socks. x3
There is so much going on in my mind right now, and it all involves him. o.o;
I'm so worried that he hates me, but I want to him like me, yet I know that won't happen.
Why do I have to feel like this? It's not really leading me anywhere, and as much as I wish, I don't think anything would come of this. :/
Fuck, I wish something would though,
This is different than any other crush o.o;
And he makes me all happy,
and omg ihml :c
I just really want to cry right now.
*deep sigh*
I can't do this.
Keeping this feeling in is destroying me.
And this song is beautiful.
Yet it's making me cry more.
Wonderful.
I don't know what to do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *freaks out*
I need to find things out, before I go more insane. :c
Monday, October 11, 2010
fml D:
Why does this always happen to me?
I basically wasted my whole day, waiting for something I knew wouldn't happen.
" I feel bad because you always want to hang out with me but I never can"
That just makes me sound pathetic. :/
I'm so freakin' stupid.
I basically wasted my whole day, waiting for something I knew wouldn't happen.
" I feel bad because you always want to hang out with me but I never can"
That just makes me sound pathetic. :/
I'm so freakin' stupid.
Sunday, October 10, 2010
Lalala I'm a carrot.
So my hair is orange.
Fantastic.
It doesn't look bad, it'll just take a long time to get used to.
It took around six hours in total to do my hair.
Sammie did her hair too. :3
In the middle of all the fun, I got really angry.
Because Aria and his stupid friend decided to play a stupid joke on me,
I want to shoot him. D:
He kept saying stupid stuff like "do me" and idk, random other stuff, I played along, cause I was bored and it was funny, then of course his friend calls me a skank and all this other stuff, like what the hell. If Aria actually thought I was serious, then he clearly doesn't know me at all. :/
I got really angry after that, D:
Apparently I'm hanging out with James tomorrow. :3
Kind of worried though, he'll think I look ugly. Cause I do. My hair is just so bright and vivid. :c
I have a feeling he's getting annoyed by me. Everyone does at one point.
I just don't want him too...
Shiiitttt, I keep making all these videos for my channel, but they won't go on my computer S: the hell *angry face*
I should go sleep now. Kay bye. :3
Fantastic.
It doesn't look bad, it'll just take a long time to get used to.
It took around six hours in total to do my hair.
Sammie did her hair too. :3
In the middle of all the fun, I got really angry.
Because Aria and his stupid friend decided to play a stupid joke on me,
I want to shoot him. D:
He kept saying stupid stuff like "do me" and idk, random other stuff, I played along, cause I was bored and it was funny, then of course his friend calls me a skank and all this other stuff, like what the hell. If Aria actually thought I was serious, then he clearly doesn't know me at all. :/
I got really angry after that, D:
Apparently I'm hanging out with James tomorrow. :3
Kind of worried though, he'll think I look ugly. Cause I do. My hair is just so bright and vivid. :c
I have a feeling he's getting annoyed by me. Everyone does at one point.
I just don't want him too...
Shiiitttt, I keep making all these videos for my channel, but they won't go on my computer S: the hell *angry face*
I should go sleep now. Kay bye. :3
Ohey blonde hair.
Sammie's over.
She's bleaching my hair.
x3
we went to the mall to get all the stuffs.
we were gonna go visit James, but he was about to leave to go to his grandmas for thanksgiving dinner, he was stoked, his words, not mine.
He said I can go visit him tomorrow. :3
But yeah, my hair is half blonde right now.
Then a bit later we're dying it red, so I don't have to stay blonde,
I look like a weird blonde anyway bahahaha
Sammie's bleaching some of her hair too x3
This is fun, I should probably go wash it out soon.
Kay bye. x3
She's bleaching my hair.
x3
we went to the mall to get all the stuffs.
we were gonna go visit James, but he was about to leave to go to his grandmas for thanksgiving dinner, he was stoked, his words, not mine.
He said I can go visit him tomorrow. :3
But yeah, my hair is half blonde right now.
Then a bit later we're dying it red, so I don't have to stay blonde,
I look like a weird blonde anyway bahahaha
Sammie's bleaching some of her hair too x3
This is fun, I should probably go wash it out soon.
Kay bye. x3
Saturday, October 9, 2010
I like food.
I had a good day (:
I went to my grandma's house for thanksgiving dinner.
Mmmmm twas delicious.
My cousins Brieann, Sydney, and Ben were there; I love them. :3
We just sat around talking, we were looking through my yearbook, because I brought it with me.
Ben told me he knew James, I thought that was crazy x3
Well, they do live only like three blocks away from each other.
I just find it funny because James is my age, and Ben is only ten x3
Apparently they went skateboarding together, and Ben was telling me about how pro James is (not like I didn't already know that ;3 ) and was explaining different tricks to me, like the orange peel x3 and apparently James created this one sick trick called the laser something?
We took some hilarious pictures 8D
And at one point I stole Sydney's phone and was texting this guy named Nick, and she told him I was mental. D:
I'm not mental!
I had three slices of pie.
I ate soooo much, holy crap o.o;
None of my videos for my new YouTube channel will go on my computer :/
so I have to try, or just make a new one D:
Oh D: on friday, my mommy got hit my a car D:
she's alright though, she only hurt her arm, but I was so scared D:
And last night...I broke down crying, because my dad said something that scared me...
And apparently I'm dying my hair tomorrow with Sammie? LOL
I'm not doing anything anyway...x3
I guess next time you see me, I'll probably have extreme red hair. :3
Well, I have nothing else to say.
Have a good day. (:
I went to my grandma's house for thanksgiving dinner.
Mmmmm twas delicious.
My cousins Brieann, Sydney, and Ben were there; I love them. :3
We just sat around talking, we were looking through my yearbook, because I brought it with me.
Ben told me he knew James, I thought that was crazy x3
Well, they do live only like three blocks away from each other.
I just find it funny because James is my age, and Ben is only ten x3
Apparently they went skateboarding together, and Ben was telling me about how pro James is (not like I didn't already know that ;3 ) and was explaining different tricks to me, like the orange peel x3 and apparently James created this one sick trick called the laser something?
We took some hilarious pictures 8D
And at one point I stole Sydney's phone and was texting this guy named Nick, and she told him I was mental. D:
I'm not mental!
I had three slices of pie.
I ate soooo much, holy crap o.o;
None of my videos for my new YouTube channel will go on my computer :/
so I have to try, or just make a new one D:
Oh D: on friday, my mommy got hit my a car D:
she's alright though, she only hurt her arm, but I was so scared D:
And last night...I broke down crying, because my dad said something that scared me...
And apparently I'm dying my hair tomorrow with Sammie? LOL
I'm not doing anything anyway...x3
I guess next time you see me, I'll probably have extreme red hair. :3
Well, I have nothing else to say.
Have a good day. (:
Thursday, October 7, 2010
Why am I so awkward? o.o;
This is going to be VERRYYY long, so you better prepare.
Okay so, the school part of my day:
I had to get up really early, and got to school by 7:30, I found Spencer and was walking around with him for a bit. We saw Him and it made my morning basically, English was boring. Some Brittany girl curled my hair, it was pretty good, but looked messy, so I just ended up putting it in a pony tail, which looked worse, but whatever.
Lunch was, mehh. Religion was boring, we watched The Cinderella Man, which is actually a good movie.
Now, musical theater...I was waiting for James to ask him something, and I ended up dying from laughter, it was bad. And when he came over, I just couldn't stop laughing and he walked away. :C
musical theater was kinda mehh as well, we just blocked and stuff.
After class, I was waiting for James, cause I really needed to ask him a question. But then I realized he left earlier, and I kinda got really upset. :/ it was more of just, that kinda stuff always happens to me, like people ditching me. :/
Clara and I just got changed, then went to help with Coffee House set up. SO FUN DRJHDHUR
So all music council members were there, I don't really want to name everyone, cause I'll forget people.
I helped out as much as I can.
Then I made a vlog for my new YouTube channel. x3
A lot of people are in it, it's hilarious ;P
Everyone was signing each others yearbooks, mines almost completely full already o.o;
I had fun defacing pictures and writing some comments in my yearbook. 8D
I forget who it was, but they came skating in to the caf on a skateboard, and I heard someone say that James was there, so I went to go say hi, and he signed my yearbook, and it was nice...x3
James started skating in the caf, and doing tricks and stuff, and I was taking pictures. They're pretty epic. :3
Funniest thing: at one point, James and I were talking, and I'm just like "My camera's dying :c" and he's like "Oh, is it cancer?" and I'm like "I think so...?" "He's like "you just think so? Wouldn't you just know?" then I'm like " Wait, what are we even talking about?" and he's like "didn't you say you're grandma is dying?" and I'm like "Nooo, my camera is dying" LOOOL soo funny.
The whole night was actually beautiful.
I can't even describe it, it was just amazing.
James kept coming over to where Clara, Sammie and I were sitting, and we kept talking. :3
All the performances were incredible, a lot of people sung songs that I love. Like, this one guy, sang I Will Follow You Into The Dark. ♥
Sandro did Yo-Yo tricks o.o; he's an odd one.
James played a song he wrote on the keyboard thingy, I like cheered and stuff for him. 8D
Then after, I went over to say he did good and stuff, yeah. :3
Later on, when it was like almost over, Brandon Bizior played his song, LOL he walked past me, and I said "You did good job! 8D" I could not stop laughing xD
I was talking to James and asked if he would like to accompany me on the bus, and he agreed, so we waited for a bit, were talking to everyone.
Ivy, Elizabeth, Natasha, Sammie and Clara were all bugging me D:
*sigh* :c
Clara, James and I were all talking, and I guess Clara was talking about hugs and how she gives good hugs, and James opened his arms for a hug. Then o.o; Clara's just like "Caroline gives good hugs too!" -.- then he opened his arms for a hug x3
then we were going to Hannah's locker, cause she was tagging along to bus with us, and she was ahead of James and I, and he's like "I'm gonna skate down the hall" and I'm like "okay have fun" then he's like "never mind, but you can if you want" and i'm just like "no thanks, I think I'd die." and then he's like "I could help you if you want" and I almost died, then said "No, it's okay, I think I'd still die"
ANYWAY
So, we were waiting at the bus stop, and Luke Martin was there.
I don't know why, but I am so awkward, and shy and just nervous around people.
Well, we got on the bus, and Hannah and Luke sat together, and James saved a seat for me...^-^
I barely said anything, I felt like I was going to explode.
Then I started rambling. o.o;
Best. Day. Ever. 8D
I need to stop this. D:
Everything is just so funny. 8D
Okay, I need sleep x3 night. :DDDDD
Edit: OMFG! I forgot to mention the funniest part.
I noticed James run down the hall at one point. And I thought he liked died, cause he like never came back.
Well, Sammie wanted to talk, because she was pretty upset, so we were walking down the hall by the main office, and James just comes through the door, said hey and stuff, and when he noticed Sammie was like crying, he's just like "Oh, is everything alright?" I don't even remember, but it was just awkward, and hilarious x3 he was like "okay, I guess I'll let you guys just talk" then he walked away...we died laughing. It was the funniest thing ever. We walked over to the attendance office, and were literally rolling on the floor laughing. I'm glad Sammie was laughing :3
Then later, while James and I were about to leave, he came up to me and Sammie, stood there standing beside Sammie. And if you know James, he's crazy tall, he's a whole head+ taller than Sammie. Then he's like "Would you like a hug?" and she said yes, then while they hugged she was laughing x3
It was soo funny. LOL
Oh, and James kept carrying his skatebpard around like it was his child. He's funny. x3
Kay, now I'm done. Bye. :3
Okay so, the school part of my day:
I had to get up really early, and got to school by 7:30, I found Spencer and was walking around with him for a bit. We saw Him and it made my morning basically, English was boring. Some Brittany girl curled my hair, it was pretty good, but looked messy, so I just ended up putting it in a pony tail, which looked worse, but whatever.
Lunch was, mehh. Religion was boring, we watched The Cinderella Man, which is actually a good movie.
Now, musical theater...I was waiting for James to ask him something, and I ended up dying from laughter, it was bad. And when he came over, I just couldn't stop laughing and he walked away. :C
musical theater was kinda mehh as well, we just blocked and stuff.
After class, I was waiting for James, cause I really needed to ask him a question. But then I realized he left earlier, and I kinda got really upset. :/ it was more of just, that kinda stuff always happens to me, like people ditching me. :/
Clara and I just got changed, then went to help with Coffee House set up. SO FUN DRJHDHUR
So all music council members were there, I don't really want to name everyone, cause I'll forget people.
I helped out as much as I can.
Then I made a vlog for my new YouTube channel. x3
A lot of people are in it, it's hilarious ;P
Everyone was signing each others yearbooks, mines almost completely full already o.o;
I had fun defacing pictures and writing some comments in my yearbook. 8D
I forget who it was, but they came skating in to the caf on a skateboard, and I heard someone say that James was there, so I went to go say hi, and he signed my yearbook, and it was nice...x3
James started skating in the caf, and doing tricks and stuff, and I was taking pictures. They're pretty epic. :3
Funniest thing: at one point, James and I were talking, and I'm just like "My camera's dying :c" and he's like "Oh, is it cancer?" and I'm like "I think so...?" "He's like "you just think so? Wouldn't you just know?" then I'm like " Wait, what are we even talking about?" and he's like "didn't you say you're grandma is dying?" and I'm like "Nooo, my camera is dying" LOOOL soo funny.
The whole night was actually beautiful.
I can't even describe it, it was just amazing.
James kept coming over to where Clara, Sammie and I were sitting, and we kept talking. :3
All the performances were incredible, a lot of people sung songs that I love. Like, this one guy, sang I Will Follow You Into The Dark. ♥
Sandro did Yo-Yo tricks o.o; he's an odd one.
James played a song he wrote on the keyboard thingy, I like cheered and stuff for him. 8D
Then after, I went over to say he did good and stuff, yeah. :3
Later on, when it was like almost over, Brandon Bizior played his song, LOL he walked past me, and I said "You did good job! 8D" I could not stop laughing xD
I was talking to James and asked if he would like to accompany me on the bus, and he agreed, so we waited for a bit, were talking to everyone.
Ivy, Elizabeth, Natasha, Sammie and Clara were all bugging me D:
*sigh* :c
Clara, James and I were all talking, and I guess Clara was talking about hugs and how she gives good hugs, and James opened his arms for a hug. Then o.o; Clara's just like "Caroline gives good hugs too!" -.- then he opened his arms for a hug x3
then we were going to Hannah's locker, cause she was tagging along to bus with us, and she was ahead of James and I, and he's like "I'm gonna skate down the hall" and I'm like "okay have fun" then he's like "never mind, but you can if you want" and i'm just like "no thanks, I think I'd die." and then he's like "I could help you if you want" and I almost died, then said "No, it's okay, I think I'd still die"
ANYWAY
So, we were waiting at the bus stop, and Luke Martin was there.
I don't know why, but I am so awkward, and shy and just nervous around people.
Well, we got on the bus, and Hannah and Luke sat together, and James saved a seat for me...^-^
I barely said anything, I felt like I was going to explode.
Then I started rambling. o.o;
Best. Day. Ever. 8D
I need to stop this. D:
Everything is just so funny. 8D
Okay, I need sleep x3 night. :DDDDD
Edit: OMFG! I forgot to mention the funniest part.
I noticed James run down the hall at one point. And I thought he liked died, cause he like never came back.
Well, Sammie wanted to talk, because she was pretty upset, so we were walking down the hall by the main office, and James just comes through the door, said hey and stuff, and when he noticed Sammie was like crying, he's just like "Oh, is everything alright?" I don't even remember, but it was just awkward, and hilarious x3 he was like "okay, I guess I'll let you guys just talk" then he walked away...we died laughing. It was the funniest thing ever. We walked over to the attendance office, and were literally rolling on the floor laughing. I'm glad Sammie was laughing :3
Then later, while James and I were about to leave, he came up to me and Sammie, stood there standing beside Sammie. And if you know James, he's crazy tall, he's a whole head+ taller than Sammie. Then he's like "Would you like a hug?" and she said yes, then while they hugged she was laughing x3
It was soo funny. LOL
Oh, and James kept carrying his skatebpard around like it was his child. He's funny. x3
Kay, now I'm done. Bye. :3
Wednesday, October 6, 2010
Fun day. (y)
So I had a pretty good day.
I saw him seven times x3 not like I was counting though.
The funniest thing ever was after school. Oh my goodness, I couldn't stop laughing x3
So, after Musical Theatre I was waiting outside for Clara, and then He came out of class and was like "Hey Clara, hey Caroline" then we all started chating 8D
We were walking over to the stairs, talking about random stuff, he asked about the laundromat or something, and yeah, he always asks about the laundromat when I see him x3 he's like "so how's the laundromat" it's funny...anyway...moving on.
So some random guy comes over and starts talking to him, then he's like "okay see you guys later" then we walk up the stairs to Clara's locker.
We wait there for a bit, talk to Andrew, then walked towards the stairs that we came up.
We saw him again coming up the stairs and he's like "hey again guys"
and instead of walking down the stairs after that, we decide to go the opposite way of him.
Then somehow, we end up turning around, towards Clara's locker again, cause she needed to go to the bathroom. Then while walking we were walking, we were talking about how confused he'd be, and creepy he may think we are.
Clara said something funny, and I started laughing so hard. And he looks at us like we're insane and he's like
"i thought you guys went downstairs, i'm so confused now" i just walked away laughing, i couldn't stop laughing for the next ten minutes. I was on the floor laughing in the bathroom, everything was just so funny.
Then we found Erin and Shayla, and while walking to the auditorium, well, when we opened the auditorium he was there, and he said hi to me. And Shayla couldn't stop laughing cause apparently he looked really happy when he saw me? Looool idk.
Choir was crazy, I was so hyper, omg.
Spencer hit me in the head twice today.
It hurt. :c
When I got home, I messaged The Beast Yo, asking him if he was going to the coffee house; he is :3
and if he wanted to hang out anytime soon. And we decided to hang out tomorrow after school, because i told him i was going to stay after school and help out with Clara for the coffee house. And I asked if he wanted to hang out with us, and he said "I'm down, I'll talk to you tomorrow :D"
So, yeah. :3
I took a nap earlier. It was nice. I woke up at 7:30, thinking I had to go to school O.o;
I'm on the phone with Natasha now. And eating ice cream. :3
We're talking about tattoos. 8D
Natasha- "I want to get a tattoo. Something meaningful"
Me -"my name"
So we're getting matching tattoos now. :3
"and when you're in my ear, I can hear the world so clear"
she's singing about her earring.
Dear readers, Natasha really needs your help.
She would really like to know if anyone knows the song or lyrics to the song that Timon and Pumba sing to distract the hyena's. he's wearing a hula skirt, if that helps.
"what is that? Zombies?" -Natasha
"The microwave o.o;" -Me
I lover her x33
"The circleee oofff lifeeeeee. What would happen if rafiki (sp?) dropped Simba? The movie would over!"
LOLOLOLOLOLOL so funny omfg x3
Okay, bye :3
I saw him seven times x3 not like I was counting though.
The funniest thing ever was after school. Oh my goodness, I couldn't stop laughing x3
So, after Musical Theatre I was waiting outside for Clara, and then He came out of class and was like "Hey Clara, hey Caroline" then we all started chating 8D
We were walking over to the stairs, talking about random stuff, he asked about the laundromat or something, and yeah, he always asks about the laundromat when I see him x3 he's like "so how's the laundromat" it's funny...anyway...moving on.
So some random guy comes over and starts talking to him, then he's like "okay see you guys later" then we walk up the stairs to Clara's locker.
We wait there for a bit, talk to Andrew, then walked towards the stairs that we came up.
We saw him again coming up the stairs and he's like "hey again guys"
and instead of walking down the stairs after that, we decide to go the opposite way of him.
Then somehow, we end up turning around, towards Clara's locker again, cause she needed to go to the bathroom. Then while walking we were walking, we were talking about how confused he'd be, and creepy he may think we are.
Clara said something funny, and I started laughing so hard. And he looks at us like we're insane and he's like
"i thought you guys went downstairs, i'm so confused now" i just walked away laughing, i couldn't stop laughing for the next ten minutes. I was on the floor laughing in the bathroom, everything was just so funny.
Then we found Erin and Shayla, and while walking to the auditorium, well, when we opened the auditorium he was there, and he said hi to me. And Shayla couldn't stop laughing cause apparently he looked really happy when he saw me? Looool idk.
Choir was crazy, I was so hyper, omg.
Spencer hit me in the head twice today.
It hurt. :c
When I got home, I messaged The Beast Yo, asking him if he was going to the coffee house; he is :3
and if he wanted to hang out anytime soon. And we decided to hang out tomorrow after school, because i told him i was going to stay after school and help out with Clara for the coffee house. And I asked if he wanted to hang out with us, and he said "I'm down, I'll talk to you tomorrow :D"
So, yeah. :3
I took a nap earlier. It was nice. I woke up at 7:30, thinking I had to go to school O.o;
I'm on the phone with Natasha now. And eating ice cream. :3
We're talking about tattoos. 8D
Natasha- "I want to get a tattoo. Something meaningful"
Me -"my name"
So we're getting matching tattoos now. :3
"and when you're in my ear, I can hear the world so clear"
she's singing about her earring.
Dear readers, Natasha really needs your help.
She would really like to know if anyone knows the song or lyrics to the song that Timon and Pumba sing to distract the hyena's. he's wearing a hula skirt, if that helps.
"what is that? Zombies?" -Natasha
"The microwave o.o;" -Me
I lover her x33
"The circleee oofff lifeeeeee. What would happen if rafiki (sp?) dropped Simba? The movie would over!"
LOLOLOLOLOLOL so funny omfg x3
Okay, bye :3
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